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PEN PICTURES
By Beverly Carradine
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Digital Edition 02/07/95
By Holiness Data Ministry
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PREFACE
The stories and sketches composing "Pen Pictures" I have written as I did
"Pastoral Sketches" and "A Journey to Palestine," with a view to interest, while
benefiting the head and heart of the reader. In my judgment it is my best
literary work. At the same time there is scarcely a chapter but has a moral or
religious point, and so presented as to abide in the memory and affect the life.
Flashlight revelations of character, the law of conscience, the power of human
influence, kindness to animals, consideration for children, pity for the
unfortunate, and many other lessons of life are taught in this volume. A number
of the chapters are descriptive of actual adventures in the life of the writer;
but still in the narrative an underlying purpose is felt, and a lasting moral or
spiritual truth conveyed. Some people need to have a good laugh, Some crave the
luxury of tears, and others ought to pray. We doubt not that these three classes
will find all they want in the pages of this volume.
THE AUTHOR
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CONTENTS
1
A Swamp Adventure
2
Some Strange Things
3
Why They Wept
4
A Fearful Retribution
5
Characters In Ebony
6
The Face At The Window
7
A Confrence Dis-Appointment
8
Mr. Brown And Mr. Braun
9
A Remarkable Communicant
10
Wesley's Magazine
11
A Night Adventure
12
A Pastoral Round
13
The Children
14
Boys
15
A Young Man's Death
16
A Down Town Office
17
Scenes Of Salvation
18
The Household Prodigy
19
The Man With The Problem
20
The Discontented Man
21
A Salvation Episode
22
Bitter Pills
23
A Trying Experience
24
A Strange Visitor
25
High Flown African Speech
26
D. D.
27
A Picture Gallery
28
A Row Of Portraits
29
Old Jack
30
Poor Little Toby
A Cabin Waif
31
A Modern Double
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A TOPICAL ARRANGEMENT
OF THE CHAPTER SUBJECTS
FOR ILLUSTRATIVE USE
By Duane V. Maxey
Chapter 1 TOPIC: Fear
SUBTOPIC: Facing And Conquering It
TITLE: A Swamp Adventure
Chapter 2 TOPIC: Mysterious Happenings
SUBTOPIC: Unexplained By Natural Evidence
TITLE: Some Strange Things
Chapter 3 TOPIC: Ambition For Position
SUBTOPIC: Emotional Reactions When Achieved
TITLE: Why They Wept
Chapter 4 TOPIC: Retribution
SUBTOPIC: Finds Its Mark
TITLE: A Fearful Retribution
Chapter 5 TOPIC: Entire Sanctification
SUBTOPIC: Different From Regeneration
TITLE: Characters In Ebony (Final Portion)
Chapter 6 TOPIC: Indifference Toward The Needy
SUBTOPIC: By Ignoring Their Plight and Pleas
TITLE: The Face At The Window
Chapter 7 TOPIC: Going Where God Directs
SUBTOPIC: Humble Obedience Required
TOPIC: A Conference Dis-Appointment
Chapter 8 TOPIC: Imposing Upon The Minister
SUBTOPIC: Wisdom Of Denying Certain Requests
TITLE: Mr. Brown And Mr. Braun
Chapter 9 TOPIC: Pseudo-Spiritual Requests
SUBTOPIC: Need Of Discerning And Denying Such
TITLE: A Remarkable Communicant
Chapter 10 TOPIC: Religious Publications
SUBTOPIC: Benefitting From
TITLE: Wesley's Magazine
Chapter 11 TOPIC: Peril
SUBTOPIC: Divine Deliverance From
TITLE: A Night Adventure
Chapter 12 TOPIC: Pastoral Calling
SUBTOPIC: Its Spirit-blessed Effectiveness
TITLE: A Pastoral Round
Chapter 13 TOPIC: Children
SUBTOPIC: Their Presence Missed
TITLE: The Children
Chapter 14 TOPIC: Boys
SUBTOPIC: The Love & Affection Due Them
TITLE: Boys
Chapter 15 TOPIC: Death Of The Righteous
SUBTOPIC: Unlike That Of The Wicked
TITLE: A Young Man's Death
Chapter 16 TOPIC: Romance In Marriage
SUBTOPIC: Importance Of Keeping It Alive
TITLE: A Down Town Office
Chapter 17 TOPIC: Entire Sanctification
SUBTOPIC: Experience Accounts
TITLE: Scenes Of Salvation
Chapter 18 TOPIC: Doting Mothers
SUBTOPIC: Their Vainly Imagined Prodigies
TITLE: The Household Prodigy
Chapter 19 TOPIC: Non-Essentials
SUBTOPIC: Side-Tracked By
TITLE: The Man With The Problem
Chapter 20 TOPIC: Entire Sanctification
SUBTOPIC: The Cure For Grumbling
TITLE: The Discontented Man
Chapter 21 TOPIC: Entire Sanctification
SUBTOPIC: Through God-Controlled Providences
TITLE: A Salvation Episode
Chapter 22 TOPIC: Medicine For The Soul
SUBTOPIC: First Bitter, Then Better
TITLE: Bitter Pills
Chapter 23 TOPIC: Fright
SUBTOPIC: Resulting From Trickery
TITLE: A Trying Experience
Chapter 24 TOPIC: Visions
SUBTOPIC: Arising From Fancy
TITLE: A Strange Visitor
Chapter 25 TOPIC: XXXXX-Not Catagorized-XXXXX
SUBTOPIC:
TITLE:
Chapter 26 TOPIC: Degrees
SUBTOPIC: The Vanity Of
TITLE: D. D.
Chapter 27 TOPIC: Memories
SUBTOPIC: Their Vivid, Lingering Pictures
TITLE: A Picture Gallery
Chapter 28 TOPIC: People Of God
SUBTOPIC: Their Unique Personalities
TITLE: A Row Of Portraits
Chapter 29 TOPIC: Animals
SUBTOPIC: Love For
TITLE: Old Jack
Chapter 30 TOPIC:
SUBTOPIC:
TITLE:
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CHAPTER 1
A SWAMP ADVENTURE
The Yazoo Delta is located in the northwestern part of the State of Mississippi.
Its natural boundary lines are the Mississippi River on the west, and the Yazoo,
running in a northeasterly direction, on the east. Starting from a point below
Vicksburg, and skirting the right bank of the Yazoo River are the Walnut Hills.
Like the river, they go in a diagonal direction across the north-central part of
the State. Between these hills and the Mississippi River, fifty to seventy-five
miles to the west, stretches the famous Yazoo Swamp. At distances of ten and
fifteen miles, and almost in parallel lines, a number of creeks and small rivers
flow southward across this swamp country and empty into the Yazoo at different
points above where it joins the Father of Waters. These smaller streams are
Silver Creek, Deer Creek, the Little Sunflower and Big Sunflower Rivers. The
design, if traced on a piece of paper, would look somewhat like a harp, the
Mississippi being the upright beam, the Yazoo the diverging column, and the
streams just mentioned the strings.
On the banks of the four lesser streams are found many of the plantations which
made the South famous. But after leaving these mile-wide cultivated strips the
traveler would have to traverse a veritable jungle until he came to another
creek, lake or river, with its cultivated region, beyond which would stretch
another howling wilderness, and so on through these alternating plantation
belts, and great dismal swamps, until at last one stood on the banks of the King
of Rivers.
The swamp we are speaking of in this chapter was the first in order, and lay
between the Walnut Hills and the Yazoo River. It varied from five to ten miles
in width and was over fifty miles long. It was a gloomy stretch of shadowy
woods, cypress and cane-brakes and rustling palmettos. The cypress trees trailed
from their branches long banners of gray moss, while from the tops of other
monarchs of the forest, great vines fifty feet and more in length, and thick as
a human limb, fell earthward, and looked in their natural twists and
convolutions like immense anacondas and boa constrictors, ready and waiting for
their prey.
On the ground was a thick, brown carpet of leaves which had been steadily
forming for many years. The trunks of prostrate trees overthrown by storms, or
fallen through decay, were spotted with gray and white as by a leprous touch.
The light that filtered through the thick foliage above, was of a misty, veiled
order, which served to make the shadowy vistas all the more spectral, and
prepared the thumping heart for a greater leap at the appearance, now not
unexpected, of some uncanny thing or being in a neighboring or remote opening of
the woods.
To stand alone, even at mid-day, in the midst of this swamp was an experience
never to be forgotten. The sky would be almost entirely shut out by the
interwoven branches and leaves overhead. The only sounds to be heard was the
occasional fall of an acorn, the tap of a woodpecker, the scream of a blue jay,
or cry of some strange bird hidden a way in thicket or lagoon. When these were
not noticed, then the listener became conscious of a sound that, no matter how
often heard, always sent the blood tingling through the body and an awestruck
feeling to the soul. It was the sigh of the woods! the voice of the forest
itself. It would steal upon the ear a faint, far off murmur; rise to a soft,
plaintive wail for minutes, and then die away into a silence, which was as
affecting as the sound itself. Sometimes the sigh would be kept up unbrokenly
for minutes before it would cease its complaint, and sink to rest in some remote
depths of the wilderness. The writer never stood near the edge of this swamp,
entered into its borders, or rode through its extent, without hearing this
peculiar melancholy sound. It seemed to be a lament over something in itself,
and a prophecy of trouble. It might well have stood for the sorrowful things
which had taken place within its, own dark boundaries.
Some gruesome occurrences had transpired in past years along its bayous and in
its depths which made a number reluctant to go alone through it in the day and
positively refuse to journey by night. There had been several murders or
suicides, none knew which, and there was no way of finding out, as the woods
never told its secrets, but kept on sighing. There had been a number of
drownings in branch, slough, and bayou. One in particular comes back to the
mind. Two Negro men had been sent to drive a yoke of oxen across the swamp to
the river. There had been a heavy rain, which had swollen a bayou and caused it
to overflow its banks; the Negroes, thinking they could wade across, drove the
oxen into the water, and saw them immediately swept off their feet, and,
hampered by the yoke, drown, and float away in the current. The two men swam to
a tree, and, climbing up to a fork, sat there for hours, calling in vain for
help. At last, in the dusk of the evening, one of them, despairing of
assistance, leaped from the tree with the intention of swimming to the shore,
but, to the horror of his comrade, after making a few efforts, sank before his
eyes. The other remained on his lonely perch through the night, shouting at
intervals, but answered only by hooting owls. Late next day he was rescued by a
passing hunter, more dead than alive.
There were numerous instances like this, most of them connected with a certain
bayou, which rising in the hills, stole through the swamp with a serpentine
course, and winding around a part of the western edge of the woods, necessitated
a crossing by ford or ferry in order to reach the plantations beyond. This
stream had a number of times paid tribute to the Yazoo River in the shape of
dead bodies of men, who, bewildered in the night, had attempted to cross in the
wrong place, and sinking in the mud, or becoming entangled in the vines, were
finally swallowed up and afterwards borne away by the yellow tide.
Owing to the faint trails through the swamp, and their frequent crossing of one
another, it was difficult for a person to get through even in the day time;
while to attempt the task at night meant perfect failure to any one except those
most familiar with the paths of the forest. Even they, on dark nights, would be
puzzled and have to wait for the moon to rise or the day to break in order to
pursue their journey. Hence the cries of nocturnal birds and prowling animals
were not the only sounds that proceeded from the swamp after nightfall.
Oftentimes from its dark depths came the shout or cry of a belated and lost
traveler, which would be succeeded and swallowed up later by the distant hooting
of owls.
A lady, well known to the writer, lived, during the Civil War, on the western
edge of this swamp, her plantation being skirted by the woods. Her dwelling was
a quarter of a mile from the forest, and there were nights when she said she
could hear these calls and cries of lost travelers. There was no one whom she
could dispatch to their relief, as the Negroes had been driven or enticed away
by the Federal soldiers; so the shouts would die away as the man wandered
further off, and nothing would be heard save the cry of some distant night bird.
She said, "the melancholy impressions of those nights would never be effaced."
The swamp had a population peculiarly its own; a number of deer, a few bear,
panthers and catamounts, some wild turkeys and every kind of owl and variety of
bird. It had also its turtles, sleeping on sunlit logs, or falling with a
"plunk" into the green sloughs at the snapping of a twig; and snakes coiled up
and looking like a bunch of autumn leaves, or dragging their spotted length
across the trail before you. In addition to these natural denizens, were the
lost travelers of whom I have spoken, and during the war a band of men who were
deserters from the Confederate ranks, or flying from draft and conscription,
took to this tangled wilderness for refuge, and there, building huts of
palmetto, and feeding on fish, turkey, the flesh of the wild hog and such other
things as they could silently snare or entrap, they kept a watchful eye out for
government officers, and would disappear like a flash in a cane-brake where it
would have taken an army to find them.
On one occasion, the writer went with a number of friends on a deer hunt. Two of
the party were Confederate officers home on furlough. We had penetrated deep
into the swamp and were swiftly following the dogs, whose cry was growing
fainter and fainter in the distance as they followed the game. Something had
happened to make the deer avoid the "stand," and, forsaking the usual run on the
ridge, go deep into the forest. One of the officers and the writer, then a lad,
found themselves together galloping at as great speed after the pack of receding
hounds as the cane, palmetto and jungle-like woods would allow, when suddenly
there stood before us, leaning on his gun, and not twenty yards away, a
deserter. When he glanced up and saw the uniformed man by my side, his
astonishment was as great as his instantaneous flight was rapid. The soldier
gave a great outcry and spurred his horse to a swift pursuit. How the man
escaped us has ever been a mystery. The next time we saw him he was fully an
hundred yards away in the middle of a cypress slough leaping from log to log and
going where we could not possibly follow. He seemed to thoroughly know his
ground, or rather lack of ground, and had we attempted to cross as he did the
result would have been death to the horses and certain disaster to ourselves. We
had one more distant glimpse of him through an opening of the trees. He had
crossed the quagmire and stood for a moment looking back at us, when, with a
bound, he plunged into a cane-brake and disappeared.
As a boy of thirteen, I first saw this swamp, heard it sigh, felt its strange,
sorrowful presence, and stood in fear and awe of its secrets, its known and
unknown history.
I recall standing just outside my mother's plantation, close to the border of
the forest, and peering into its far-away depths, curiously, wistfully, and yet
fearfully. I wanted to go in, but the dark shadows, gloomy vistas and that
solemn sigh kept me back.
A few months later I had penetrated the woods a half mile alone and after that,
a mile. At fourteen, gun in hand, I found myself two miles deep in the swamp, on
the banks of a cypress-brake, beyond which the forest stretched away with even
darker depths, and more melancholy sounds. Hunters told me of other brakes and
bayous beyond, where wild game abounded and Indians came in the fall to hunt.
Of course, I went deeper after that, until I reached the heart of the forest,
and knew that miles of dense woodland stretched on every side of me. To this day
I recall the lonely scene, the dark vistas of the woods, the moss-grown and
mouldering logs, the matted and knotted vines falling from lofty limbs to the
ground and running like suspension bridges from tree to tree. I still remember
the awful stillness of the hour and place, broken only at intervals by the weird
cry of the rain-crow on some tree top, the hoarse boom of a frog from a brake,
or that mournful sigh coming up from invisible and unknown regions of the
forest.
At fifteen I knew well some of the trails across the swamp, and one day, while
on horseback, I met in its very center a carriage with a Negro driver on the box
and three ladies inside, all looking bewildered, evidently lost, and not knowing
what to do. It was a beautiful October afternoon and the autumn leaves were
falling silently like a golden rain through the woods. To this day I recall the
anxious face of the driver and the troubled countenances of the lady and her two
handsome, dark-eyed daughters.
Taught by my mother to be always gallant and polite to ladies, I offered my
services to guide the distressed group out of the swamp, yet I must admit that
the two pair of dark eyes turned appealingly to me, would have been sufficient
to prevent me from proving recreant to my early training. By this act of
courtesy, however, I was led a number of miles directly away from home, and it
was already late in the afternoon. There was a volley of fervent thanks from the
carriage window:
"Oh, you are so kind."
"How can we sufficiently thank you," etc., etc.
In the midst of it all I headed the procession, with leaves falling upon us, or
rustling under the horses' feet, and led the way to the farther side of the
swamp.
The ladies were now able for the first time to note the gold and crimson beauty
of the woods, apart from the terror of its shadowy depths and solemn moan, which
rose and fell like a requiem.
When I left the party an hour later, in sight of the open fields and blue hills
beyond, fervent expressions of gratitude from the inmates of the carriage were
again repeated; but insisting I had done nothing but what gave me pleasure, I
galloped back in the forest, leaving the Negro driver my life-long friend, and
saying with every tooth revealed:
"I's sho glad we done meet you dis day."
And yet only a few months after this occurrence I lost my way after nightfall in
the heart of this same forest, and had to wait for hours at the foot of a tree
until moonrise in order to find the road. I shall never forget the convention
the owls held over the affair, nor the blood-curdling "hoo-hoos" and "hah-hahs"
of which they freely delivered themselves. As to the "who," I knew well enough
the troubled individual; and as to the laughter over his predicament, I felt he
might well have been spared. If they had only known how the lost lad had been
forced into their company, and was only too anxious to find his way back to
civilization, they surely would have had pity on his ears and fears during that
long night.
I was twenty-two years of age when one night the following occurrence took place
in this memorable swamp.
At the time, I was associated in business with a gentleman who was planting and
merchandising together, having a couple of plantations which lay at the foot of
the hills, and on the eastern line of the swamp. Learning late one night that
this friend was to be robbed of a certain number of cotton bales, then lying at
one of the Yazoo River landings, I determined to give him warning at once. Had I
waited until next day it would have been too late. I was at the time on the
western edge of the swamp. It was then nine o'clock, and the wide, black,
sighing forest lay between me and the man I desired to warn.
I never hesitated, however, but, flinging myself on a fleet, bay mare, soon
crossed the plantation and entered the woods. It was quite dark, and I had to
trust much to the horse, while urging her into a gallop whenever the road and a
few star-lighted spaces made it possible. I had progressed swiftly, and well,
and was just in the center of the swamp, when, glancing to the right, where an
old road had made a semicircular bend about a fallen tree, I saw, twenty feet
away, what seemed to be a gigantic man, with a dark face, and hair and beard
white as snow. There was a sudden leap of the heart into the throat, the horse
gave a snort and swerved aside; but being in a hurry, and having no desire
anyhow to stop and examine into such a strange and supernatural looking
spectacle, at such an hour and in such a place, I swept on, leaving the real or
imaginary thing behind, and in due time came out into the midst of broad corn
and cotton fields, with the stars shining softly and reassuringly upon me, and
the lights of the house I was approaching, twinkling in the distance.
I found that the gentleman had retired, but was reading in bed. After telling
him why I had taken the long night ride, and he had decided as to his course of
action, I bade him goodnight and prepared to return, steadily refusing his
invitation to remain. Just as I was about to open the door, he called out,
saying:
"Be careful as you go through the swamp tonight. The darkies say there is a
crazy Negro loose in the woods, as big as a giant and his hair white as cotton."
Instantly I recalled the vision I had beheld in the forest, and told my friend I
had already seen the crazy man.
With another warning from him to "look out," I closed the door, and mounting my
horse, now fresh again from a half hour's rest, was soon cantering across the
fields.
A silver haze stretched in lines or hung in banks over the quiet landscape. The
glittering constellation Scorpion, which I had marked in the beginning of the
night ride, had sunk out of sight in the West, but the Great and Little Bear
swung high in twinkling beauty in the northern sky over the forest which I was
approaching. The swamp never looked darker to me than it did that night; and it
seemed I never heard it sigh so much as, when stooping my head, I rode at eleven
o'clock under its low-hanging branches into its black depths. The grating sound
made by the mighty limbs overhead reminded me of a giant grinding his teeth.
Away off to the left an owl hooted. It seemed the echoes would never die away.
The cry was to the left, which, according to the Southern Negro, means bad luck.
There was another hoot from a different quarter, and the woods sighed as if in
mortal pain. I followed the trail around a brake which could not be forded, the
cypress knees looking in the dim starlight like headstones in a grave- yard. I
crossed a boggy slough, rode along its banks a mile, then on through cane-brakes
and rustling palmettos, past the place where I had seen the startling vision.
I galloped on swiftly a mile or so, when suddenly from the left side of the
road, where the trees were loftiest, and the shadows most dense, and, there was
a mass of tangled vines, a wild scream rang out on the air, followed immediately
by a burst of maniacal laughter.
To say that my blood almost froze in my veins and a great horror filled me is to
speak only the truth. But in five seconds it was all over as I recognized in the
sounds, at first so startling, the peculiar laughter-like cries of our Southern
owls. They first give a scream and then indulge in "haw-haws" horribly like the
merriment of maniacs.
I observed that my horse never swerved at this sound. She recognized the natural
quicker and better than I did.
Two miles farther put me in the neighborhood of "Dead Man's Bayou." As I drew
near, looking carefully through the gloom for the road which led down to the
ford, I suddenly saw through the trees ahead of me and to one side, the same
colossal figure and white head I had encountered several hours before in the
center of the forest. Stopping my horse I watched him with a beating heart, as
he moved in a line almost parallel to the road and near the water's edge of the
bayou. Like a flash I remembered my friend's warning, and said under my breath:
"Here is the crazy man."
Riding a little nearer, and again reining in my horse, I looked and listened. I
saw at once he was trying to find a log or place where he could cross the
stream, and I heard him moaning and muttering to himself. The bayou and the road
approached each other at an angle, and I saw that the man would reach the ford
ahead of me.
Here was a situation indeed. Still nearly a mile from home, Dead Man's Bayou to
cross, and a brawny Negro lunatic in thirty feet of me!
Passing on ahead the man, still unconscious of my presence, went down to the
bridge of rails or puncheons laid in the mud which made the ford; but as half of
it was covered with rushing water fully four feet deep, his course was arrested,
and again he gave that moaning sound. He moved up and down the bank, his
gigantic figure looking even larger for the shadows, his white head floating
spectrally in the gloom, and still muttering to himself.
What should I do?
Evidently the man was trying to cross the bayou. Unacquainted with the logs
beneath, and ignorant of the depth of the water before him, he did not know what
course to pursue.
I had a great battle within. Should I make a dash for the ford and leave this
escaped lunatic in the woods? It certainly was the most prudent course. What
would my slight form be in the grasp of this dangerous and powerful creature.
Besides I was under no obligation, even if equally strong, to be hunting up and
helping maniacs who were wandering about at midnight in a swamp.
But a feeling of pity began to rise in my heart.
The creature, whoever he might be, was in distress. I felt like running a risk
to do a kindness. So, riding up suddenly out of the dark to him, I said:
"Can I help you across the water?"
The reply was so gibberish that a spasm of fear shot through me; but under the
uncanny sound was the accent of suffering, and bending forward to scrutinize the
features of the lunatic in the star-light, I thought I saw enough of need and
bewilderment to be construed into a supplication for help. So speaking again to
him cheerily and pointing to a fallen tree, I said:
"Stand on that log and get on behind me, and I will take you across."
The herculean Bedlamite mounted the log while I urged my animal closer, when,
with hands outstretched, he stooped down and clutched me tightly about the
throat. Merciful heavens! was he going to choke his benefactor.
No! evidently not this time. The hands pressed heavily down to steady his body,
and he then stiffly swung himself astride the horse. The next moment he threw
his arms around me and had me so pinioned that I could scarcely guide the
animal! Another fear rose in my heart as I felt the grasp, while I mentally
said:
"What a fool I am to be asking a giant lunatic to take a ride behind me in the
woods at midnight."
The thought also flashed through me with a kind of grim humor:
"Who would have dreamed that having been warned about this very man, I would
have him, a burly, crazy Negro, hoisted up on my horse behind me, just two hours
later. What would my friend think if he could see me now?"
But another moment reassured me as I noticed that the grasp was not of hate or
fury, but, in a certain sense, one of helplessness.
Still, with sensations far from pleasant, I turned toward the ford. The horse
fairly staggered under the heavy load as approaching the bridge I rode into the
rushing torrent. She kept her footing with difficulty on the puncheons, which
had grown smooth and slippery from the continual flow of water over them. The
yellow current ran with a noise that rose above the floundering of the horse and
the tossing of the tree branches overhead.
The faithful, but overloaded animal had reached the middle of the stream, when
suddenly the left forefoot shot in between two of the sunken logs. The noble
creature made a splendid effort to keep up and pull out, but in vain, and down
all three of us went together into the flood. The horse struggled like a
leviathan until the foot was extricated, and then plunged for the bank. The
lunatic released his pinioning grasp of me and disappeared under the yellow
waves. I made a precipitate dash for the sinking man, caught hold of his arms,
which appeared thrust upward out of the water and, standing waist deep in the
bayou, with great difficulty helped him to his feet.
In a few moments all three of us stood on the bank of the rushing stream,
thoroughly saturated, and presenting a most remarkable appearance. The snorting,
trembling horse, the white-headed, moaning lunatic, and I, still holding the
animal with one hand and the crazy Negro with the other, made a curious trio.
The rest of the journey to the house, which was almost a mile away, was made on
foot, all three of us walking abreast along the star-lighted road, with white
cotton fields on each side, and no sound breaking the stillness but the low,
inarticulate noise made by the lunatic, and the footfalls of the faithful animal
by my side.
In a little while the horse was comfortable in his stall in front of a full
trough, the demented man was left in kind hands in one of the Negro cabins,
where food and dry clothing were given him, while I, in the "Big House," tossed
wakefully upon my bed and reviewed the strange scenes of the last few hours.
One fact was perfectly clear to me before falling asleep, and that was that in
the face of the perils which had been encountered, the only thing had perished
in the woods or drowned in the bayou, was -- my fear of the poor, crazy Negro.
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CHAPTER 2
SOME STRANGE THINGS
No truly enlightened individuals are what is called superstitious, anyhow it is
warmly affirmed they are not. Sensible persons do not believe in ghosts.
Nevertheless it is a curious fact that when people are gathered around the fire
on a winter night and the wind is howling through the trees and moaning around
the eaves of the house, and the fine snow is pecking like spirit fingers at the
window pane as if for entrance, if some one, then and there, is asked to tell a
ghost story, at once everybody becomes still, and one can hear a pin drop.
As the tale proceeds and the climax is being approached, you can hear indeed
amused laughs and loud protests of unbelief, but the careful observer will note
that the laughter sounds forced, the protest is too noisy, while a certain
unmistakable interest in the narration, with flitting expressions on the face,
show the vein of superstition is down there in spite of every disclaimer.
A picture in an illustrated paper of late edition reveals a group of little
woolly-headed darkies, to whom the "Old Auntie" or "Granny" of the cabin has
begun to tell a ghost story. The quick, stealthy glances over one another's
shoulders at the black shadows in the yard, the growing white's of the rolling
eyes, with the loud declaration, "Who's skeered o'ghosts," proclaimed the inward
fear and secret belief in a manner to remind one of certain white people who
with greater intelligence and therefore should know better, yet possess the same
misgivings about visits from sheeted wanderers from the grave and the other
world.
Still it is not to visible ghosts that we refer in this chapter, when we use the
term and talk about "strange things."
We refer to occurrences and happenings of various sorts that are impressive,
solemnizing, mysterious, hard to account for, and some that are never explained
in our present lives.
One of these smaller mysteries took place when the writer was a boy. It was the
custom of his mother to take a walk each afternoon about sunset with the
children. One evening on our return we were told by the servant that a gentleman
had called in our absence, walked into the parlor, took a seat in one of the
large high-back cushioned arm chairs, tilted it back, fell over backward with
it, turned a complete somersault on the floor, rose up, went to the hat rack,
took his hat and departed without a word, and without leaving a card or his
name.
All our questionings could get no more than the facts just narrated from the
deeply impressed servant girl, who saw nothing amusing in the occurrence, though
some of the family laughed quite heartily.
To this day the incident remains a profound mystery in the family history. If it
happened to one of our gentleman friends, he never allowed the fact to be known,
so that the strange occurrence was handed down through the years as that of an
unknown man falling backward out of the big arm chair, rolling on the floor and
then departing without a word. "The man who rolled on the floor out of the
chair" became like a member of the family in some respects; but it was also
noticeable that we children did not care to be alone in the parlor after dark,
for a long while afterwards. Who could tell but that same chair would go over
backward again when the room was dark and no one but a little boy was around.
And what if he should see a human body tumbling toward him on the floor, and
flinging back somersaults as it came. No indeed, this was not to be thought of
for a moment, and so the children agreed unanimously that it was best to stay
away from that part of the family mansion after nightfall; and though they
insisted they were not afraid, yet with all that, it seemed wiser, more prudent
and certainly safer to stay away.
Another strange occurrence took place several years ago in one of our Southern
States. The circumstance can be vouched for by a dozen reliable people. A
certain very prominent clergyman died at the age of eighty. He passed away in a
town in one State and was to be buried four hundred miles away in the capital of
another State. His family of sons and daughters, now in middle life, prepared to
attend the funeral. One of the sons, whom we will call George, lived in a town
midway between the two places. As he had recently come from a western city the
family had not seen him in twenty years. He was duly telegraphed as to the time
the train would pass the town of B_____, where he lived, with the body of his
father and with several of his brothers and sisters on the way to the city of
C_____, one hundred miles farther south, where the interment was to take place.
As the train stopped at B_____, George came on board just as they expected. He
kissed them all, and sat down first by one and then another of his brothers and
sisters, asking a number of questions about his father. As they had not seen him
for years they were surprised to find him so little changed.
Just as the train started to go, he arose and said good-bye. The entire family
party were astonished and told him they thought he was going with them to C_____
to the funeral. He replied that he would meet them at C_____ and they saw him,
after saying this, get off the cars at B_____. Several hours afterward, as the
train dashed into C_____, they happened to look out of the window as they rolled
into the depot and saw George leaning against the building as if waiting for
them. When, filled with wonder, they went up to him they discovered to their
amazement that he looked twenty years older than he did when they saw him a few
hours before in B_____.
He welcomed them kindly; and when with rapid utterance and wondering eyes they
asked him how he could be in C_____ when they had left him in B_____, he quietly
replied that he had not been in B_____!
All kinds of investigation have been unable to clear up this mystery. Those who
have heard the strange circumstance have put the very questions the reader will.
First, was not the man who came on the train at B_____ George's son, who looked
like his father? No, for George had no son, and more than that his brothers and
sisters knew him, and he spoke of his dead father.
Second, may not George have jumped on the train after getting off and gone on
with them to C_____? No, they noticed him when the train pulled out and saw him
walk away. Moreover if he had come on the train, how could he have been at
C_____ leaning against the depot building waiting for them. Third, may he not
have taken another train and beaten them to C_____?
No, for they were on the fast train and there was none other for eight hours.
Besides if this had been so, what was it that put twenty years upon him in three
hours' time! It has been one of those happenings of a weird, mysterious nature
that has not yet, and may never be cleared up in this world. People most
interested in the matter have been unable to do anything with it as to its
solution or explanation. It is one of the strange things of life.
Another most mysterious occurrence took place during one of the writer's visits
to a southern town. It transpired in a dwelling which sat back from the street,
in the middle of the block, having a number of large magnolia trees almost
hiding the front view. It was a large building, two stories in height, with a
heavily pillared front gallery running the entire length of the house. The
shadows about the building were dense even in day time, by reason of the
magnolias in front, and the forest trees filling the side and back yards. Some
shrubbery struggled for life in the side yard, between the weeds beneath, and
the sun-hiding branches of the trees above.
For many years the house had been occupied by a middle aged married couple.
After the husband died the widow, to dissipate in some measure the loneliness of
the old shadowy homestead, allowed a young couple with their infant child and a
sixteen year old nurse to board with her.
For awhile the silence and gloom of the dwelling, its large empty rooms, its
long, winding front gallery disappearing around a distant corner of the
building, greatly depressed the new comers; but after a few weeks they became in
a measure accustomed to it all.
One night the three adults of the house went out to a public speaking in the
central part of the town, leaving the baby asleep upon the bed, and the colored
nurse girl in the same room to care for her.
The other servants had gone to their own homes in a distant part of the town,
and the big house was locked up.
In leaving, the young mother promised the nurse not to be gone long, and so
intended, but the exercises were lengthier than she had anticipated, and so when
they returned, clicked the front gate behind them and walked up the graveled
path overshadowed by the dark magnolias, the town clock was solemnly tolling the
hour of twelve.
On bidding the elderly lady good night in the hall, the young mother turned to
her bedroom, and glancing at once toward her bed where she had laid the baby
failed to see the child, but instead noticed that the covering had been drawn
down and then thrown back towards the pillows, so that the child might possibly
be under it.
The lamp had been turned low and was burning dimly, so that the room was full of
shadows. The nurse was sound asleep on the floor on a pallet. Walking quickly to
the lamp the mother turned up the light, passed to the bed and pulling back the
cover was horrified to find her child bespattered with blood, and on taking her
up in her arms discovered she was unconscious.
With a wild scream that rang through the house she brought the child closer to
the light, and saw on the right cheek the marks of a double row of teeth that
had bitten deeply into the flesh, had almost met, and been withdrawn, leaving
the cheek with the appearance of an apple that had been bitten into, and yet the
piece not removed.
At this new discovery the mother's shrieks became so piercing and frequent that
the nurse awoke, and soon after the lady of the house came rushing in. The nurse
was unmistakably shocked and grieved, and was sent flying to give the alarm to
the nearest neighbors. Meantime the husband had come in, and he with the two
women labored with the child to restore consciousness, and in so doing made two
other startling discoveries; one was that the child's clothing was badly torn as
if she had been dragged through the shrubbery, and on the left temple was a
contusion as if a blow had been dealt the little innocent.
By this time a number of neighbors in various stages of dress and undress had
arrived, and partook of the horror and pain which filled the hearts of the
family. The nurse could give no explanation of the strange and awful occurrence.
Her sleepy eyes, unquestionable amazement, and evident sorrow and the condition
of the body removed every suspicion from the mind that she had anything to do
with the ghastly deed. Moreover a glance at her mouth and teeth showed that the
bite could not have been given by her. The imprint or rather deep incision of
teeth on the child's cheek showed that a much larger mouth had done the work.
In due time physicians arrived, but could throw but little more light on the
matter than was already possessed. The baby had been struck on the temple,
bitten on the cheek and dragged or carried through the briars somewhere. In
addition to these facts evident to all, the men of medicine were able to state
that the biter was not an animal but a human being, and not a small, but a large
person. After this, all else was a deep, dark mystery. Questions arose to every
lip which could not be answered. Some were these,
"What could possibly have been the motive leading to the crime?"
"What could have torn the clothing of the baby?"
"If, as it seemed, the garments were torn by briars, why was the child carried
through the shrubbery?"
"Why was it borne from the house at all?" That it was carried off was evident
from the clothing.
"Then, if taken away from the house, why was it brought back?"
"Still again, why was the child so entirely covered up with the bed clothes? Was
it to smother its cries, or was the intention to kill by suffocation?"
These and other questions were asked by the horror-stricken group of friends and
neighbors of one another, and there was no one who could answer them. There was
abundant speculation indeed, but conjecture is not facts, and it was facts that
were wanted. At this juncture the doctors made two other discoveries that only
heightened the mystery. One was that the blow on the temple was evidently not
made to kill, but to stun. The other was that after the infliction of the bite,
there was unmistakable evidence of suction by lips.
The last feature of the case brought forth from the large assembled company not
only expressions of horror and disgust, but explanations about Voo-dooism, etc.
But there were the stubborn facts before them of a house with barred windows,
and thick heavy doors safely locked up, with not a soul in the building but the
baby and girl nurse, and not a sign of a broken window or forced door. The
clothing of the nurse was carefully examined for thorn rents, but there was not
a vestige upon which to hang suspicion. Whoever carried the child through the
briars one thing was certain, that it was not the nurse.
Of course there was a prompt and thorough search of the grounds. Aroused and
indignant men went into every dark corner of the magnolia grove, penetrated the
shadowy side and back yards, beat the shrubbery, examined every out-house and
visited the cabins in the neighborhood, of suspicious character, especially
among the Negroes.
But it was all in vain. The night-horror remained a mystery then, and continues
such after an interval of over twenty years.
The occurrence cast a profound gloom over the community for quite a while.
Mothers clasped their little ones to their breast with a blended feeling of
protecting love and fear. Few of them for a long time after that would leave
their homes after nightfall. Imagination pictured a human monster creeping over
walls and crouching in gardens at night, with the mad desire of kidnapping
babies, biting them, and sucking their veins dry of blood.
Officers of the law and private detectives worked on the case with the greatest
zeal and ingenuity. Old Negro men and women were viewed with the same readiness
to fasten guilt upon them, as in the days of the Salem witchcraft craze. But no
one was able to find a single clew to lead to the discovery of the human dragon
or vampire. So after many months of surmisings of all kinds, and efforts of
every description, all hope of detection died, and the night occurrence in the
old house in the magnolia grove became by common consent and judgment, one of
the dark mysteries of time, and only to be unvailed and made known at the Last
Day.
The matter, however, led to the removal of the family from the house, and for
all we know it is still empty. A gloomy building before as barely seen through
the great, solemn, rustling trees, it became gloomier. To many it seemed
positively uncanny.
No one liked to pass along its long paling fence after night. A feeling that
something grisly and ghastly was hiding among the trees, or looking out from the
darkened windows of the room where the baby had been attacked, made numbers
cross the street and walk on the other side.
The old magnolia trees grew thicker and taller after this, and shot their
branches over the path in such a downward and interlacing way, that any one
looking from the front gate toward the house could only see the lower steps
leading up to the gallery. However there seemed to be few indeed who cared to
look; and so the old mansion was left to the gloom and silence, and to the
possession of the fearful secret of that memorable autumn night.
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CHAPTER 3
WHY THEY WEPT
Prominent ministers in a church have aspired to still higher positions. They
wished to add to their fame other things. Besides had they not read "If a man
desire the office of a bishop he desireth a good work;" a free translation of
the last three words reading "a good thing."
One aspirant may be a natural born politician laying his plans wisely and well,
without offensive public exposure of the design in the mind and desire of the
heart. Ardent friends and admirers with calculating eye upon hunter, dogs, and
fox, become in a sense whippers in, and look forward not without anticipation
and strong confidence as well, to the capture of the "brush," at a certain
quadrennial season when hunters will be out in force and a grand drive take
place.
Another aspirant convinces his church that he has remarkable executive and
administrative ability. Still another places the whole denomination under
obligation by untangling some knotty church question, and throwing great light
on that darkly profound thing, ecclesiastical jurisprudence, while a fourth lays
the church under an additional burden of gratitude, by the removal of a load
quite different from the other, but not the less heavy, mortifying and even
crushing.
It matters not what the service may have been, whether it required the working
of the hands or the heels, the brains or the tongue; yet some things are not
done in a corner, nor can they be kept in a corner. It moves the Sanhedrin; it
touches the Council of the Seventy in a tender place; while the Elders and
Scribes are sure to write and talk about the affair.
Who but a prophet could foresee that the same aforesaid distinguished and
grateful men when they came together in one of their great gatherings would
offer some "whereases" and "be it resolveds," twist their appreciation into a
garland of certain gratifying shape and place it on the brow of one who had
sky-rocketed his name and ricocheted his body over the country for a space of
time covering the waxing and waning of many moons, not to speak of the suns.
There are however still others who do not lift a hand, so to speak, to obtain
one of these high offices. They would feel degraded if they did anything on the
outside looking to their elevation to this dignity. They simply long for it in
the mind. It is an inner instead of an outer race for the goal.
Now when through plans or no plans at all, certain aspirants get the garlands
mentioned, when after a little snow storm of ballots they are declared elected,
even if they never get saved, it has been observed that without exception they
burst into tears!
The whole thing is so sudden! so unexpected! so bewildering! Then doubtless some
of them feel so unworthy, and the responsibility is so great! Then leadership is
such a life of loneliness! so overworked! so misunderstood! so unappreciated?
In view of all this who can wonder at the weeping.
It is felt by a number of the brethren that the tears of successful candidates
do them great credit. Others remark that there are certain conditions when it is
a positive luxury and delight to weep. Still others have been known to say with
meaning looks and smiles that they would be willing to exchange places with the
elected martyrs in order to shed such tears. And still others with peculiar
construction of the intellect and sensibilities utterly fail to see what there
is to cry over at such a time.
Among the observers of several such scenes was a man who described them to the
writer. The conversation led almost insensibly up to a little humble talk about
Psychology, the philosophy of tears, the thin wall between laughter and crying,
etc., etc.
At last the writer, after a thoughtful pause in which he took down a picture
from the wall of memory, brushed the dust from it, and held it so as to obtain a
better light upon the scene, spoke suddenly,
"I have the explanation."
Then, after another moment's deliberation, with an unmistakable humorous
twinkling in the eyes, he said:
"My childhood was spent in Yazoo City, Mississippi. My mother had a lady friend,
a Mrs. R_____, who lived several miles in the country and often visited us.
One day on returning from school, after loitering somewhat on the street on my
homeward way, I was informed by my mother that if I had come home from school
promptly I would have been in time to have accepted an invitation to go on a
steamboat trip to Vicksburg. That Mrs. R_____ had come by in her carriage with
her two boys on her way to the river landing where she would take the steamboat
at 6 o'clock. That Mrs. R_____ wanted me to go with her sons and had waited a
full half hour for me, but as the steamer left at 6 p. m. she could wait no
longer, and had to leave without me.
In exact correspondence of facts and accurate detail, the same bitter history
was related by my brothers and sisters and the servants. In like manner spake
they all. As the funeral discourse and services proceeded, divided up among a
number, the heart of the ten year old lad went steadily down toward his shoes,
while a great aching, swelling lump ascended the other way and lodged in his
throat. The world looked black indeed at that moment to the little school boy,
and he was convinced that the future held nothing for him but despair.
If there was anything he passionately loved and admired it was a steamboat. If
there was any place he craved to see it was Vicksburg. He had been to several
picnics on the shores of a woodland lake, and to a Fourth of July celebration on
the riverside, and been on an hour's excursion on a stern-wheeler, but here was
a three days' trip on a beautiful side wheel steamer. He had lived in a town of
two thousand inhabitants, but Vicksburg had twelve thousand, and sat by the bank
of a river one mile wide, and had from fifty to one hundred steamboats loading
and unloading, coming and going at her wharf all the time. Had he not heard of
all these things and much more of its many wonders? And now that the chance of
seeing with the eye and hearing with the ear, these sights and sounds, had been
given only to be lost, dashed to the ground, taken away forever,--alas! it was
too hard! What need to live! What was left in life anyhow!
The mother stood looking at the silent but grief-stricken lad, and the unhappy
boy gazed in a hopeless sort of way at the wall before him, which seemed to shut
in and end every prospect in the world.
At last trying with a dry tongue to moisten equally dry lips, the lad asked in a
feeble, die-away voice.
"Did the mother think it was too late to try to overtake Mrs. R_____ and her
boys?"
"Yes," came the reply, "they are now at the boat by this time."
"Would it be too late to reach the boat still?"
The answer was that it was now after five o'clock, the boat left at six, the
"landing" was a mile away, and he had to be dressed.
The head sank lower, and the lump got larger. "Would she be willing to let him
try to reach the boat?"
"Yes, but she knew it was no earthly use to try. She also said that all this
came from loitering and not coming directly home from school. That it was
evidently a judgment on him for his carelessness; and anyhow it was a lesson
which she fervently trusted he would never forget the longest day he lived."
He felt and admitted that he would never forget it. Moreover, if he could get
forgiveness on the part of home and heaven for his misdeed, he never would do so
any more, etc., etc.
The boy's grief and disappointment seemed suddenly to put double sets of hands
on the bodies of the family, and in less time than it takes to tell it, his face
had been scoured and rubbed, his hair brushed and curled, and a neat fitting
black suit, of jacket, knee pantaloons and broad white collar was upon him. And
now with his cap jammed by loving hands almost over his ears to make it stick, a
small carpet bag containing some underwear thrust into his hand, and a dozen
kisses aimed at him and most of them missing him, he was told to run, if not for
his life, then at least for the boat!
They were synonymous with the boy. And he did run. He tarried for no second
bidding. The little legs fairly twinkled over the ground. Two blocks away as he
whirled around a corner, a glance over his shoulder revealed the entire family
standing before the front gate, and gazing after him.
He did not need this sight however to nerve him to greater exertion. The
steamboat and Vicksburg were amply sufficient.
So he ran; ran until the breath came in great gasps, till the blood sung in his
ears, and till the heart which had arisen from the feet now appeared to have
concluded to beat its way out of the body through the ribs.
Owing to the weight of the traveling bag, and the long run, the lad had now and
then to slacken his speed to get his breath, but the fear of being left would
act like a fresh stimulant upon him, and he, with laboring respiration, and
heart torn with conflicting emotions, would rush ahead again.
Finally he reached the center of the town, which was half way from his mother's
house to the wharf, when he heard the solemn toll of the steam-boat bell
signifying to the public that ten minutes remained before her departure. The boy
partly through shame of being seen running on the street, and partly through
exhaustion had subsided into a rapid walk, but the solemn notes of the bell
sounded so much like the funeral knell of the Vicksburg trip that he broke forth
into new efforts though his limbs were all trembling and his brain fairly spun
around.
There was much smiling on the streets as the lad with crimson face, loud
breathing, and carpet bag thumping against his legs, sped as well as staggered
on his way to the river. It was evident to all that the lad was trying to get
somewhere whether he ever succeeded or not.
Various calls and cries were uttered, and considerable advice given gratis to
him by men lounging on street corners, or sprawling in chairs and settees in
front of stores, hotels and the livery stable.
"Better give it up my lad!"
"No use sonny!"
"Too late my boy!"
"She'll be gone before you can reach the wharf, youngster!"
"She's tolling her last bell now!"
"Better wait for the next trip!"
Etc., etc., etc.
The lad made no reply to any of these remarks, partly for lack of breath, and
partly because the end in view allowed no time for rejoinder, repartee or any
other kind of conversation. Action was what was wanted, and according to
Demosthenes, action many times repeated.
Farther down the street he heard the bell tolling again; this time three strokes
signified that five minutes were left. Oh if the captain and passengers knew how
hard he was trying to reach the boat, they surely would wait five minutes more
and save a boy from a broken heart.
As the panting and now fairly exhausted lad turned out of Main Street upon the
broad wharf front, with its long, brick warehouses, piles of cotton and rows of
boxes and barrels, he could see the boat two hundred yards away, still at the
shore, with great volumes of black smoke pouring out of the top of the big smoke
stacks. The pilot was at the wheel, the captain was on the top deck, a crowd of
passengers stood in the forecastle observing every detail of the last scene. The
mate was thundering orders to the deck hands, who with a sing-song "Yo-ho,
Yo-e-oh," were drawing in the big stage plank. The side wheels of the steamer
were giving a restless occasional turn, churning the water into a foam and
sending it in waves to the shore. A single narrow plank connected the boat with
the bank, and a Negro stood ready on the shore to cast off the last rope which
bound the vessel to the wharf.
All this was taken in like a flash, by the hot, gasping, crimson-faced, hoping,
fearing, but still striving lad, as holding to the carpet sack, he actually
staggered his way through piles of cotton bales and merchandise, across the
rock-covered landing.
The big bell tolled a single time, the Negro cast off the rope, the wheels
plowed into the water with the roar of escaping steam, the boat began to move
backward while the deck hands seized the solitary plank to draw it on board,
when the lad, up to this time unnoticed by the crew or passengers, put his foot
upon it, made one desperate surge, and in the midst of astonished looks and
exclamations, ran or rather tottered along the unsteady length and literally
tumbled on the deck of the boat when it was fully six feet from shore. At once
rising up from the edge of the vessel he staggered to the foot of the main
stairway, sank down on the first step, with his carpet sack between his knees,
and BURST INTO TEARS!
Does any one ask why he wept? The reply is that there were a number of motives
at work in his heart of an agitating character; but the main cause of the
overflow was that HE HAD GOTTEN THERE!
And so he mopped his face, and wept freely; and bowed his head, and wept some
more. He could not reply to questions propounded to him by those standing
around. He was too busy weeping.
And yet the psychologist, or close student of human nature could have said, this
is not the sound of mourning, but the voice of singing do I hear.
No, the boy was not sad. He was no sadder than Jacob was when he kissed Rachel
and lifted up his voice and wept. The lad was in tears, but they were happy
tears, relieving tears, delicious tears. He had made the trip, carpet sack and
all. He had gotten there. He was, so to speak, elected.
There was silence between the two friends for a few moments and then the writer
said:
"Do you think you have light on the tears shed those mornings after the
election?"
"I certainly do. I can see the long run, the thumping carpet bag and what it
stands for, the fear of being left, the warning bell, the narrow plank, and at
last the getting on board, the sitting down on the first convenient bench or
chair, and the relieving burst of tears in the thought, I have made the run, I
am on the boat; henceforth there is laid up for me a splendid position and fine
salary all the days of my life."
Another pause; when my friend said:
"I do not question but there are many tears for which men get credit, that could
never stand the analysis of heaven."
"Undoubtedly. This is the case with a first successful effort on platform or in
pulpit. With some temperaments, the instant the labor is over, there is a
decided inclination to have a cry. Then there is a certain feeling of
astonishment, and self gratulation with others that they got through at all; and
these mental states lead right up to a weeping fit with many people. But in
these and other cases, the principle is the same. Some boat has been reached
after a hard struggle; and the relief is so great with the conscious sudden
ending of a prolonged strain, and the blissful certainty that they are on board,
and need to run no more--all this, by the working of a natural law produces a
gush of sweet, delicious, relieving tears."
"Precisely so," said my friend, and then looking up with a smile of amusement he
said, "I suppose the longer the run, the heavier and bigger the carpet-sack, and
the finer the boat--the deeper, sweeter and more enjoyable will be the weeping."
"Undoubtedly," I replied.
"Then may heaven help us all," said he.
"Amen and Amen," said I.
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CHAPTER 4
A FEARFUL RETRIBUTION
By the word retribution we mean a kind of moral boomerang, and in this case a
ghastly occurrence strikingly and shockingly similar to some fearful act
committed upon another in the past months or years. Whoever has given the matter
even slight attention can not but be impressed with the fact of such happenings,
running like a black thread in the pattern of human life. After awhile we
discover that not only curses, but deeds themselves come home like chickens to
roost. In figurative language a bullet is shot which kills a man, and then,
under this strange law of retribution, plows its way on through the murdered
body, speeds on its mysterious path, striking here and glancing there, yet
always in search for the person who fired the ball, until at last it encircles
the earth in its flight, gets back to the place where it started, finds the
slayer, pierces and kills him, and then falls in the dust to lie still forever!
The fact of retribution crops out in the Bible in numerous places. Jacob
deceived his father with a garment sprinkled with blood, and long afterward was
deceived by his sons in an identical manner. The brethren of Joseph laid violent
hands upon him, and lo! years subsequently violent hands were laid upon
themselves, and the very similarity of grasp instantly brought back by
association the memory of the past, and they in sudden agony of mind remembered
Joseph, and said one to another, "we are verily guilty concerning our brother,
in that we saw the anguish of his soul, when he besought us, and we would not
hear; therefore is this distress come upon us."
The man who invented that instrument of torment, the body-rack, died upon it;
and he who gave the guillotine to the world perished by its deadly blade.
We knew a person who took advantage of another, shooting him when he was not
expecting an assault, and emptying his gun in his back. The unfortunate being
fell in front of a certain office on the leading street, and was placed upon a
lounge taken out of the building, and was carried home to die.
In less than three years this murderer was himself killed by another man, and
the remarkable features of the case were that he was not looking for an attack,
was shot in the back, was attacked on the very spot where he had slain his
victim, fell down before the same office, and was carried home on the same
lounge to die.
A still more striking instance occurred in the county were the writer was born
and raised.
For several years the author of this book was connected with a country store
some ten or twelve miles from the nearest town. Queer and wild characters, both
white and black, used to visit the place on trading and loafing expeditions. An
exceedingly interesting book could be written on the strange events that took
place there in the course of the three or four years of our stay. What with
occasional horse-racing, drinking, fighting and some shooting, there were days
that were anything but desirable and enjoyable.
Among the rough looking men who visited the store was a tall, lank, sandy-haired
man, with prominent cheek bones and sunken jaws and eyes. He always carried a
gun with him, and which he never laid aside. Standing up, it stood by his side;
sitting down, it was placed across his lap as though ready to be used. He had a
wary, uneasy look, and scarcely ever smiled. Repeatedly the writer has seen him
leaning for hours against the front wall of the store, with his hands encircling
the upright barrel of his gun, and without speaking a word, taking in what was
going on around him, with no lighting up of the face or responsiveness whatever.
After awhile he would purchase a plug or sack of tobacco, or some ammunition and
ride off as silently and as spectrally as he came. The man had a history well
known to many. He was a murderer. There had been something in the deed and there
was something in the man that made people perfectly willing to give him a wide
berth.
He had fifteen years before been employed as an overseer on a large cotton
plantation. He lived in a two-roomed cabin near the forest which skirted the
field. The owner, a southern gentleman named North, would occasionally leave his
hill place and visit his swamp plantation for a few days, and when he did so
would stay in the cabin of his overseer, whose name was Oldham. Mr. North was
greatly given to practical jokes and especially a spirit of teasing; and when he
had taken a mint julep or whisky toddy he was apt to carry his humor at the
expense of another to excess. In one of his visits to the cabin he made his
manager, Oldham, the target of his verbal arrows.
The man was possessed of a morbidly sensitive nature, and knowing nothing of a
polished social life, was unable to defend himself with word weapons similar to
those that North was using upon him. He was conscious of but one power superior
to the man who was laughing at him, and that was brute force. Construing the
badinage, which he did not altogether understand, into insult, and realizing his
helplessness in language, and as fully conscious of his might in bone and
muscle, the tiger nature suddenly flashed into his eyes and sprang forth in his
hands, and in another minute a dreadful deed was committed that morning upon the
puncheon floor of the cabin gallery.
There was but one witness of the ghastly act, and it was done so quickly that he
had not time to prevent. The infuriated overseer caught his teasing employer up
in his hands and dashed him upon the floor, then seizing his heavy rifle he
brought the iron barrel, weighing fully twenty-five pounds, down with a terrible
crash upon the skull. The smitten man trying to arise from the floor gave one
glance of horror at his slayer as the gun descended, and sank at his feet under
the blow, without a word, and died almost instantly.
Oldham had killed a true friend.
The unhappy man fled from the country, and was gone for years. But by enlisting
in the army during the Civil War he was pardoned, and after the surrender at
Appomattox returned to his old neighborhood in the hills.
He came back a man of few words and with a set air of melancholy in face and
manner. He rarely spoke, He seemed to be like one expecting calamity or judgment
to overtake him, and was constantly on the alert for self-protection and
deliverance.
Years went by; over twenty since he killed North. He was now approaching fifty,
but looked as if he was sixty. It was during these days we would see him in his
occasional visits to the store.
One day the tiger in him was aroused by some real or fancied injury done him by
a Negro man who lived a couple of miles from his home. So saddling his mule and
placing his rifle on the pummel of the saddle he rode toward the cabin of the
colored man to take vengeance.
The Negro saw him coming, and the two men met on the road near the yard gate.
Both were armed. Oldham lifted his gun to shoot, when his animal taking fright
at the sudden motion swerved to one side and threw his rider to the ground. In
falling Oldham's foot became entangled in the stirrup and he could not at once
arise. The Negro saw his advantage, and running quickly picked up Oldham's
fallen gun, and standing over his prostrate foe, raised the heavy barrel high in
the air before the gaze of the panic-stricken man.
It was only for an instant! But who can tell what was in that moment to the man
on the ground. Here was retribution indeed! Here was what he had been watching
against, and flying from for over twenty years. He was being slain exactly as he
had killed North. The Negro was standing over him as he had stood over his
victim. He was about to be struck with the heavy barrel of the rifle as he had
struck his old time friend. He himself was looking up with horror, even as North
had looked up at him in horror. He had just one moment to live, as his employer
had, and crash!
The heavy gun barrel had broken in the skull of the unfortunate man; the
unprepared soul was swept into eternity; and the murderer and the murdered were
together once more, after the flight of nearly a quarter of a century.
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CHAPTER 5
CHARACTERS IN EBONY
We left the train two hours after midnight in a town in the mountains of North
Carolina. It was bitterly cold, and as we registered at the desk of the hotel
office we requested the clerk to have us a good fire made at once in the room to
which we had been assigned.
There was a prompt answer that it should be done, a pompous clang of the bell
which died away in the dark, chilly passages of the hostelry, and finally the
tardy appearance of a sleepy-looking colored boy of about twenty.
The order was given to have a fire in "59" at once; and the writer of these
lines tarried for at least fifteen minutes in the dingy office, adorned with
State and Railroad maps, in order that the chill might be taken off "59" and so
one's health and life might be assured.
When I finally entered the apartment given to me, I discovered that "the fire"
so grandly ordered consisted of several delicate sticks of kindling, a piece of
brown paper on the sticks and a wash pan full of coal dust on the paper. A few
tongues of flame were creeping over the edge of the paper apparently peeping at,
and examining the black looking powder, as if in doubt whether it would burn or
explode.
Turning to the Negro boy who had created this fiction or mild representation of
a fire, I found he was silently but fixedly gazing like myself at the artifice.
At last I spoke.
"Do you call that a fire?"
The simple faced soul rubbed his head meditatively, showed most of his teeth and
replied,
"Well, Boss, I tell yer jes' how tis, we sont for a ka'yr load o' coal, and when
dat ka'yr come, t'want nuthin but dus'."
Here was light thrown on the situation, if not heat. The blame rested not on the
fire maker, nor the clerk, or the hotel, but on some distant coal company who
had "sont dus"' instead of coal and were now all unconscious of the suffering
they were inflicting on innocent travelers.
After a few moments more of conjoint, silent inspection of the modest glimmer in
the grate, the tall lank youth, who had been lingering with the door knob in his
hand, and considerable sympathy in his face, began to withdraw. Closing the door
on his neck, so as to put his body in the hall out of sight, while his head hung
spectrally midway between the floor and ceiling, he said,
"I don't speck dey gwine ter charge you fur dat fire."
Having uttered this oracular message, the round, black, woolly head disappeared,
the door closed, and I was left alone, hovering over the fire place and shaking
for two distinct reasons.
Stooping at last to move one of the splinters and thereby assist the struggling
flames, suddenly there was a landslide of the black coal dust, and the fire was
out! Pompeii was never more certainly covered up and hidden from mortal sight
than was the paper and kindling construction buried in the cavernous grate.
Moreover, it vanished from view much more rapidly than did the doomed city of
the plain.
There was nothing to do but to undress quickly, vault between the icy sheets,
and seek in sleep for forgetfulness of present discomforts and woes, and this
was done.
But one thought of mild comfort rested in the mind above the chattering teeth,
before unconsciousness came. The thought was born of the farewell remark of the
Negro as he swung and nodded his head in the air.
"I don't speck dey gwine ter charge you fur dat fire."
Smiling and drowsily repeating, "I don't speck so either," the writer, in spite
of a frozen mattress, frosty sheets, and an icy counterpane, fell asleep from
weariness, if not from comfort, and knew no more until morning.
* * *
In a small town in Mississippi I spent several days in what proved a mere
apology of a hotel. The tavern, as some called it, opened upon a great square,
which was treeless and houseless; and also opened itself much of the time to raw
winter winds, which freely visited the halls and rooms through the accommodating
doors.
There was nothing to see without doors, as a compensation for the lack of
comfort within the hostelry. I would have fared badly but for a character I
encountered during my brief stay.
He was a colored youth, and one of the waiters in the dining-room. He became
quite communicative in his visits to the rooms of myself and a gentleman friend
accompanying me. He not only left coal, kindling and fresh water for us, but
various interesting facts concerning himself. In fact he seemed more concerned
about the latter than the former. To be really truthful, he was burdened until
he delivered himself of various biographical features which pressed upon his
mind. His perfect self-complacency, not to say tremendous satisfaction with, and
approval of himself, as exhibited in manner, facial expression and words, was
something beyond description.
He had been a student in a "Colored College" in the State. He had acquired a
smattering of knowledge, which he strove to reproduce with the disadvantage of a
tongue not over skillful in the matters of expression and pronunciation. So he
uttered some memorable things. One of his statements was that, in vacation
times, "He left the Universe and lectured."
He, of course, meant the university by the word universe, but we thought, with a
smile, of the many lecturers and speakers who, in the indulgence of the
speculative and imaginative, do truly and really leave the universe.
Being asked by my friend what his subjects were in his lecture tours, he replied
that one was, "The Effects of Morals as They Stand Alone." We suggested as a
paraphrase the sentence, "The loneliness of morals," and thought that certain
parts of the country had been struck again.
He was asked one morning as he leaned, or rather hung on the end of the
mantlepiece, "If he ever reached a place where thought and words failed him in
his public addresses." His delightful reply was:
"Ever since I have been twelve years old, I have had the gift of sitting down
when I run out of something to say."
Truly, I thought, here is one of the lost arts, and of all secrets which have
perished, this could least have been spared. I could but think of the
unspeakable relief that would be afforded, and the joy which would fill men's
hearts, if all speakers had the gift of sitting down when they run out of ideas
and facts.
On another occasion our waiter, who was becoming interested in the revival
services, said that "he had heard some ministers preach on the two works of
grace, regeneration and sanctification, but for his life he couldn't see where
they made any extinguished difference."
This last statement opened up a great field to the vision which was filled with
human figures who wore beaver hats, and were dressed in long-skirted black
coats, bearing a solitary row of numerous buttons.
We saw the Zinzendorfian brother, who insists he was sanctified when he was
converted, and persists in calling himself a Methodist. We beheld the man who
had crowded definitions and meanings into the word regeneration which it never
possessed. We noticed the preacher who lifted regeneration so high that it was
lost in sanctification. The next glance fell on another who pulled
sanctification down to such an extent that it was merged into and swallowed up
in regeneration. We saw the time-serving brother who did not want to give
offence, and so toned down, trimmed up, changed Scriptural words and phrases and
used instead terms of human manufacture. And behold in every case, in their
presentation of the two beautiful and blessed doctrines of the Bible, there was
no "extinguished difference." They themselves had extinguished the difference.
* * * * * * *
CHAPTER 6
THE FACE AT THE WINDOW
The author was once visiting in a poverty-stricken part of a city where, under
Conference appointment, he was stationed. While sitting on the steps of an
humble home exchanging some words with the good woman who lived there, she
happened to speak of a time in the "fifties" when the town was scourged by
yellow fever, and hundreds of citizens died. She gave an incident of the plague
which made a profound impression on the writer, and is here transcribed as a pen
picture.
She said that with the daily increasing death-rate, a darker gloom fell upon the
devoted place. The only sounds to be heard were the tolling of bells, which by
and by were discontinued on account of the depressing effect upon the sick, and
the roll of the wheels of hearse or wagon going with the dead to the cemetery or
returning therefrom. Most of the people who had not fled from town, remained
shut up in their houses, and only now and then a passerby could be seen.
One day she was standing at her window when suddenly she saw a wagon driven
rapidly up in front of a large empty house just opposite her own. Two men leaped
out and lifting a third man, a yellow fever patient, from the wagon, they bore
him into the house.
They next carried in a cot, and then she saw them place the sick man upon it,
close the door, and leave the house. Either the men forgot the poor creature, or
they themselves were stricken down with the plague, but for some reason they
never came back, and the man was left alone and uncared for. The woman could see
that he was in a bare unfurnished room of the vacant house, and as hour followed
hour and no one came to his relief, her distress was great, and she could not
keep from the window, through which she looked across the street toward the
forgotten sufferer. She could just see the lower end of the cot, and so only a
part of the human form which rested upon it.
Humanity as well as Christianity pleaded with her to go over and help the
forsaken man, but she was afraid and would not. Still she could not banish the
thought of the loneliness and need of the sufferer, and so she found herself
repeatedly at the window looking with a heavy heart and condemning conscience in
the direction of the unfortunate being.
In the afternoon of the second day, while at her old post, glancing for the
hundredth time in that direction, suddenly she saw the sick man arise, stagger
to the window, and leaning against it, look up and down the street. He then
turned a steadfast gaze toward her, and their eyes met!
A great horror filled her as she felt the appealing eyes of the dying man fixed
on her. She said she came near dropping on the floor in a swoon.
In another moment the unhappy being turned and walked back toward his bed, fell
upon it, and lay motionless. She remained rooted, spellbound, horror-stricken to
the spot for quite a while, a prey to the most conflicting and agonizing
feelings.
Two hours afterward several men drove up to the house, went in, and found the
man was dead!
* * *
We will never forget the distress of the woman as she related the above history.
It had been over a quarter of a century ago, but the scene seemed still fresh
before her, and the horror as great as if it had only recently happened.
We have since then thought how the melancholy occurrence illustrates facts and
conditions which should come, and does come very near to us all.
We thought of those men and women who have life burdens and heart sickness to
carry, that most people do not seem to have noticed. The wagon with the men in
it drive off and do not come back, carriages roll by, pedestrians do not so much
as glance in the direction of the sufferer, those living nearest by fail to
recognize that a tragedy is going on, that a life with all its hope, strength
and possibilities is passing away, and dying unattended and unrelieved.
Who has not had such a look turned upon him from some passing face on the
street, or from an acquaintance in the social circle. Who has not seen the man
at the window; and recognized an awful sorrow in the countenance, and felt the
silent appeal of the eyes.
And yet we have allowed these wretched ones to go back to their lonely lots and
lie down in unrelieved suffering to die.
Chatterton, the poetic marvel of England, died of starvation. A gifted authoress
in this country of plenty, died several years ago of actual want. Her diary is
heartbreaking to read, as she describes her hunger pangs. A number of suicides
have left letters with the statement that they were alone in the world, no one
seemed to care for them, they could not get work, and so there was nothing left
except to die.
A friend of the writer, unhappy in married life, and meeting with business
reverses one after another, "came to the window." He looked in several
directions one morning for relief, but it did not come. Some one remembered
afterward meeting him in a car and recalled the distressed look which he cast
upon all, but the observer himself was too busy to cross over and minister to
him. In two hours after that he was found dead on his bed.
A Southern merchant lately made the following confession. He said that he was
purchasing goods for his store in one of our large cities, that one bitterly
cold afternoon just before dark, he was accosted near his hotel by a boy seven
or eight years of age, who begged him for help, telling him that he was cold and
hungry. The merchant was cold himself, in a hurry to get to his room and worried
about business affairs and roughly told the lad to go away and let him alone.
The boy's eyes filled with tears as he turned away without a word and passed
into a side street bordering the hotel. It proved that this was his last effort.
All that evening the poor little pinched face and blue eyes of the boy filled
with tears, would come up to the mind of the man. He wished twenty times before
and after he went to bed that he had helped him. As he heard the rush of the
winter wind that night and caught the rattle of the sleet against the window, he
realized how he would feel if that suffering lad on the street was his own son.
Next morning while walking through the office toward the breakfast hall, a stir
and conversational buzz among the waiters and a few guests caused him to ask the
reason. The reply was that a little boy had been found frozen to death under a
side stairway of the hotel, and the coroner had been sent for.
With a strange sinking at the heart he went around the building with a number of
gentlemen guests and there on the stone flags, partly under a small projecting
porch floor, was the child who had begged him for help, cold in death. There was
the same little, pinched, suffering face, and the same blue eyes wide open
looking at him. But there was no light in them now, nor had they any tears. The
lips that quivered before him just a few hours before were still enough now. He
had been the last man the waif had begged for help, and he had refused. Hungry,
homeless, as he turned out to be, and friendless, the child crept under the
stairway and froze to death. While the merchant was in his warm bed, the lad was
freezing not fifty yards from him.
It was the yellow fever story over again. The face had been pressed to the
window, and looked for help. Another face had seen it. The eyes of both met. No
help was given, and the first face turned away and laid down to die.
But, as we said, there are other hungers, besides that of the body. There are
other things that people must have besides food if they would live. Men and
women die not only for lack of bread, but for want of sympathy, friendship,
appreciation, kindness and love.
The author once knew a business man whose life load was exceedingly heavy. In
addition to having an extravagant family to support, and trifling relatives on
both sides of the house to take care of, he had hundreds of clerks and laborers
under him, and many interests to look after. He was continually in demand to
counsel and direct, to revise and supervise. Such a life calling for mental
self-collectedness and sound judgment and self-restraint, naturally produced a
grave, determined and thoughtful face.
Besides this, his wife was a handsome and fascinating woman, and evidently had
no love for him. Her fancy turned to younger men, and to one in especial whom
her husband employed, and upon whom she showered an abundance of attentions,
sitting up late to let him in the front door at night, and preparing dainty
little dishes to tempt his appetite. The husband, who had been the benefactor of
the young man, and whose money provided a luxurious home for all, was as
completely neglected and ignored by his wife as though he was an outsider, and
the youth with whom she was infatuated was the head of the household.
Of course the husband saw and felt it all; but he never deviated in his courtly
treatment of his wife, and never uttered a word of complaint to a living
creature. But such a burden did not serve to soften the lines and lighten the
lineaments of an already grave and melancholy countenance.
In the last few years of his life he suffered unspeakable agony from a peculiar
lung trouble. We have seen his face become in a few moments drawn with pain, and
colorless as marble; and we have seen him prostrated with his physical suffering
in his office or room, while his wife was taking a drive in her carriage, or
sitting in the parlor or dining-room entertaining the youth already mentioned.
The face of this business man finally became a marvel to the writer in its lines
of moral strength and self-mastery. He was not a Christian, did not know the
Savior, was a man of the world; and yet in his self control he was showing
himself greater than he that taketh a city, and putting to shame many who were
in pew and in pulpit.
Several times the life cares and business burdens and heart sorrows seemed to
get the best of him, and suddenly we saw the anguished soul of the man looking
out of the dark, tortured eyes. If a human figure had appeared in them, wringing
its hands and crying for mercy, the vision would not have been more startling
and moving than the agonized look which he turned upon us. Once we saw him cast
it upon his wife. She did not see the look as she was laughing at the time over
her own awkward effort to smoke a cigarette, which had been lighted and handed
her by a gentleman. In another instant the face was composed again, and a few
minutes later he uttered a courtly good evening, went unattended by his wife to
the hall, put on his overcoat unassisted, and, opening the door, walked away
unnoticed down the darkened street to his city office where three hours hard
work awaited him.
It was not long after this that he died.
In a word, the face was seen for a moment at the window. It looked in vain for
help, and then turning silently away, the man laid down to die.
* * * * * * *
CHAPTER 7
A CONFERENCE DIS-APPOINTMENT
A young preacher, burning up with zeal, told the Lord in prayer just before the
annual session of his conference, to send him wherever there was an abundance of
work to be done. Incidentally he had learned that a certain prominent church, in
one of the largest towns in his State, wanted him as pastor. Naturally he put
the two facts together, and concluded that God would send him to that aforesaid
large, bustling city. According to the fitness of things, he evidently should be
appointed there. Why not? Here was a great church needing his consecrated
activity, and here he was with his zeal, more than willing to go. The two
conditions in a manner supplemented each other. It would be strange if everybody
did not see it, and people did not rise up and demand it. Even now, before
conference, he could almost feel the eyes of that assembly, together with the
gaze of its presiding officer, turned in his direction as upon the hope of that
part of Zion, and the visible solution of an ecclesiastical problem.
When, on the second day of the conference, he was informed that two telegrams
had been sent to the Bishop and Cabinet, asking that he might be appointed to
Swellville, where the large church in question was located, he more than ever
supposed that would be his future field. He was a preacher who never requested
an appointment, and never elbowed or button-holed presiding elder or layman on
the subject. Still these outside occurrences coming to his ears, and his own
desire for increased labor, unconsciously prepared him to expect that thriving
city of Swellville for his next work, as the lips involuntarily pucker for a
sugar plum.
To his astonishment, when the appointments were read out, he was sent to a town
that was considered the most broken down station in all the list. The
congregation it is said was large, but it had been divided by church quarrels,
neglected by previous pastors, and the house of worship was almost empty on the
Sabbath.
The preacher, concerning whom this chapter is written, was almost knocked
breathless as he heard his name connected for the next twelve months with the
ruinous fold and scattered flock at Blanktown. He looked and felt very much as
the name of the town indicated. He could scarcely credit his ears. Surely there
must be some mistake. Did not the church at Swellville want him? Had not
telegrams been dispatched about the matter? Undoubtedly there was a mistake.
But no, there was no blunder. The large hall still echoed with the word
Blanktown! and his own name coupled with it. Then the Bishop read on as if
everything was right, and no error had been made in the reading.
The balloon did not ascend that evening according to expectation. Some one had
punctured it. Even now it was going down rapidly. Behold he had come to hear the
appointments read that night, with his hopes spread out like the famous
seven-tailed comet of long ago, and now those seven tails had folded into one,
and that one had the curious drooping curve of the comet of 1859. The single
hope now left was to escape from the crowd without his grief and disappointment
being seen.
He thought of his distant, expectant family. How could he face that loving group
which had prophesied a great promotion for him. He thought of the kind household
that had entertained him during the conference session, and said they knew he
would get the best appointment on the list. How could he meet them with all the
fiery tails of the comet gone, and nothing but the head left, for by this time
even the hope of escaping from the crowd unnoticed had departed. The blazing
seven-tailed miracle of the ecclesiastical skies had been reduced and shorn and
stripped until now it was twinkling just above the horizon, a star of the
smallest magnitude and willing to change places with a glow-worm.
Mortified with, and disappointed in himself, the man looked with dull, dazed
eyes over a sea of heads around him, and called in vain on his fainting,
sinking, suffering heart to arouse and be true and faithful to Christ.
As soon as he could at the close of the services, and while others were shaking
hands, laughing and talking, congratulating each other and saying good-bye, he
took advantage of the confusion, slipped out and sped away through the night.
He found it a relief to run. He reached the place of his entertainment ahead of
the family. For this he was thankful. Leaving words of farewell with the servant
for the household, he, with valise in one hand and umbrella in the other, dashed
out of the gate and ran again. This time the race course was nearly a mile. It
was a luxury to run. He distributed a number of groans upon the night air as he
sped along the empty streets. Ambition had received a fearful stab. Pride had
met a stunning blow. Something was hurt in inner realms. All that was left to do
was to exert vigorously and steadily the outside, and thus take off some of the
pressure and misery on the inside. The physical was called upon to relieve the
mental and spiritual.
Reaching the train, the modern Jonah took a seat in the corner of the car where
he would not be observed, and drawing his overcoat up so as to mantle his face,
looked through the window of the flying train upon the still night, and at the
distant stars, and fought silently with the inward misery.
By and by a voice seemed to whisper to him, "Did you not ask God to send you
where there was abundance of work to do?"
"Yes."
"Did you not say in your prayer that it mattered not how much and how difficult
the work was?"
"Yes."
"Well, have you not obtained what you prayed for?"
A long silence, and then the mental response--
"Yes, Lord, but I thought it would be Swellville?"
"But did you not say in your prayer that you left all that to me?"
"Yes, Lord." This time very humbly.
"Did you not ask for hard work and plenty of it, for my sake?"
"Yes, my Savior." And the eyes were wet and the heart all softened.
"Has it not come to you as you prayed?"
"Yes, Jesus."
"What will you do about it?"
"I will go, Lord."
And then there was a sudden gush of happy tears in the dark corner. The night
air seemed filled with balm. The temporarily interrupted friendship with the
stars was renewed, and they seemed to smile upon him from their great, tranquil
depths, and to say,
"It is only a little while you have to suffer for Him, and then you will reign
with Him forever."
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CHAPTER 8
MR. BROWN AND MR. BRAUN
I was leaving a large city to live in one still larger. Among the callers and
visitors who came to see me, for various reasons, before I left, was a lady
dressed in deep black and accompanied by her daughter, a girl of sixteen.
The lady who appeared to be between thirty and forty years of age was not
uncomely, but had naturally a melancholy face, and an equally melancholy voice.
After sundry conversational preliminaries she told me that she understood I was
going to move to the large city already referred to, and though a stranger she
made bold to request a great favor at my hands. She said that her husband four
years before had taken their little boy and gone into business in that same
city; that at first he had written regularly, then irregularly, but now for
months he had ceased to correspond with them at home at all. That every kind of
written appeal was ignored by him, though he was still in that city, and the
letters evidently reached him, for they would otherwise have been returned by
the post office authorities. Her request of me was to call upon him as soon as I
could after my arrival and use my influence to get his consent to come back home
to his wife and daughter. The address she gave me was Mr. Brown, manager of some
chemical works, located on the river side in the southern part of the city.
Under the impulse of the moment, and full of sympathy for the sorrowful woman
before me, I promised to pay the visit and deliver the exhortation. After she
left, and especially after I arrived in the aforesaid city the magnitude and
delicacy of the task grew upon me. I became sorry that I had promised. Who was
I, that I could straighten a domestic affair where the two most interested had
failed. And when did a man ever come out satisfactorily to himself where he
meddled in the private matters of husband and wife.
The more I thought about it, the less inclined I felt to seeing Mr. Brown, and
so the days slipped by through repeated postponements of the visit. At last came
a letter from Mrs. Brown, asking me if I had forgotten my promise, and urging me
to go at once.
One morning, a week after the arrival of the letter, I girded up my resolution,
summoned what brass I could for the occasion, and took the street cars for the
distant part of the city where the factory was located in which Mr. Brown was a
trusted officer.
On the cars I asked the conductor if he knew of any large chemical works on the
southern side of the city? He said he did, and that he went very near the place.
Then would he have the goodness to put me off as near the place as he could?
Yes, he would.
In due time he stopped the car at a corner, and pointed out some large buildings
on the river side, a couple of blocks away, as the place desired.
Accosting a policeman on the street, I asked if he knew the name of the manager
or superintendent of the chemical works just before us. He replied that he
thought his name was Brown.
Without more ado, I pushed down the road which descended steeply toward the
river, turned the shoulder of a great bank or bluff and crossed a long, narrow
bridge, one hundred feet in length, and that ended on a line with the second
story of the building. Tapping at the door I was admitted by a nice looking
clerk into a cozy, well-furnished office, with revolving chairs and business
desks, green-shaded electric lights, etc.
With considerable uneasiness of speech, and some nervousness of manner, I said
"Is Mr. Brown in?"
"Yes sir, he is in the main building, but he will be back in the office in a few
moments. Be seated, sir."
I sank into a seat feeling a little weak about the knees, and first crossing and
then uncrossing the lower limbs, sighed like a grampus, studied the bronze clock
which ticked loudly on the mantel, moistened my lips, and made several dry
swallows.
In a few moments a well-groomed business man in middle life came through an
inner door into the office. With a swift glance I took in the respectable
figure, the well-fitting suit of gray, the spotless linen, the Burnside
whiskers, and thought "I am certainly in for it."
Taking his desk chair, and turning upon me he said in the quick tones peculiar
to very busy men.
"What can I do for you, sir?"
Glancing around and seeing that the clerk was out I said.
"I suppose you are Mr. Brown?"
"Yes, sir."
"Mr. Brown, my errand is a very disagreeable one."
Here I paused while the gentleman himself looked very gravely and coldly upon
me.
"Mr. Brown," I continued, swallowing quite a lump in my throat, and now
determined to get through the distasteful business expeditiously-- "Mr. Brown I
have come to beg you to return to your wife in New Orleans."
If Mr. Brown appeared expectant before, he looked astounded now. He seemed under
strong emotion and unable to reply. All of which looked very much like conscious
and overtaken guilt. For a full moment he sat gazing fixedly at me, and then
almost gasped:
"What did you say, sir!"
"I said, Mr. Brown, that I have come to beg you to return to your wife in New
Orleans. I do this at her own request."
Mr. Brown's face at this moment looked as if he was close to a case of apoplexy,
while his eyes assumed a bulging appearance. At last he fairly blurted out the
words:
"What do you mean, sir? I've got no wife in New Orleans. I have never been in
New Orleans in my life!"
"Isn't your name Brown?"
"My name is Braun."
"Braun?" I asked, with a great misgiving in my heart.
"Yes, sir--Braun."
"I thought the policeman and the clerk said your name was Brown?"
"I don't care what you thought sir--I know my name is Braun!"
At this moment I was fervently wishing that a subterranean passage might open
beneath my chair, that I might suddenly vanish from view and be seen no more in
those parts.
How I got away I can hardly tell, except I remember that I said "I was sorry"
and "that I had made an unfortunate mistake," etc., and so I stammered, and
sidled and backed out of the office leaving Mr. Braun standing in the middle of
the floor and looking like he did not know whether to laugh or get mad, or have
me arrested as an escaped lunatic.
How long that narrow bridge was that morning! Long before, it seemed endless
now. As I walked along its interminable length I had a dreadful sensation that a
number of curious and amused eyes were watching me from the office window. A
hasty glance backward over the shoulder proved that the suspicion was true,
several faces were there and all were laughing.
At last, after two minutes of time and a century of feeling, I stepped off the
end of the bridge, and as I turned the bluff, putting thereby fifty feet of
solid earth between me and their faces, I took the first easy breath I had drawn
in the last fifteen minutes.
Going up on a business street I stepped into a large drug store and asked the
owner several questions.
Have you more than one chemical factory in this part of the city?"
"Yes, sir," was his reply, "we have two. One is close by just under the river
bank there, and the other is ten or twelve blocks farther down. "
"Do you know the name of the managers?"
"Yes, I deal at both places. Mr. Braun is the manager of the one by the river,
and Mr. Brown is head of the one farther down town."
I asked nothing more; I was too sick at heart to put another question. I saw at
once my egregious blunder. Thinking there was but one chemical factory, and
misled by the similarity in pronunciation of the names, Braun and Brown, I had
made the distressing mistake just described.
I was in no mood to visit any more chemical works, and although the druggist
kindly offered to give me the clearest directions, so that I could not miss the
other and more distant one, yet I kindly but steadily refused all proffered
assistance.
No, I wanted no more Browns. The one I wanted had turned out to be Braun, and
who could tell but the second might prove to be Bone and Muscle, and that
manifested in a remarkable and painful way.
No, I had enough of it, and so turned my face back toward the great smoky city,
sadder and wiser, and determined from the bottom of my heart that from that time
I would have nothing to do with chemical works, and parted husbands and wives.
No , indeed; no more chemicals and no more Browns for me. As for women who had
lost their husbands, let them find the domestic wanderers themselves. They
caught them once before, let them do so again. Then the absurdity, if not the
cruelty, of asking a busy man to find a person by the name of Brown in a city of
nearly a million inhabitants, and where there were certainly a hundred Browns at
the slightest computation. No, sir, or rather, no, madam, I resign today, with
all its honors and dishonors, the high and responsible office of husband hunter
for forsaken wives. Some doubtless have gifts in that direction, but from bitter
experience I am convinced that such a work is not my missions and that in a
word, it is not my forte.
A copy of the letter sent down the railroad to one of the interested parties is
necessary for the proper concluding of this remarkable piece of history.
MRS. BROWN--Dear Madam:
I have endeavored to find your husband and succeeded only in a measure. The man
I visited turned out not to be your husband. The other man is your husband.
I do not know that I make myself altogether clear in this matter, but the fact
is that I have gotten badly mixed up in the whole affair.
I am convinced it would be best for you to come on. You certainly could not make
a worse failure than I have made.
With regards and regrets, I am,
Respectfully yours,
Here endeth one of the lessons of life.
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CHAPTER 9
A REMARKABLE COMMUNICANT
There had been protracted services in the church for a number of days and
nights. One evening after the main audience had been dismissed, quite a number
of the workers remained to labor with some penitents who were left at the altar.
One of them was a heavy set, beetle-browed man, who groaned in the most pitiful
manner. Clutching our hand as we went to talk to him, he said that he felt he
must partake of the Lord's Supper before he could ever gain peace of mind.
We replied that he should have it on the morrow, for it was now too late to
obtain the elements.
But the man with awful groans said he could not endure the mental burden that
long, for it was a case of conscience and conviction of duty with him, and that
something told him if he could partake of the sacrament he would find rest and
spiritual deliverance.
The news of the case soon spread through the room and quite a body of
sympathetic religious people gathered about us.
Determining, late as it was, to do our utmost to bring relief to a tortured
spirit, the writer sent off to a neighboring church member for a piece of bread,
and to a drug store for a bottle of wine.
The communion table was brought forth and covered with spotless damask. The
silver plate was next crowned with the white bread, and a large silver goblet
filled with the aromatic port wine. A number of my people knelt solemnly around
the altar while we read the Ritual, concluding now to make a service for all,
and so a blessing to all.
With tender heart and impressive voice we broke the bread and distributed it
among the kneeling figures, commencing of course with our groaning friend. We
observed, however, as we passed the plate to him, that he took the tiniest
crumb, and in the most careless manner placed it in his mouth. Moreover, he
still groaned.
As we approached him a few moments later with the cup, which in view of a number
of communicants, we had filled to the brim, the man's groanings ceased, and with
unmistakable interest in this part of the service, he sat up, took the large
goblet from my hand and began drinking. After a half dozen swallows he stopped a
moment reflectively, seemed to approve the quality of the wine, and began to
drink again.
Meantime my silence, and the stopping of the service caused numbers of the
people to raise their heads. Great was the astonishment, conflicting the
emotions, and varied the facial expressions of the kneeling, gazing group as
they saw our groaner, groaning no longer, but with head tilted back, and the
bottom of the cup pointing to the ceiling taking down the last drop of wine in
the chalice. He disposed of the whole cup.
It was curious to observe the different faces of the people. Some were
indignant, especially the ladies, and plainly showed it. Others were unable to
credit their senses and stared with amazement at the offender and one another.
Still others were shaking with laughter, while most of the men wore an
expression which read as distinctly as print: "Sold again."
The custom of the Roman Catholic Church in withholding the wine while giving the
bread to communicants, had been repeated in the heart of Protestantism, or
evangelical Christianity; though in our case it was forced upon us, there being
nothing but bread to offer the others, inasmuch as our friend with the
conscientious scruples had made away with all the wine.
Most of us did not tarry to say good-bye to our latest convert, but each man
departed to his own house, carrying a considerable amount more of light and
knowledge than had been expected in the earlier part of the evening.
One brother however, approached our convert as he was departing from the church,
and asked him how he felt now since he had relieved his conscience? and the man
clearing his throat and wiping his mouth with the back of his hand said,
"I feel a world better."
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CHAPTER 10
WESLEY'S MAGAZINE
Dr. Kay was the pastor of the leading church of his denomination in a large
city. Afterward, he was, in recognition of his ability, made a Bishop. One
Sabbath. morning while filling his pulpit, his eyes fell upon a face in the
audience which quite attracted him. It was the countenance of a man fully sixty
years of age. The type was English, the expression open and smiling and the
general appearance benevolent and patriarchal. Moreover he seemed very much
impressed with the discourse.
After the sermon, the gentleman approached and was introduced to the preacher
who became more interested in him as he took note of the guileless face and
child-like nature of the man.
On inquiry, it turned out that he was on the way from England to visit a
daughter of his who lived deep in the interior of Missouri. The funds of the old
gentleman had given out in New Orleans, and here he was fifteen hundred miles by
water from his daughter's home, and yet cheerful as a bob-o-link in spring time.
The preacher asked him how he proposed covering this distance in such a
specieless condition. The smiling reply was that he did not know, that all he
owned in the world was a copy of Mr. Wesley's magazine, printed in 1789.
The preacher told him he hardly thought he could ride to Missouri on that
publication. And so being filled with a deep interest and pity for the stranger,
the man of God bustled around and raised a purse from his members sufficient to
pay the needed fare to the distant Western State.
The unaffected gratitude of the sunny-natured old Englishman was most pleasing.
He thanked the preacher again and again, and begged him to accept as a token of
his gratitude, Mr. Wesley's magazine, printed in 1789. The preacher with smiles
refused the valuable remuneration, and told him he would not deprive him of such
a treasure.
In due time the steamer swung out into the Mississippi and disappeared around
the Carrolton Bend, carrying the cheerful hearted old Englishman.
Six months rolled away, and not a word had been heard from him, when suddenly
one Sabbath morning, as Dr. Kay was in the midst of his discourse, he glanced
down and saw the face of the sunny faced Briton shining at him, just as though
he had never left the pew since last seen, and had never been to Missouri. The
greeting after the sermon was of the same cordial, open character that had
distinguished the first. The returned traveler seemed unaffectedly glad to see
the preacher, and the preacher could not for his life keep back a warm smile and
cordial hand-shake from the little old man who was so persistently sunny and
winning.
Of course the question came plump out from the preacher:
"What on earth are you doing here! I thought you were a thousand miles away in
the northwest."
"So I was," replied the Briton, "but I had not been long with my daughter, when
I saw my son-in-law did not want me. My welcome wore out in a month's time, and
I felt that I must go back to England."
"How did you manage to get here?" asked the preacher. "Did your daughter or
son-in-law help you financially?"
"O no, not a cent. I just got on a steamboat on the Missouri river and came
here."
"Did they let you travel free?" asked the preacher.
"Well, they had to; there was no other way for me to travel. What did I have! So
just as soon as the boat went to puffing down the river the clerk came to me and
asked me for my fare. I told him I had nothing in the world to give him except a
copy of Mr. Wesley's Magazine, printed in the year 1789. And what do you suppose
the clerk did?" And the smiling old man grew grave and pensive for a few
moments.
"I am afraid to guess," replied the preacher. "Well, sir," said the Briton,
"I'll tell you. He cussed Mr. Wesley, and cussed the magazine, and turned around
and cussed me."
The preacher bowed his head quickly to hide a smile, which in spite of every
effort would overspread itself in boldest lines and curves upon the face.
"Yes, sir," resumed the grieved little man, "he cussed us all."
"Did he let you stay on the boat after that?" inquired the minister.
"Yes. He never paid any more attention to me all the way down to New Orleans."
"How do you propose getting back to England, if you are without money?"
"I have a son in Canada near Quebec," replied the old gentleman. "If I could get
to him, I could manage the rest of the trip back home, some way, through him."
After saying this all care seemed to leave the speaker, and his accustomed
serenity and sunniness of spirit returned with an actual gathered force.
It all resulted as before in Dr. Kay taking up a second private collection,
during the week. And so there was a second surprise for the simple-minded old
gentleman, and a second outpouring of thanks on his part. But in another moment
he added.
"I would be so glad if you would accept as a token of my gratitude for all your
kindness, a copy of Mr. Wesley's magazine printed in the year 1789. It is the
only one that I have, and it is all that I have."
The preacher however graciously and steadily refused, though Mr. Wesley's
admirer for the space of several minutes continued to urge him to accept the
wonderful publication.
A few days afterward, the old gentleman betook himself with his beaming smiles
and sunny nature to the train on his way to Canada.
Twelve months rolled by, and the remembrance of the individual had dropped from
Dr. Kay's mind, when he received a letter through the mail with the postmark of
a town in England upon the envelope. It proved to be from Mr. Wesley's admirer.
He said that he had safely reached his son's home in the Dominion, spent a
number of months very pleasantly with him, and had finally left for England. He
had just arrived a few days before, safe and sound, after an absence of two
years. He furthermore related that he could not but be grateful to the preacher
in America who had been so kind to him, and as a token of his affectionate
regard would be glad to send him a copy of Mr. Wesley's magazine, printed in the
year 1789, but he feared if the volume should be sent by mail it would not reach
him. Meantime he begged to remain as ever, his obliged humble servant, etc.,
etc.
This was the end of the personal history of the English gentleman as known on
this side of the water; but the whole occurrence itself was a marvelous
illustration of the privileges and possibilities of the Nineteenth century. The
bit of biography narrated in this chapter establishes as perfectly true and
reasonable the amazing occurrences of a certain book called "The Arabian
Nights;" and even shows that they can be surpassed. In that famous volume we
read that a Prince would put a small carpet the size of a rug on the ground,
place himself upon the limited area, and immediately be borne away to distant
parts of the earth. But here an old gentleman, not a prince, takes a copy of Mr.
Wesley's magazine, printed in the year 1789, and rides, so to speak, upon it
from England to America, from New Orleans to Missouri, from the far-away west
back to the Gulf of Mexico, from Louisiana to Canada, and from Canada back to
England.
In all these trips the man sees many wonderful things, makes delightful
acquaintances, visits his daughter in the west and his son in the east, and
after years of such traveling, visiting, eating, drinking and sleeping, returns
home without the journey having cost him personally a single cent; the whole
thing having been accomplished by a copy of Mr. Wesley's magazine, printed in
the year 1789.
It might however, be well to say, that not every one could ride the book that
far. That to make the wonderful recorded trip or ride as given in this chapter
there was required, in addition to the magazine, a certain compound of smiles,
sunniness of manner, and child-like innocence upon the part of the rider
himself.
Nevertheless all can see that the book really carried the rider.
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CHAPTER 11
A NIGHT ADVENTURE
There had been a number of missionary addresses delivered by prominent ministers
and laymen. A collection had been taken up with the usual auctioneering feature,
"who will give five dollars?" the regulation sending out of painfully
self-conscious brethren with hats as collection baskets, and the customary
exchange of ancient and thread-bare witticisms between the collectors and the
brother in charge of the collection, as he stood in his directing capacity on
the platform.
The congregation had been trickling out for an hour and so at the singing of the
doxology there were hardly one hundred people left. With the pronouncing of the
benediction this remainder speedily passed out on the street and was swallowed
up in the shadows of the streets.
The treasurer and the chairman of the missionary board, in the counting up of
the cash and straightening certain accounts, were the only persons left in the
building, with the exception of the sexton, who waited sleepily and anxiously
near the door for their departure, that he might shut up the church and go home.
The first mentioned officer had been carrying around with him for days a black
tin box, about a foot square, containing over a thousand dollars of the
conference missionary money. To this was added a thousand more that night; and
now, with a feeling of great relief he turned it all over to the chairman, and
bidding him good night, walked out of the front door of the church, while the
other two retired through a rear entrance.
As the large, heavy doors closed behind the treasurer, he found that the street
in which he stood was pitch dark, while the town clock from the distant court
house belfry was striking the hour of eleven.
He almost felt his way across to the opposite pavement, had placed his foot on
the brick walk, when out of a shadowy recess or alley way, somewhat to his left,
a voice said:
"Good evening."
Very promptly the treasurer replied,"Good evening," but unable to see the form,
and feeling that no one with right intentions should be addressing him at such a
time, he turned to the right and walked on his way up the pavement.
To his exceeding discomfort he realized that he was being followed, and as the
tread of the pursuing footsteps sounded close behind, the voice spoke again.
"Excuse me, sir, but who preached tonight?"
Looking backward the treasurer saw the form of the man, but could not see his
face. He replied:
"No one preached, sir; we had a number of missionary addresses."
In another moment the man had reached his side, and looking up the treasurer
discovered to his horror that the man's face was covered with a black mask.
At once it flashed upon him that the man had spotted him during the preceding
days as he had walked to and from the church with the missionary cash box in his
hand, and now knowing that there had been an additional collection, had
determined to waylay the cash bearer and rob him.
With the thought came at the same time the realization of his own helplessness.
The streets were dark and forsaken, the people of the town all home by this time
in bed, while the man who walked by his side was both taller and heavier.
Moreover, he could not tell at what time the masked man would strike or shoot
him down.
There was a single light twinkling in a residence, the gallery of which came
down to the edge of the brick walk. The first impulse of the treasurer was to
step quickly on the porch, ring the bell, and ask to remain there for the night,
as he knew the family. But a second thought came up, why be alarmed so soon? and
one should be ashamed to run before a single attack has been made upon him. So
the house was passed, and the two walked farther up the dark avenue together.
As they reached the next corner, the preacher looked down the street on the left
hand which led south. With the exception of a single light gleaming through a
door or window in the distance, the thoroughfare was black. Two blocks away a
large wooden bridge spanned a deep railroad cut, and beyond that were some empty
lots with a few scattering houses which lay between the bridge and the suburban
house where the subject of this narrative was entertained. Darkness lay over it
all.
Of course it was evident now to the mind of the preacher that the plan of the
robber was to accompany him beyond the bridge, and somewhere on the road among
the lonely lots, shoot, or strike him down, and make off with the box of money
which he believed his victim still had in charge.
The treasurer hesitated a moment at the corner, scarcely knowing what to do,
when the masked man asked:
"Which way are you going?"
"I shall take this street toward the bridge," was the answer, with the hope that
the unwelcome companion would say that he intended going straight on. Instead,
he replied:
"I'll go along with you."
And so he did, walking silently by his side. As they proceeded down the street
together, thought was busy in the mind of the preacher as to what was best to be
done. There was no sign of a watchman, and everybody seemed to have gone to bed.
What could be done!
Suddenly he conceived a plan, and acted upon it. They were nearing the solitary
light which issued from an open door and fell a narrow path of brightness on the
pavement before them. He felt that if he passed that border of radiance and went
out into the shadowy and forsaken streets beyond the bridge he would be
murdered, and no one ever be the wiser as to how and by whom it was done. If he
was knocked down and robbed of the two hundred dollars in his pocket which the
chairman of the board had given him to present to one of the conference
missionaries at the house where he was staying, many would not believe in his
story, and he would have a cloud to rest upon him all the rest of his life.
So just as they got opposite the door, the preacher, without a moment's
hesitation, suddenly turned and walked through it into the building and left his
companion evidently astonished at the unexpected movement on the street.
The place proved to be several things in one. On the left side was a fancy
grocery store, on the right curtained stalls for eating, while a barroom with
green blinds was in the rear. Not a soul was in front, but voices could be heard
from behind the screen in the saloon. The air was impregnated with whisky, and
the thick and stammering language of the unseen speakers, showed unmistakably
that the owners thereof were well on the way to intoxication, if not already
there.
At this moment the man on the street entered, and the mask was still on his
face. Stepping up to the preacher he asked in a voice trembling with anger,
"What do you mean by coming in here?"
The minister said quietly but firmly,
"I came in to get rid of you. You annoy me." As he said this he threw his cloak
back over his shoulders so that though still buttoned at the neck it hung down
his back. This was done carelessly, but also designedly, that the man might see
that the tin box was not on hand. And this he did see, and the recognition was
evident to the preacher in spite of the mask.
By this time the owner of the store hearing voices in front, came forward
attended by two men who were evidently far gone in liquor. As the young preacher
looked on the coarse, bestial face of the saloon-keeper, took note of the two
drunken men, and then his eye fell again upon the masked man, who strange to say
did not leave, and did not unmask, his heart sank at the thought of his
surroundings and company at such an hour and so far from any friend or earthly
assistance. He felt as he looked at them all that he could expect no help from
any one of them.
One additional fact that made his heart sink still lower, was that he saw a
swift glance of recognition or intelligence of some kind pass between the masked
man and the others. Not a syllable of surprise was uttered by one of the three
that a fourth man had on a black mask which only allowed his eyes to be seen.
The saloon-keeper turned to the preacher and said shortly,
"What will you have?"
His reply was,
"I came in here to get rid of this man, who persists in following me."
In answer to this the man with the face covering whirled upon the speaker and
gave him a fearful cursing. Dreadful as it was, there was nothing to do but to
take it.
Finally the man exhausted his fury and profane vocabulary, and concluded with
the words that the preacher might go home, or to the bottom of the pit for what
he cared, that he did not want anything to do with him one way or the other.
The preacher endured the abuse trying as it was, being shrewd enough to see that
it was a venting of spleen and a covering up of the would be thief's
disappointment at the absence of the tin box.
So feeling that it was not more dangerous to go than to remain in such a place,
he walked out of the store and with a rapid step struck out for the railroad
bridge. He fully expected to be followed, and had the curious sensation in the
back and along the spinal cord that some one was pursuing him and ready to
strike or stab him.
When he gained the bridge he glanced back, but could see no one. Even the light
had disappeared by the closing of the door, or by having been extinguished.
He crossed the bridge, and entered the gloomy, empty lots, and walked swiftly
along the sparsely settled road with its few houses standing back in their
yards, while the sensation still played like invisible fingers on the nerves,
testifying by a language of touches that some one was following closely in the
dark.
At last, after having trudged a distance of nearly a half dozen blocks, the
preacher reached the gate, entered the yard, and stood on the gallery of the
house owned by his host. By the light streaming out of the transom, and voices
inside, he knew that the family and other ministerial guests had not retired.
Never did light look more beautiful, nor voices sound sweeter.
He rapped on the door, and was not heard at first because of the hum of
conversation. The creeping sensation in the backbone testified to unpassed
danger, and the nervous glance of the eye backward revealed a dark object moving
near the gate. Again the preacher knocked, and this time louder. Some one
approached from within, the door opened, and the hunted man stepped in from the
dark, chilly night, into the warm, bright room filled with loving friends while
a cheerful fire crackled on the hearth. Never did lamp and fire look brighter
and people appear more attractive and delightful.
A great black mantle of anxiety and even dread slipped from off his shoulders on
the gallery, the door was closed upon it, and the preacher sat down with the
family and guests in comfort and safety, with such a feeling of mental relief,
gladness of heart, and gratitude to God for divine protection and deliverance,
that no words could possibly describe.
After a few minutes the strange occurrences of the night were related to the
group, who had purposely sat up waiting for the arrival of the preacher and were
wondering at his long delay.
While he told the history of the night, a deep silence fell upon all; and when
the conclusion was reached, the unanimous conviction and expressed opinion was
that God had delivered his servant from a deadly peril.
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CHAPTER 12
A PASTORAL ROUND
The church to which a certain preacher was appointed by the conference was
languishing and even dying for pastoral work. It had been favored with gifted
men, with scholars and orators, but these brethren had preferred their studies
and libraries, with pen and pencil, to the house-to-house visiting that was
needed.
Then there had been one or two ministers who were neither preachers nor pastors,
so the charge had gone steadily down, and a corporal's guard of an audience
remained where once had been a large congregation.
The new preacher found this to be the state of things on his arrival, and also
discovered that two-thirds of the membership lived in the country from one to
seven miles. To cap the climax, the remnant or faithful few left in town were
financially unable to provide him with horse or vehicle to hunt up the missing
and absent ones.
He lost no time in fruitless regrets and complaints. His heart burned to see the
work of God revive, and a great tenderness filled his breast for the wandering
sheep of the fold. He determined to go after them, and to do it on foot. The
people must be gotten back to the house of God, and to Christ.
His first walk over fields, through woodlands, and along country lanes, extended
from the suburbs to quite a number of miles as he pushed farther and farther,
with each trip, to reach the people who had left the church, forgotten duty, and
were going farther astray all the time as the years went by. If they would not
come to him, he would go to them. And he did.
One day he started out on one of his rounds. It was a cold afternoon, with a
bleak wind cutting his face and occasional flurries of snow filling the air. He
visited from house to house beyond the corporation lines, getting farther and
farther from town, while the roads became white with the increasing snow, the
dusk settled upon the landscape, and the distant lights of the town glimmered
faintly over the darkening fields.
He spent a half an hour with each family, engaged in kindly talk about their
temporal welfare, then passed into spiritual conversation, concluding the visit
with a brief passage from the Scriptures and a tender, unctuous prayer in the
midst of the family, who knelt around him. Arising from his knees with his eyes
wet, he would find the eyes of the others moistened like his own, and sometimes
with faces bathed with tears.
A number of visits had thus been paid when the black night found him several
miles from town, knocking at the door of still another house. It was the home of
a local preacher who had become hurt and soured over church affairs and was now
absenting himself from any and all meetings. When in response to the knock he
opened the door and saw his new preacher standing on the threshold, with a black
night and heavy snow storm for a background, he was astounded and could scarcely
utter the words which, as they came from his lips, were spoken as if a full
period came after each.
"Why--what--on earth--brings--you--out such--a--night--as--this?"
The simple response of the preacher was,
"I am after my Lord's sheep."
There was that in the quiet, loving answer that went like an arrow to the local
preacher's heart, for with dimmed eyes and broken voice he put his arm around
the visitor, drew rather than led him into the room, and placed him in an easy
chair before a great cheery fire that was blazing up the chimney.
It was a large family circle and all seemed strangely touched and drawn to the
man of God who had come to see them through such weather, and not only that, but
to spend the night. He walked right into every one of their hearts that evening,
even before the time for family prayer. The singing of the old time Methodist
hymns in the fire-side worship sounded in sweet contrast to the rushing storm
outside. All were remembered by name in the prayer that followed, and heaven
came very near. They all felt shut in with God, and the hard lines that had been
gathering on the local preacher's face for several years back were wiped out
that night.
Next morning, when he stood with his family on the porch, saying good-bye to
their pastor, who intended pushing on still farther in the country after the
scattered sheep of his flock, there was a look in his face that had not been
there for many months. Waving his hand to the departing preacher, he cried out,
"We will all be in to church next Sunday, rain or shine."
The preacher smiled back at the group, and was not a whit surprised at the
promise. He had seen real pastoral medicine tried before and he felt in his soul
that Christ had this family in his love and grasp again.
The snow had ceased falling and now lay deep everywhere. The clouds lay in
thick, ashen gray bands over the sky, and the wind, now veered into the north,
was so keen and bitter that not a human being could be seen in field or upon the
road.
This state of things, however, was in agreement with and for the furtherance of
his plans. He wanted to see the men as well as the women and children of his
flock. And now he knew he would find them all housed, for the snow was too deep
and the weather too severe for them to do any outside work. And he so found
them.
He trudged across the white frozen fields all day, breaking through the icy
crust, knocking off the snow in fleecy showers from the fences he climbed,
opening ice-clad gates, and astonishing many families by his unexpected
appearance on foot and alone, but leaving them later all drawn to him, and
better still to his Saviour, by his evident interest in and love for them. His
closing prayer, in which he often individualized each member of the family,
pleading for their happiness, usefulness, prosperity and salvation, invariably
melted them, and almost without exception left the entire family in tears.
Women with a baby in arms and smaller tots hanging on to their dress stood in
the door with a pleased smile and asked him to come again. The shamefaced father
or husband would at times follow him to the gate or bars, chewing a pine
splinter, and looking like he wanted to get something off his mind and heart,
but did not know which end of the matter to take hold of for the verbal lift.
Observing the embarrassing silence, the preacher took the large brown hand in
his and said just as he was leaving,
"I hope I will see you at church next Sunday?" When the reply came like a pistol
shot,
"I'll be there."
And he was.
At the hour of sunset the preacher found himself seven miles from home in the
heart of a great pine forest. The snow lay outspread around him like a vast
white carpet, the trunks of the great pines shot up in the air over an hundred
feet high, while every leaf was encased in glittering ice. The tree trunks
looked like the pillars of a majestic temple, and the wind sighing through their
tops flung down upon him from this natural aeolian harp the sweetest and yet
most weird of music. Just then there was a rift in a cloud in the west and the
sunlight dashed for a few minutes through the grove and fairly transfigured the
spot, beautiful as it was before. The tree tops had become a roof of diamonds
and the tree trunks pillars of rosy light.
The man stood enraptured at the vision and crying out:
"Lord, what a temple of glory in which to worship Thee," he stretched himself
out on the snow in prayer, praise and adoration. His heart was on fire and he
scarcely felt the chill of the frozen ground with its cold covering.
Later on he stood up, drinking in the beauty and solemnity of the scene, until
the light began to pale, the trees looked spectral and the sigh up in mid-air
sounded more lonesome than ever.
Suddenly the thought came to him like an injected whisper:
"Who knows where you are? Who cares where you are? Others of your brethren are
in easy places today, and here you are hunting up poor people all day, and at
nightfall in the woods, tired, hungry, cold, and hardly knowing where you are
and which direction to take. The very city that asked for you has already
forgotten you. Who knows where you are, and who cares?"
The dejection lasted only a minute, for swiftly the sweet thought seemed to be
shot into the mind and from there sank into the heart,
"Jesus knows."
An ineffable gladness at once swept into him and a glory indescribable filled
the shadowy woods.
Looking up he said; "Lord, which way shall I go?"
He had hardly uttered this when he heard a cock crow in the distance. Going in
the direction of the sound, he came out in ten minutes upon a field with a house
in the center containing two rooms with an open hall connecting the two. The
dwelling and little farm proved to belong to one of his church members.
In this home he made seven new warm friends, consisting of the father, mother,
and five children. In the country where the people hear rarely from the outside
world a visitor is always welcome, but when he is a Christian, and one's own
pastor at that, he is doubly welcome.
The evening meal was simple, consisting of bread, hominy, pork and milk. Grace
was said and all ate with thankful hearts. Afterward, when gathered around the
fire, there was a little talk about the great busy world, considerably more
about the church in town, its melancholy condition, etc., and then some tender,
but close conversation about what the Savior was to each one of us.
Then came the hour of family worship. The wind roared down the wide mud chimney
and gusts of smoke would be driven into the room where they knelt, but there was
a holy fire burning in the soul of the preacher and the smoke ascending through
the grimy rafters looked to his warm heart like clouds of incense from a holy
altar and like the glory that used to come down and fill God's tabernacle.
He was placed to sleep at bedtime in the room across the hall. Great cracks
yawned between the logs which made the four walls of the apartment, and the cold
wind swept through and over him all night, but the arms of Jesus were about him
and he slept or rested as sweetly as a child in the cradle, and far more
comfortably than some of earth, whose beds are of down, but whose pillows are of
thorns.
The next morning, the third day out, the preacher set his face townward and
homeward, but returned by a different road.
There had come a sudden change of weather early that morning; the sun shone
brightly and warmly and there was a great thaw. Through the soft snow and slush
and mud he pulled his way along, going from house to house with his half-hour
visits, which he invariably terminated with the Word of God and prayer. He
reserved the home of a noted infidel for his last call, as a kind of dessert to
the varied meal of which he had been partaking.
The man lived two miles from town, had not been to church for many years, and
was given up as a hard case. The preacher knew this, but undaunted knocked at
the door at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. The man, like all the rest who had been
visited, was astonished. He was surprised in the first place that a preacher
should come to see him, and marvelled to behold him on foot and in such a day.
He was evidently taken aback, when he asked,
"What brings you out on such a day and so far from town?" the preacher replied,
"To see you, Brother Scott." The voice was full of kindness and he had called
him Brother Scott, an old, hardened, profane sinner!
The man' s well-known boldness and confidence were now all gone, and with a
nervous, embarrassed air and a husky voice he asked the minister to come in.
Maybe he felt the warm, loving spirit which filled his guest; perhaps the
kindness and interest showed in him by walking so far to see him touched his
heart. Anyhow the preacher saw with a quick glance that the lines of the man's
face were softened, and so turning to him he said,
"Brother Scott, I have called on you because I love your soul and because I was
once far off from God and no one came to help me."
He then with heaven-anointed tongue told the silent man how once he was living
in sin, and going to ruin, that he had not been to church in years and no one
seemed to care for his soul, that right in the midst of that kind of life God
touched his heart and he found his soul longing for peace and pardon and yet not
knowing how to get it, how he wrote to his mother about his determination to do
better, and she wrote him in reply to commence praying; how he did it in
ignorance and discouragement, with all kinds of difficulties in his way, and how
one morning while praying, all humbled and looking to Christ, the blessing of
salvation came, and God filled his soul with a blessed sense of pardon and such
peace, joy and love that he cried out and wept aloud in the presence of his
wife.
He had proceeded thus far when, happening to look at the infidel, he saw the
tears running down his cheeks. The man seemed ashamed of his emotion and
stepping quickly to the door, went out on the gallery and began to halloo loudly
to some person in the field. The fact was that there was no one there, but the
whole procedure was a ruse to get away from the speaker, break the strange spell
that was upon him and recover his self-control in the cold, fresh air outside.
On his return from calling the imaginary individual, his face had become
stone-like again. But nothing daunted, the preacher begged him to kneel down
with him in prayer, and down he went, while God filled the room with His holy
presence. In parting the man of God asked the infidel if he would come to
church, and he said he would.
There was one more place the preacher felt like visiting before rounding up his
pastoral trip, and that was a large deserted camp ground, one mile from town and
on still another road. So cutting across the fields, and crossing a broad,
foaming branch or creek on a log, and climbing a steep hill, and then with a
descent upon the other side, he came upon the empty and silent camp ground with
its rows of wooden cottages and central tabernacle.
He walked along one of the streets past the closed and barred tents, and
entering the great auditorium, passed down one of its steep aisles to the altar
below. Here he sat a great while in the shadows of the waning afternoon,
drinking in the stillness of the sacred place, recalling the scenes of glory he
had beheld there and thinking of the godly people he had met, worshiped with,
and rejoiced with, around this very altar.
They were all far away now. The empty benches were mutely, but painfully
eloquent. The pain that comes from beholding a place alone, where one has
previously been, and happy with others, was upon him. Looking up he said,
"Lord, they are all scattered and gone, but you are here. You never leave your
servants," and down he went on the sawdust in the altar, face downward and at
full length.
What a time he had! The campmeeting of the year before was nothing to the glory
which God poured into his soul.
He must have been there bowed in worship fully an hour. Then arising he talked
to the Saviour, as one speaks to a friend, face to face. What a conversation it
was! What a communion of flame! The old Tabernacle seemed to be filled with a
heavenly presence and all sense of loneliness was utterly gone.
After a while he arose, went up the hill, and down the road towards town. On
reaching it he learned that some one had been very sick in his absence, that the
messengers had scoured the country for him in every direction, but they could
not overtake him. They heard of him everywhere, but could not find him.
It was all right that they did not. The Lord did not intend that they should. He
knew that the sickness was not unto death and He wanted His scattered sheep
visited and fed. So God saw to it that His servant finished his pastoral round
before he heard of the sickness.
The preacher had been gone three days. Many homes had been visited and hundreds
of people talked and prayed with. Very gracious also were some of the fruits of
that single pastoral campaign in the reclamation and salvation of souls.
One result, however, was noticed by everybody, and seen at once, and that was
such a crowd at church on the following Sunday as had not been beheld since the
day of its dedication. Wagons, carriages and buggies lined the street in front
and the road that ran on the side of the church. Horses nickered and mules
brayed in chorus, while all the benches in the meeting house were filled,
hundreds of cordial hand grasps were given, hearts melted, eyes filled, and
Arlington, Dundee and Old Hundred were sung with an unction and volume that sent
a wave of astonishment over the neighborhood and a still bigger billow of glory
up to heaven.
Of course there were some present who did not understand and wondered at the
great gathering, but others knew, and while receiving the bread of life from the
pastor's lips that day, had a mental picture of a lonely black-robed figure
toiling over the fields and flitting along snow-covered roads, with a look in
his face that translated meant, "I seek the Lord's sheep that are lost."
One brother delivered himself in the churchyard before driving off with his
family. He spoke oracularly, if not originally. Waving his whip in the air, and
nodding his head to a group of church members, he said, "It never fails,
gentlemen. A house going preacher makes a church going people." And they all
said, Amen.
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CHAPTER 13
THE CHILDREN
A house without children never looks like a real home. It certainly can not be
one to him who has studied the meaning of the word, and it ceases to feel like
one when the little ones have grown up, gone away, or been taken to heaven.
A friend of the author had a beautiful home, but his three sons and two
daughters were all grown and departed. Two of the sons and the daughters were
married and lived in far distant cities, and the youngest boy of eighteen was a
prodigal wandering afar off, they knew not where. The home was a luxurious one,
but it was empty. The shouts, songs, voices, steps of the children had first
changed in character and then died away altogether. The father, now with
whitened hair, felt the loneliness keenly, but had his business cares to blunt
the pain. The mother wandered restlessly through the house all day. Again and
again the father found her standing before the pictures of the children as they
hung upon the walls of the parlor or in the bedrooms.
One day he said to her as he thus discovered her with eyes full of tears fixed
on the portrait of the absent prodigal boy;
"Wife, what are you crying about? What is the matter with you these days,
wandering about the house like a ghost?"
Turning to him with trembling lips and great tears rolling down her cheeks, she
replied:
"Husband, aren't the children gone?"
In a city in California where we spent a few days, we became impressed with a
mansion that stood solitary and most of the time silent near where we boarded.
It showed but little life and stir at any time, and never did we see a child.
Once we had occasion to go through the large yard, and passed a corner shaded
with crepe myrtle trees, that had long ago been a playground for the children.
We saw a small bat almost covered with the soil lying on the ground. Evidently
many months had passed since the little hand had played ball with the forgotten
piece of wood on the grass.
But that which most deeply touched the heart was the sight of a tiny grave, ten
or twelve inches long, with a marble slab at the head, and on it engraved the
words:
"Here Lies Bunnie."
The miniature tomb of the domestic pet was only a few feet from where the bat
lay. Many rains had stained the one and almost buried the other." "Bunnie" had
evidently died first, and his little master doubtless used to play around the
tomb and remember his pet. It was pathetic to see the bat so near the grave.
Then by and by the boy himself went--whether to the grave, or to some distant
place to live, we could not tell--only that both were gone and both seemed now
forgotten.
We walked away with a misty feeling in the eyes and a choking sensation in the
throat which we had trouble with for some hours.
In a town in Florida, we overlooked from our room window at the hotel, another
such stripped home as described.
The garden was filled with a profusion of southern flowers. The large back yard
was beautifully shaded with great water oaks and rustling magnolias. The spring
sunshine fell like a glory over it all. But there were no children to be seen.
That they once had been there we found out by an affecting circumstance.
Out in the branches of one of the smaller trees and near the flowers the
servants hung a parrot in its cage every morning. Soon we noticed that he was
calling the names of children. Clear and distinct over the flowers and through
the trees came to our window the words," Willie!" then, "Annie!" later on,"
Charlie!" after a pause, "Minnie!"
Sometimes the bird would repeat one of the names several times before going to
another, and this with the waiting after each call as if expecting an answer,
made the sound unspeakably affecting
The history of the case was that two of the children had died and two had been
taken North to live. The household pet, who had watched them play and enjoyed
their sports from his airy perch many months, had been left behind with a part
of the family. But he missed the children and kept calling for them.
The servant maid scolded him at times, but it had no effect. As she went back
into the house, and he was left out in the yard alone, the old calls would come
pealing over the garden to our window -- "Charlie!" "Minnie!" "Annie!" "Willie!"
until our heart felt sick and sore.
We wondered if Charlie and Minnie away up in the North ever recalled their pet
to mind, if they were as faithful to his memory as he was to theirs. Somehow we
thought of Longfellow's poem that we have always considered a gem. One verse
alone is a perfect picture:
"The large Newfoundland house dog
Stands watching at the door;
He is looking for his little playmates,
Who will return no more."
When a small lad, the writer used to follow his mother up into the large attic
of our home, where trunks and many other things were stored. It was always a
dark, mysterious and solemn place to him as a boy, and a certain occurrence
which he beheld there more than once did not lessen at all its melancholy
influence. That occurrence would be the bitter weeping of his mother over one of
these open trunks. With wondering childish eyes we would creep near, hearing her
sobs, and find her with a tiny little sock or shoe in her lap; or she had come
across the rattle of the baby now under the sod, or find the cap or ball or some
plaything of a little fellow who had been asleep under the cedars in the
cemetery for twenty years.
God bless the children. How they break up our selfish lives and melt our cold
hearts while with us in the world, and how they draw us after them with cords of
tender power when they have slipped away into heaven.
It is marvelous how empty their going away makes the house, and indeed the world
itself. And it is equally wonderful how dear and homelike heaven seems to the
soul when the little ones of the household have gone up to walk the golden
streets and live with the angels.
God grant that we may all meet the children again. We can not afford to be
parted from them and see them no more.
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CHAPTER 14
BOYS
The study of children is a very fascinating occupation of the mind to me. It
seems to grow upon me as I become older, and I find myself often pausing in my
walks to watch them trooping home from school, or gathered in merry shouting
bands in the streets at play. It might be difficult to tell just why the heart
gets tender and the eyes misty as we observe the eager little fellows all
absorbed in their own conversation and games. What is there in the sight of
those gray and brown jackets, well-worn knee pants, bundles of school books,
faces flushed with exercise, and those glad resounding calls and cries, to make
one's heart soften and eyes brim over?
Maybe there is a sudden vision of one's own boyhood, a swift recollection of
days as bright and free from care. Or there is a boy of your own of their age
far away from your presence and protection; or there is a little fellow whose
voice used to ring out like these upon the streets and in the yard, but who is
now in heaven, God having taken him from you. Or the tenderness may come from
the thought of how much in the line of sorrow and labor and pain awaits these
romping, merry little players on the street. Whatever may be the cause, the
interest is there, tender heart, misty eyes and all.
It does not take much to make a true, genuine boy happy. A pocket knife and a
dog satisfies many of them thoroughly for years. The deep friendship existing
between the lad and his pet is to me one of the most touching of spectacles.
There seems to be an understanding and a communion between them. I have beheld a
boy in trouble go to his dog for a silent but not less real consolation. Pretty
soon he would be seen with his arm around the animal's neck, or his head resting
upon the shaggy, reclining body. The dog seemed to understand the whole matter,
and bent himself to the task of winning a smile from his young master. It would
not be long before the merry peal of laughter would be heard floating in the
air, and boy and dog would be seen going off together more than ever
inseparable.
A few days since, in one of my evening rambles about the town, I saw a lad
playing ball in the side yard of his home, while his dog lay in the grass
watching him. The boy was throwing the ball against the side of the brick wall
and catching it as it rebounded. Two things about the scene amused and yet
touched me: one was the dog's evident interest in the game and his approval of
the way his young master was managing the whole thing, and the second was the
boy's perfect contentedness with the companionship of the dog. He seemed to care
for no other friend or spectator.
I have often watched with deep interest two or three little fellows standing in
front of a large show window, and in deep consultation over the mysteries
therein displayed. I would gladly have given a great deal to hear their remarks.
Of course, when it is a display of confectionery we are in no doubt about the
topic. We have frequently seen ragged and hungry children trying to take in a
satisfying meal thus through the eyes. Once in London, about eight years ago, I
was approaching Fleet street when I saw a little fellow standing before the show
window of a confectionery. The display of tarts, pies, cakes, bon bons and rosy
apples must have been very trying to him. The figure before me was small and
ragged, and the attitude pathetic. He was looking and inwardly wishing, but
expecting nothing. I had just purchased a fine red apple for my own eating, but
as my eyes fell on the wistful figure before me I changed my plan. Stealing up
quietly behind the child I gently pushed the apple between his arm and body and
then upward that his eyes might fall upon it. His eyes did drop, and when he saw
the beautiful fruit there was first a look of astonishment, which gave way at
once to one of pleasure and gratitude as he saw my smile and heard me say, "It
is yours." As the little fellow sunk his teeth deep in the fruit and walked
away, I felt the juice of the apple on my own palate, and I have thought and
said since that the most delicious apple I ever ate was one that a little boy
masticated for me years ago on the streets of London.
While I was in New England, some weeks ago, I read in the columns of one of the
large dailies concerning a little boy nine years of age, living in New Mexico,
who had accidentally shot and killed his only brother, who was two years younger
than himself. The unfortunate father was a minister of the gospel and on my
coming into New Mexico he had me to spend one or two days with him and his
church. I saw the yard in which the accidental shot had been fired and the poor
little unconscious victim picked up. The father and I took a long walk together.
He showed me a tree far beyond the suburbs of the town, where the two boys, who
were devoted to each other, had been praying and singing hymns together just
three days before the melancholy affair took place. A quarter of a mile further,
in a sandy, rock-strewn, wind-swept and treeless cemetery, I was shown the grave
of the slain lad. Ascending the sides of the foot hills close by, the father and
I knelt together in prayer. But my thoughts and prayer went out mainly for the
living brother, who had been sent away some hundreds of miles to school.
Next day I left to hold a meeting in a town ninety miles away. The father showed
his spiritual wisdom in sending for his boy to attend this meeting. So when one
morning I saw the father, daughter and son walking in together, my heart swelled
with emotions that would be very hard to put on paper. The very sight of the lad
with his clear, manly face, the memory of the awful deed his little hands had
unwittingly committed, the fear that Satan would in future years bring shadow
and misery upon him, the great desire that the preaching would get hold of him
and be an eternal deliverance as well as blessing to him--all these things so
filled my thoughts and moved my heart that I began speaking with a choking
utterance. Time after time as I looked at the boy, I would experience this
choking sensation, while my heart continually ascended to God to bless the lad.
When I called for penitents and seekers, he was the first at the altar. In
another moment his father was by his side. For four days the child came to the
altar night and morning. Each time I went to him, praying with and talking to
him, my arm about his form, and again and again I found him weeping, saw he was
really seeking, and, better than this, saw him obtain what he wanted. After
this, while working in the altar, I used to notice him in the corner of the
church poring over his Bible. On the eighth day his sister, sixteen years old,
yielded to the influence of the Word and came rushing to the altar. At once I
saw him leave his seat and fall down by her side. When I reached them his sobs
in her behalf were most touching to hear, as he knelt with one arm around her,
while his face was buried in the other. Dear little fellow, may the Lord forever
keep the shadow out of his life and make him a power for God and humanity.
Can any one explain the deep emotion felt in listening to several hundred
children singing? We have heard a thousand grown people engaged in song in a
body together without any special movement of the heart, but we have never
listened to a band of children sing without being profoundly affected. It
matters not whether it is a national anthem, or one of the popular street songs,
or some special piece for the occasion, we invariably melt as we hearken to the
childish voices going up together at one of their school commencements.
Perhaps the appearance of their present happy lot, and the knowledge of the
hard, rough, cruel ways of the world before them, as yet untrod and unknown, is
one reason. Perhaps also the certainty of the thought that many of them are
going to be heart-broken in this life, and still others make everlasting
shipwreck of character and the soul itself, adds to the peculiar burden.
Anyhow their bright, eager faces, fresh and pure lives, and innocent voices
invariably bring to us a heart-melting and eye-filling experience.
The little fellows may not always be with us, but it pays anyhow to be patient
with and kind to them. They have so much to learn. Everything is so new and
strange to them, and oftentimes what is called a fault is simply ignorance.
Even if God spares them to us, and they grow up and go off in the wide, wide
world to make their living, the memory of harsh words and a single cruel blow
will be a perpetual ache to the heart. They will get enough of hard treatment
without ours.
We read once of a father who, being much engrossed in his literary work, not
only spoke roughly to his little boy pleading for something by his side, but
dealt him a hasty blow with his hand.
The child perfectly heart-broken, withdrew at once. The father labored on at his
desk, but could accomplish nothing. His ideas that had been flowing before, now
utterly ceased. He could see but one picture between him and his manuscript, and
that was first the pleading and then the grieved, sorrow-stricken face of his
little boy. A great load bowed down his heart. He kept saying, "The child ought
to know better than to annoy me when I am at my work." But the tearful face
would not pass away.
After nearly an hour spent in the fruitless effort to write, he laid aside his
pen and sought the child, whose mother had been dead for months. He was not in
the hall, nor on the porch, nor in the parlor. Nor could he hear his voice
anywhere. The whole house was still.
Remembering an apartment that had been set aside for him as a playroom, the
father, walking softly, found the little fellow asleep on the floor.
Before falling into slumber the child had gathered some of his simple playthings
and, going into a corner, tried to obtain comfort from them. With his father
angry, the rough word, the slap, and order to go away, the world looked very
dark to the little one, and his only hope for consolation was in his toys.
There they were around where he slept. He had five or six shells in a row, and
some pebbles he had gathered in a walk, in another row. There stood his little,
squatty rubber doll with his round comical face and two of his picture books.
But the funny looking doll could not win a smile from his young owner today, and
the shells and picture books had lost their charm. The child had gone to sleep
grieving; the eyelashes were heavy with unshed drops; the face was stained with
tears; one had dropped on the palm of his hand on which his cheek rested, and
each moment or so the little fellow gave a kind of shivering sigh or sob in his
sleep.
Tenderly gathering him in his arms, the father carried him to his study and laid
him still asleep on a soft lounge near his desk. His own tears fell fast upon
the child, whose patient sorrow and suffering completely melted him.
Sometimes the little fellows trip away from us into heaven. It is surprising to
see the number of small graves in the cemetery. Until death comes one can not
realize how empty and desolate the translation of a child into the skies can
make a large house.
We recall the experience of a gentleman who lost his only child, a little boy of
eight years of age. In speaking of it, he said:
"Wife and I, when the evening comes on, and the lamps are lighted, sit on
opposite sides of the fireplace and think of him and talk about him with aching
hearts. This is the hour he would come in from the yard or street where he had
been at play. We know his little form is out in the cemetery, and yet we find
ourselves listening still and waiting for him.
"Sometimes there has been a merry, boyish shout, so much like his voice, ringing
from the street and echoing in the hall, that we have started up with beating
hearts in the wild, sudden hope that he had come back. Then with a groan we
would remember the little grave on the hillside and sink back in our chairs with
a rush of blinding tears. Oh, that he could come back and put his little arms
around our necks once more. Oh, to have him track up the hall with his muddy
shoes, tease me for my knife, and beg me to fly his kite as of old. Dear, dear
boy, we did not dream, with all our love for him, that he had bound us with so
many and such tender cords of affection and devotion.
"We wonder if he ever thinks of us in that beautiful land on high. Does he ever
yearn to see us as we crave with breaking hearts to see him."
We recall a certain busy time in our life, when not only the tongue was in
frequent demand before the public, but the pen had to fly for hours each day at
home.
A certain little toddler in the family, aged about eighteen months, assumed that
it was his privilege to break in at any time on these busy hours in the Study.
He would escape from the notice of the family and his unsteady steps could
instantly be recognized coming down the gallery to the room at the remote end,
which had been fitted up as a kind of preacher's office or library. The room
itself was a foot or more higher than the floor of the gallery.
The writer at his desk could hear the little uncertain footfalls approaching,
could tell when he reached the door, and then, perfectly unable to write, would
listen to the soft chubby fist striking several little blows at the bottom of
the door. Not a word would be said on either side for several seconds, and then
would come another soft beating of the tiny hand on the door.
It was no use, the pressing work had to be given up, the writing postponed.
Somebody at the door, perfectly conscious of his power, was preparing to give
the third series of knocks, when the door opened and he found himself lifted up
and hugged tight in the arms of his father.
Somehow the postponed labor was performed afterwards, though at times it
required a work deep in the night. But better than all, the father has been glad
many times, since God took the little one to the skies, that the solemn-eyed,
loving little fellow was never turned away a single time from the door. His
gentle little knock was always honored.
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CHAPTER 15
A YOUNG MAN'S DEATH
There is always something exceedingly pathetic to the writer in the spectacle of
death. The tossing head, the heavy sighs, the restless movement of the limbs,
and later, the gasping, lessening breath, are all unspeakably affecting. The
last two or three respirations, that have a tremulous sound, remind us of the
stifled sob of a tired, grieved child. Then when you had thought all was over,
comes the last shivering sigh, the wearied breast sinks to rise no more, the
chin droops, and then is seen the heart-sickening spectacle of it rising again
and making a vain, last effort to bring air through the mouth into the exhausted
lung. But there is not another breath. The chin falls again, and the eyes assume
a fixed look as if gazing at things in eternity. The silver cord has been
loosed, the golden bowl is broken, the pitcher broken at the fountain, and the
mourners go about the streets. Another life is ended on earth forever.
Sad is the sight of death when viewed coming upon the aged, but it is peculiarly
affecting when witnessed in the young. The old must die, and many of them are
glad to go. We expect them by the laws of nature to leave us. But for the young
to lie down in the grave is a pathetic happening for a number of reasons.
When the writer was a pastor in a town in, Mississippi, a physician requested
him to call on a young traveling agent who was dying at a hotel in the place. He
had arrived several days before a well man, was suddenly stricken down with
disease, and had been informed by the doctor that day that he was a dying man.
The wife had been telegraphed for, but the indications were that death would
arrive before she did. Sadder still he was an unsaved man.
We found the sufferer in a single-roomed office that was located back of the
hotel in a little vineyard. It had been fitted up as a bedroom, and was both
cool and quiet.
The patient was something like thirty-five years of age. We found him with his
head propped up on several pillows, and his eyes fixed in a steady gaze through
the open window, at the leaves that were playing in the summer breeze on the
sides of the vine-covered arbor. We doubt not that his view went further than
the shaded walk, and reached his far away household, and back to his childhood
home, and all along the side of desecrated Sabbaths, neglected churches,
despised bibles, forgotten vows, and myriads of sins.
It must have been a heart-rending gaze, judging by the melancholy face we saw
when we entered; and it was a sight that must have profoundly absorbed him, for
he did not hear our step when we entered. He must have been looking for Death to
come up the walk. Perhaps he was wondering also whether he would see the form of
his wife approaching before Death arrived.
As he turned to behold us, when we spoke something to him, he still had that
anxious look in his eyes, and bore one of the saddest expressions we ever saw on
living or dying face.
We were not allowed to remain long, but after a brief and faithful conversation,
asked him to allow us to pray for him. He consented, and we were so drawn out in
his behalf that we not only agonized in supplication for him, but did so for
quite a while. The tears dripped from our face as we plead for an immortal soul,
which we felt was so close to eternity.
On arising from our knees we begged him to pardon us for having prayed so long.
His affecting reply as he fixed his sorrowful black eyes upon us was,"No one can
pray too long for me now."
As we left the room we saw his head turn again to its former position, and the
eyes resume the old melancholy watch down the shaded arbor walk, where the vine
leaves fluttered and glanced in the morning sunlight.
In a few hours two forms came up the walk; one was Death, and the other the
wife. They arrived in the order just mentioned.
We saw the bereaved woman with bowed head, in a carriage next day, following a
hearse that had in it the dead body of her husband. She was on the way to the
depot, and beginning a lonely journey of hundreds of miles back to her
fatherless children and desolated home. Many eyes were wet on that day when
people on the street glanced from the hearse, and took note of the black-robed
young woman who sat bowed and solitary in the carriage.
Another instance comes to the writer of a character somewhat different.
A mother and son living in one of our large cities had been everything to each
other. We scarcely ever witnessed greater devotion. He toiled hard as a mail
carrier to support the family. Finally he fell sick, and we doubt not it was
entirely from overwork. It proved to be a fatal stroke.
In the long illness which preceded his death, the mother scarcely ever left the
side of his bed. One day he looked at her and said,
"I feel so very sorry for you, mother."
With a choking voice she answered:
"Why, my son?"
"Because we have been everything to each other, and when I am gone you will be
so lonely, and will miss me."
Her heart was too full to reply.
At last the day of death came. Struggling for breath he gazed at her and said:
"Mother, is this death?"
Taking his hand in hers, and choking back her grief, she said:
"Yes, my son, this is death."
He lay back on the pillow pale and gasping, and then with a smile playing upon
his lips, said:
"I am ready."
As he lay thus with his eyes closed, and with the same distressing gasp for
breath, the mother bent over him and said:
"Oh, my son, have you not a comforting word for me?"
Opening his eyes with a tender and affectionate light in them he said:
"I love you, mother."
The eyes closed again. The breast heaved under a great suffocating pressure,
while the faithful mother bending over him heard him whisper:
"Almost home!"
A few moments afterward he looked up and his lips moved the last time. Anxious
to hear the faintest syllable she stooped nearer and caught the word:
"Rest!"
The breath left the body, but the eyes remained fixed on the mother with the
same old loving, devoted look. The soul had ascended, but Elijah-like, had flung
back, as it left, its own beautiful affection in the face and eyes.
In a minute more the lids drooped, and the bereaved one laying her hands upon
them closed them upon the world forever.
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CHAPTER 16
A DOWN TOWN OFFICE
On one of my trips I landed in a large city of several hundred thousand
inhabitants. Having occasion to visit a dentist I secured the name and number of
a good one, and in due time found myself on the fifth floor of a monster modern
building and wandering down the marble-floored hall to the office designated.
A young girl of seventeen, whom I caught flirting with a young man of spidery
extremities and a gosling voice, told me that Dr. Klem was absent but would be
back in a few minutes.
The waiting-room and office were both very handsomely and tastefully furnished.
Two oil paintings and several pastels hung on the walls, while easy chairs, a
richly carved table loaded with magazines, and a large upright music box were
present to contribute their diversion and consolation to the visitors who came
to pay their painful visits.
The Doctor soon arrived and at once impressed me as a man of considerable mental
force and thoroughly well bred. He had a pale, intellectual face, with dark
eyes, and black beard trimmed close, after the Vandyke style. His dress was a
business suit of iron gray, while three large links of a gold chain appeared at
his vest. His manner at once put me at ease, and in a minute impressed me with
perfect confidence in his professional ability.
As he proceeded in his work, my eye took in the lines of strength about his face
and mouth, the conviction deepening all the while that he was a man who had been
endowed with great self-control, or had learned it in some school of sorrow. I
also detected signs of physical weariness, and ventured to ask him if he was not
an overworked man.
His reply was, that frequently he was ten and twelve hours a day on his feet,
that his business had greatly increased, so that often he had missed his mid-day
meal, and frequently did night work to fulfill his engagements; that all this,
he supposed, with the bent attitude of the body in his dental task, was
doubtless telling on him.
Just then the office girl announced the presence of his wife, and the inner door
opened, causing the music both to play, by some electric connection, one of the
popular street ballads. The lady who entered was good looking, but had lost a
certain freshness hard to describe. She was thirty years of age, but looked
older. Her clothes were of the best material, but they lacked a harmonizing of
colors, while several inches of a white skirt protruded on one side. A large
lock of her blonde hair was straggling down the back of her neck, and her tan
shoes needed a polishing.
The woman had a deep wrinkle on her brow, a nervous motion of the hands, and a
querulous, almost whining tone of voice. The Doctor gravely glanced up as she
entered, and as quickly let his eyes fall on his work the next second.
"Where was Jennie when I came here an hour ago?" she almost demanded.
"She went to her luncheon," replied the husband, as he drilled with great care a
small cavity in a frail tooth.
We could hear the wife fidgeting around in the outer room. "Office so dirty,"
came the sentence like a steel arrow through the glass partition.
"Yes, the wind blew some dust up from the street through the windows, but not
much." This was said with effort, for he had delicate work on hand needing all
his attention. I wondered that the woman could not see it.
"You may think it all right, but I think the room is simply dreadful," was the
minnie-ball answer.
After this we could hear her fidgeting about the outer apartments.
"Whose porcelain box is this?"
"Mine."
"Where did you get it?"
"A gentleman friend gave it to me."
"I'll take it home for the parlor. You don't want it."
"All right," was the calm reply.
Then followed the sound of drawers being pulled open, doors of desks shut, etc.,
etc.
She had just come from a nobby restaurant and was fresh and exhilarated from a
cup of tea that had been flanked by a chicken sandwich and a large slice of
strawberry cake. The dentist had been so busy that day that he had not found
time to get his lunch. It was now nearly four o'clock and the man had a tired,
faint look in his face, though the square chin, steady eyes, and firm mouth
showed that the spirit was unconquered and was still in the line of habitual
self-control.
It took but a few glances from the patient in the chair to see that the domestic
magpie, hopping around in her faded beauty and trailing underskirt, was a
greater trial and suffering to the man than the ten hours long work without rest
or food.
He had just bought a house for her that day, and the half hour which he usually
gave to his luncheon he had spent in a lawyer's office arranging deeds that
conveyed the property as his gift to her in fee simple. This explained his
absence from the office on our first arrival.
The woman of course was glad about the property, but at the same time took it
very much as a matter of course. And here, at a time when from the nature of the
work he was doing the man needed to be perfectly unmolested, she was firing
volleys of questions at him as to when they would move, and who would move them,
what it would cost, etc., etc., etc.,
Then came the old querulous, whining tone again.
"I don't know where I'll put the base burner."
"We'll find a place."
Some more fidgeting and then,
"It's a pretty house, but oh the trouble in moving. I'm sure I'll be sick and in
bed after it's all over."
No sound but the faint drill of one of the dentist's instruments.
Then the female drill began again,
"I wonder who is going to move us? If that man Johnson does it again, we won't
have a sound piece of furniture left in the house."
"I've secured Higgins to do it," said the quiet voice of the Doctor over me.
Glancing up I thought the lines of the face were much deeper than when I first
saw them.
"Well, I suppose I must go," said the Nerve Drill in skirts. "I believe I will
run around and take a peep at the house before I go home. And, oh, don't forget
to stop at the grocer's and order a sugar-cured ham; I want some for supper. And
where do you reckon Jimmie has gone? he didn't come home from school today.
The Dentist replied to all his wife said, kindly, but with a wearied accent that
was unspeakably pathetic. The patient marvelled how he could perform the work he
was doing and stand the hoppings of that domestic magpie around the two offices
and answer the querulous notes she dropped, as she skipped and skimmed about.
By and by she left.
Later on the office girl announced a lady in the ante-room. The doctor
disappeared, and in a few moments reappeared with the request that I would
vacate the chair several minutes while he gave relief to a young lady who was
suffering from the pressure of a small gold plug.
The young lady came in, a handsome, stylish looking girl, and evidently from the
best social circles. Her tailor-made gown fitted to perfection, the plume on her
hat drooped becomingly over her dark eyes. She held an American Beauty in her
hand, which she gave to the Doctor. He placed the rose in a glass of water on a
cabinet shelf near him, and a pleased smile came over his somewhat melancholy
face for a moment.
A very excellent thing is a soft, low voice in a woman. And the girl in the
chair had it. Even when the doctor with dexterous fingers and instruments was
relieving the pressure of the gold filling in the sensitive tooth, and would put
short queries, her equally terse replies, in spite of finger gags and other
mufflers of speech, would be little murmuring sounds full of liquid music.
As she rested upon the crimson cushions of the operating chair, the lines of her
fine figure were full of grace and beauty. The aroma of the rose filled the
room, but the perfume of the flower had a greater rival in a sweeter fragrance
still, and that was the subtile, softening, refining atmosphere or influence of
a womanly woman.
A canary bird commenced singing in its cage, a south wind blew gently in through
the open window, and a hand-organ, from a distant street corner, could just be
heard playing, "The Sweetest Story ever Told."
Two months after this, in another brief visit to the city, I happened to be
passing the office and started to enter, intending to express my satisfaction
with the dental work done before and to inform Dr. Klem that on my next trip to
the city I would call upon him to make some additional touches. But as I paused
at the door I saw the Doctor was engaged, and turned away. In that moment's
pause, however, I was struck with a change I observed in him. The side of his
face was turned toward me, but its pallor was plainly noticeable from the door,
while the lines about the still strong face were graver and deeper than when I
last saw him. I noticed also that a fresh American Beauty was blooming where we
had seen him place the first flower. Several months subsequent to the scene just
mentioned, I ascended the elevator of the Big Sky Scraper and, reaching the
Doctor's floor, walked down the corridor toward his office. To my great surprise
the door was shut and locked as well. From the transom overhead I could see
there was no light in the office, but all was somber and still. There was no
answer to repeated raps, and I could not get my consent to peep through the key
hole.
Just then the gosling young man I had seen on my first visit was hurriedly
passing. So I said quickly,
"Where is Doctor Klem?"
"Why," he said, hastening on, but turning upon me a look of surprise, "Haven't
you heard about the Doctor?"
"No--what is it?"
"John!" cried a loud voice up the corridor, and the gosling vanished in a
distant office.
As I stood wondering in the hall, two ladies drew near, and as they passed Dr.
Klem's door, they glanced at the sign and one said,
"Isn't is sad about Dr. Klem?"
"Dreadful," replied the other.
"They say," continued the first, "that Mrs. Klem is perfectly crushed."
"Yes. Poor thing, I don't wonder."
The ladies swept on, and I followed them, debating in my mind the propriety of
stopping and asking them to relieve my anxiety about the Doctor, but before I
could decide they turned into an office partly filled with ladies and gentlemen,
and the door closed upon them. Before I lost sight of them they had dropped two
other words, but for my life I could not certainly tell what they were.
One was "brokenhearted" or "departed." The other was "dead" or "fled."
I made one more effort before leaving the building to discover the truth. As I
got to the foot of the elevator, and people were rushing out of it, others
hastening in, the signal bell ringing from every one of the fifteen floors above
us, and the elevator youth looking worn and worried, I made bold to ask him,
just as he was about to take his upward flight with a crowded car,
"Did you know Dr. Klem?"
"Yes, of course I did."
"Well, what's the matter with him, and what has become of him?"
The youth gave me a strange indescribable look, touched his lever and shot out
of sight with his passengers, without having opened his lips.
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CHAPTER 17
SCENES OF SALVATION
We do not fail to recognize in the matter of personal religious experience many
shades of difference, proceeding from temperament, education and other causes.
Nevertheless the foundational work is compelled to be the same, and the
testimony of the Spirit to one's relation to God is a universal privilege. Many
individuals, therefore, with but little outward demonstration are as soundly
regenerated and sanctified as those whose noisy overflow commands the attention
of gazing hundreds.
While this is true, we must confess, however, to a wonderful partiality for
those cases which give no feeble or uncertain note when the fire of heaven falls
upon them. Out of a number that memory recalls we give two or three instances.
In one of our Western states lived an unconverted man, who owned a store and was
doing a prosperous business. Among other things which he sold was whiskey by the
bottle, jug or barrel. He was thriving so well that he gave his store new coat
of paint and treated it to a brand new sign, which swung and creaked in front.
One day a farmer, who was a friend and acquaintance, came into the store and
asked him to let him have a drink of liquor, that he was tired and cold. The
merchant in reply gave him a key to one of the barrels and told him to help
himself. A half hour or so rolled by, and the merchant had forgotten all about
the circumstance, when a gentleman strolled into the store, leaned on the
counter and said to him slowly and solemnly,
"I see your sign is lying flat in the road."
"What!" exclaimed the storekeeper, and rushed out on the gallery expecting to
behold his new sign down on the ground. To his great relief there it swung in
its place near the ceiling.
"No," he said, turning to his informer, "my sign is not down; what made you say
so?"
"Yes it is," persisted the gentleman. "It is farther down the road."
The storekeeper followed the pointing finger and beheld, forty yards down the
street, in the middle of the highway, the prostrate form of the man to whom he
had given the key of the whiskey barrel. He was dead drunk.
The sight was like an arrow to the heart of the beholder, and crying out, "My
God, is that the sign of my stores" he walked into the house and closed the door
behind him.
He never sold another drop of liquor from that hour.
Then followed days of unspeakable anguish of mind and heart through the
convicting power of the Holy Ghost. He could not eat, sleep, rest or attend to
business.
There grew around the town, and extending deep into the country, dense thickets.
Taking his axe he penetrated the jungle and cut out a place in which to pray. He
spent an hour in his leafy cavern, and failing to find relief, he went out and,
a hundred yards away, hewed a second nook for prayer. Still finding no
deliverance, he prepared a third. But as he prayed in it his burden seemed to
increase. He then returned to the first, next visited the second and wound up in
the third, praying in great and growing agony in them all.
Thus he did for several days, until one morning while in one of his caves
calling on God for mercy, the blessing of salvation was poured into his heart
and he shouted for joy.
His hallelujahs were heard a quarter of a mile away at a United States military
post, and officers and men both thinking that it was an outbreak of the Indians,
a corporal and squad of soldiers were sent running toward the town. Guided by
the whoops and yells, they dashed into the thicket where our new convert was
having the whole war to himself.
Filled with a rapturous love, he flung himself on the corporal and hugged him,
and attempted to embrace all the soldiers, when the corporal, at first stupefied
and now still mystified, but also deeply disgusted, cried out to his men:
"About face! Double quick!" and went back in a swinging trot to the garrison.
After this our brother joined the church and for months greatly enjoyed his new
found salvation.
One of the idols of the past life, however, which he would not give up, was his
pipe. He felt disturbed about it at times, and had occasional gloomy spells, but
still was moving along.
Soon after this there came to his western village a Holiness evangelist, when he
found that under his searching sermons his moodiness was increasing. But still
he puffed away at his tobacco and did considerable grumbling.
One morning the preacher, who was watching him load his pipe preparatory to
putting a coal of fire on it, said:
"My brother, would you be willing to swap that filthy old pipe for a clean heart
and a sweet family altar?"
At once he became very angry in spirit and with difficulty kept from being rude
to the minister. He felt that he was being very hardly dealt with, that his
rights were ignored, his privileges trampled upon, and he was being tormented
before the time. In a word, he fumed. He remained in this state several hours,
getting what consolation he could from his pipe; and he never obtained less.
Toward the middle of the day he was a mile from town in his two-horse wagon,
filling it with large stones for one of his fences. The pipe lay un-smoked in
his pocket, and the rocks seemed to get in his breast. Grimly and with groans he
worked until the vehicle was nearly loaded.
He stopped a moment to rest as he stood on the boulders. A sweet inner voice
whispered, "Surely you would not keep out the Comforter because of an unclean
habit."
At once there sprang into his mind and heart the determination, "I will give up
everything for God!" Running his hands in his pockets he pulled out his pipe and
tobacco pouch and threw them as far as he could into the forest. They had
scarcely left his hands when the baptism of the Holy Ghost and fire fell upon
him.
With cries of joy and tears of rapture rolling down his cheeks, he gathered the
reins in his hands, turned the galloping horses homeward, and came flying down
the road, filling the air with his shouts and the highway with all the stones he
had gathered.
The town, attracted by the outcries and rattle of the wagon, turned out to meet
him as he swept into the square. They thought he had lost his mind, but he told
them from his wheeled pulpit that it was his carnal mind that was gone. Oh, how
he preached! His wagon indeed was empty, but he himself was full. He had given
up the last of his old idols, and got in exchange a clean heart and a sweet
family altar--in a word, the blessing of full salvation.
The writer saw him two years after the transaction had taken place, and he was
still preeminently satisfied.
In some of our meetings we have beheld scenes, and witnessed works of the
Spirit, which, if put in print, would read like occurrences in the days of
Wesley and of the Apostles.
In a certain town in a Western State the services were held in the Opera House.
We had a number of clear conversions and powerful sanctifications. Among the
latter was one that was quite remarkable.
For days the man had been patiently and persistently seeking the blessing. Just
as I had concluded a morning sermon, and while a number were approaching the
altar, the Holy Fire fell upon him. The scene which followed was simply beyond
any proper description. The power upon him, and in him was so great that the man
looked like one electrified, and to the world would have appeared to have been
in an agony. He was literally flung about the house by an invisible but
uncontrollable force. He would sink down a moment on his knees in a rapture of
joy, only the next moment to be lifted suddenly to his feet and swept away to a
distant part of the building. I thought several times that chairs would be
broken and the stage scenery before which we were preaching would all be
demolished under one of his amazing rushes! But nothing of the kind took place.
All could see who watched the man that not a particle of "put on" or "worked up"
was in the case. God was simply pleased to make an individual a spectacle of His
power, and show that a live gospel was still in the world, and that the Holy
Ghost had not exhausted Himself on the day of Pentecost.
It was fully a half hour before the man had calmed down in a measure. A crowd of
men rushed up from the street, and with faces as solemn as death viewed the
scene of a hundred holiness people in a spiritual rapture, salvation flowing at
the altar, and a man whom they knew, filled with the Holy Ghost and fairly
caught away from the world in which he lived.
As I studied the case before me, I could not but think of the description of the
man in the Book of Acts who was saved by the power of Jesus' name, and went
"leaping and praising God through the Temple." This man was not in the Temple,
but he did not leap or praise God the less, because he had found full salvation
in an opera house. Perhaps Christ had in his mind these days of ecclesiastical
exiledom of full salvation, when He said: "Woman believe me, the hour cometh,
when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the
Father. But the hour cometh and now is when the true worshipers shall worship
the Father in spirit and in truth."
It is blessed, indeed, to find that God is not confined to times and places. He
is everywhere. And to the soul perfectly redeemed, every house is a temple, the
mists of the morning is incense, the birds are a part of the heavenly choir,
while every bush and shrub by the roadside, burns and sparkles with the glory of
God.
On the third, fourth and fifth days of a meeting God began to stretch certain
individuals out on the floor around the altar in the old-fashioned way. I was
deeply interested in the case of a Methodist local preacher of fully sixty years
of age, who sought the blessing of sanctification with a persistence and
patience for five days that I never saw surpassed. Morning and night he was the
first at the altar, and sought the blessing with strong crying and tears.
Service after service he failed to obtain the witness of the Spirit that the
work was done, yet he never allowed himself to be discouraged. Others swept in
ahead of him who had begun later, but he did not murmur, repine, halt, nor fall
into darkness, on account of what to some would have appeared divine favoritism.
He held on in his lonely way. He told the Lord that he must have the blessing.
He did not kneel a little while and then get up and take his seat, as I have
seen many do, but he held on to the horns of the altar, and pleaded with God,
while great tears rolled down his cheeks and fell upon the rail before him.
Meantime his soul was greatly blessed in the seeking. He was evidently in the
path of the just that shineth more and more unto the perfect day. He was nearing
Canaan, and stood on the banks of Jordan in the same beautiful country that so
captivated two of the tribes of Israel that they would not cross over at all.
Alas for people who stop short of entire sanctification with any religious
experience, no matter how good it is. The word is, "Cross over."
Mr. Wesley says that sanctification is preceded and followed by a blessed growth
in grace. All sanctified people find it so. It pays spiritually just to seek
sanctification. The soul wakes up, the spirit gets on a stretch for better
things, the heart becomes inflamed with love and devotion to God. But it pays
better to "go on to perfection," to "groan after it," and never stop until we
are "made perfect in love in this life." See the Discipline, and above all see
the Bible.
Our local preacher spent a couple of blessed days on the beautiful banks of
Jordan, but still sighing out his soul for Canaan beyond the flood. One night
nearly everyone had left the altar but himself; he still lingered with great
pleadings before God, when suddenly the Savior whispered to him, "He that
confesseth me before men, him will I confess before my Father which is in
heaven." He leaped to his feet, crying, "I believe He sanctifies me now"--when
instantly the power of God came upon him, the fire fell, and there followed a
scene that the congregation of that night will never forget. Oh how he shouted,
laughed, wept, clapped his hands, and embraced his brethren. Did any of my
readers ever hear a man rejoice who had not thus overflowed in twenty, thirty or
forty years, who was doing the first real shouting of his life? As a rule such
people make up for lost time. Besides, the Holy Ghost can make a first-class
shouter in a single second. There is needed no evolution or growth into this
Methodistic, old-time religion, pentecostal and heavenly overflow of the heart
and exercise of the voice. So our brother shouted, and cried out he was
sanctified, and shouted some more, and said he had the witness--that the Spirit
told him he had the blessing. Then he shouted again, and went over to his
weeping wife at the altar, and said to her, "Say, glory," and then fell back on
the floor and clapped his hands over his head and shouted again.
Other men were quietly saved that night, but his case drew special attention and
interest because of his being a preacher, and his having sought the blessing so
long and patiently. What some one has called "The Problem of Methodism" was
solved with him forever; and so it would be with all who would do as he did. If
our preachers and laymen who fight the doctrine of instantaneous sanctification
by faith, would spend the time and energy in seeking for the blessing which they
now lose in withstanding it, there would soon be no "Problem of Methodism" to
discuss, while the glorious solution, read in shining faces, liberated tongues,
and God-empowered lives, would send a revival wave of salvation over this land
whose tidal uplift would bear upon it the beautiful dawn of the Millennium.
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CHAPTER 18
THE HOUSEHOLD PRODIGY
A prodigy is a marvel. Looking at it in a geographical sense, it is something or
somebody not far removed from the boundary line of the miraculous. The word
naturally leads to other words like prodigious; while some say that the prodigy
of the household often turns into a prodigal. We do not stop to argue this
question.
Prodigies are known to exist in different forms as well as in different fields
of life and nature. Usually, however, they are quite scarce everywhere except in
the home circle.
If anyone would see a prodigy without any loss of time, let him knock at the
first house where dwells a mother with a group of children, and she will point
out one or several without a moment's hesitation.
It is exceedingly gratifying to a lover of the race, and especially a patriot,
to be made to realize the amount of genius, the quantity of undeveloped
greatness that is in the children of every family. If he is doubtful, the mother
can soon convince him he is wrong and give him overwhelming proofs of the
marvelous gifts and talents she has recognized in her boys.
The father, having been a boy, is more conservative in his opinions of "that
wonderful child" or "that remarkable boy." Some would call him distrustful and
others downright skeptical. Still others declare that he is really hard hearted
to smile so grimly when his wife is enlarging upon the transcendent abilities of
George Frederick Adolphus.
His lack of cordial agreement, and even silence, fails however to move the
mother, who continues to write to distant members of the family connection about
the amazing sayings and wonderful doings of a certain little fellow in knee
pants. She "fears she will never be able to raise him." She "is confident that
death has marked him for its own." She "just knows that no child with such wise
and profound speeches, so far beyond his years, will ever live." She "listens to
him with a sinking heart." She "writes these lines with overflowing eyes as she
is convinced that William Henry Robinson will never be spared in this sinful
world." "But if he does live, she knows that he will be President of the United
States or Bishop of the Episcopal Church," etc., etc., etc.
It is said that all Jewish mothers hoped to bring forth the Messiah into the
world. Today women dream of being the mother of generals, admirals, orators,
bishops and presidents.
Who can count the G. W.'s, H. C.'s, D. W.'s, A. J.'s, M. L.'s, J. W.'s, and N.
B.'s of this world. Interpreted, these letters stand for George Washington,
Henry Clay, Daniel Webster, Andrew Jackson, Martin Luther, John Wesley, and
Napoleon Bonaparte. We have found several of the latter among the colored
people.
Every mother with a boy child seems to think she has brought a prodigy into the
world, and if he is not already one, well, he will be one.
Two things amaze the author in this connection. One is the number of ordinary
children in all the homes in the land, and the other is the vast number of
ordinary people everywhere. What becomes of these wonders of the household? Did
their genius evaporate after they were ten years of age? Did envy plot to keep
them down and hide their light? Or (perish the thought) were the mothers
mistaken about their greatness?
One thing is certain, that instead of the nation being filled with blazing
geniuses, we find vast bodies of plain, plodding men bearing the initials of
G.W., D. W., J.W., A.J., H. C., and N.B.; the nearest approach they ever make to
greatness and celebrity.
The family and kindred of the writer had as many prodigies as any other
household, considering all things. Among them was a boy relative of the author,
who, construing his mother's dreams of his abilities to be facts, announced to
us that he intended to be Emperor of the United States, and when he got seated
on the throne, he would give us the State of Mississippi as a Princedom. We
dreamed of this elevation for many months. Our title was to be Prince of
Mississippi; his, the Emperor of the United States. We think he intended taking
in Mexico and Canada later on, when he got finally seated.
In a family residing near us, there were not less than four prodigies. Three of
them would not believe it, and so refusing to ascend the pedestal, remained
ordinary boys and are today ordinary men.
But the fourth graciously received the maternal prophecies and prognostications,
and added to the sum of the original statement a compound interest of personal
expectation and general day dreaming of his own. One day while wandering through
the fields near his home, he entered a deep cut made for the passage of the
country road, through a ridge, and observing the smooth surface of the red clay
walls on either hand, he could not refrain from carving with his barlow knife in
very large letters and in a very conspicuous place on the bank, his own name in
full, and underneath that, quite a startling piece of information. The words
were:
"CHARLES AUGUSTUS SMITH,
THE HOPE OF THE SOUTH."
Having thus relieved himself, Charles Augustus climbed up on the top of the bank
and lay down to hear unseen the comment of the passersby. It was not long before
he heard one. He wished afterward that he had not listened. An old farmer was
jogging along on his way to a grist mill with a sack of corn on his horse. He
happened to observe the huge lettering on the smooth red clay. Stopping his
horse and putting on his spectacles, he read with great deliberation;
"Charles Agustus Smith,
The Hope of the South."
The two sentences seemed to interest him very much, for he read them over three
times, and rubbed his chin and scratched his jaw vigorously while he did so.
Finally, taking off his glasses and putting them back in their tin case with a
snap, he started off down the road in a jog trot, and looking back over his
shoulder, as his elbows flapped against his sides, he said aloud, not dreaming
he was heard;
"Well, if that's so--we are gone!"
Perhaps it might be well to state that the South for some reason utterly failed
to look to and lean upon Charles Augustus in her troubles, and so came to her
final defeat and ruin. The public may now know for the first time why the
seceding States went down.
It might also be well to add that Mr. Smith, whose prefix is Charles Augustus,
has been patiently following a mule up and down various corn and cotton furrows
ever since the "Surrender," engaged in the absorbing task of providing certain
necessaries of life, like bread and meat, for a Mrs. Amanda Malvina Smith, and
seven little Smiths, all of whom, no doubt, are prodigies, just as was their
father before them.
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CHAPTER 19
THE MAN WITH THE PROBLEM
The first time we ever met Walter Puzzled, he was twenty years of age. He had
been soundly converted and was deeply spiritual, with an exceedingly tender
conscience gravitating toward the morbid line.
Raised in a denomination which believed in immersion, he had become captivated
with the spirit and polity of the Methodist church. Called to preach the gospel,
and in harmony with most of the doctrines of Methodism, he was deeply desirous
of laboring in her borders and with her people, but was kept back from the step
by the simple fact that he did not believe in Infant Baptism.
He had given up his belief in immersion, with other doctrines of the
denomination to which he belonged; was deeply attached to the Methodist people,
and a warm defender of her tenets, but there was the Infant Baptism question,
which he could not agree to, and not believing in that, his conscientious mind
would not allow him to take the step of joining the followers of Wesley and
making application to preach in their midst.
There was the call to preach burning in his soul; there were the Methodists
ready to receive him and license him to preach; there was the wide world lying
all around with souls perishing for the gospel; but there also was that Infant
Baptism problem which he could not solve, and which he felt must be settled
before he could enter the fields which he himself admitted were white unto the
harvest.
Bro. Puzzled lived on the farm of his parents, about two miles from the town
where the writer of this sketch was stationed. So that he saw him frequently,
both at his home, on the street, and in church on the Sabbath. But whenever he
beheld him he always bore on his face the anxious, intent look of a man working
out a tremendous problem. The far-away look in his eye, the dreamy voice, the
corrugated brow almost gave one the headache in pure sympathy for the mental
labor going on.
It mattered not where we came across Brother Puzzled, he carried with him that
anxious and abstracted look. Sitting with the family on the front porch, or
gazing at the preacher from his pew, or leaning against his father's barn, or
resting crosslegged on the fence, he always carried that mystified look with
him. He was wrestling with the Infant Baptism question.
He told the writer at different times, with months between, that he thought he
was obtaining light on the subject; but his face did not indicate it, and his
actions, or rather non-action, gainsaid the speech.
After twelve months' acquaintance with young Puzzled, the Conference to which
the writer belonged sent him to a distant work, where in a year's time he
secured two churches for his denomination, one deeded, the other built; had a
number of revivals, saw several hundred people converted and join the church,
and then returned on a visit to the town where Brother Puzzled lived, to find
that he was mentally and problematically just where he had left him a year
before.
He never felt, he said, the call to preach clearer. He never felt the need to go
out at once and save perishing souls more so than now, but he could not yet see
his way clear to go on account of the Infant Baptism question. Still he thought
he was getting light, and he had told his father and mother that they must
prepare to give him up, and run the farm with his brother, who was a year
younger than himself.
Our next absence was one of two years in length. In the meantime, being in
another part of the State, we heard nothing of our friend. So on arrival we at
once asked if he had joined the church or gone into the ministry, and was
answered in the negative by a gentleman who was interested in him. He said that
Brother Puzzled was troubled about the Infant Baptism question.
We learned from another party who had known Walter Puzzled longer than the
other, that the question was getting deeper with him, that George, the younger
brother, told him that Walter studied the subject so deeply and so absorbingly
that he would lean motionless on his plow or sit buried in thought on the fence,
while he (George) would run four or five furrows.
"Sometimes," said George, "I feel like protesting to brother Walter, and telling
him to do his plowing in the day and think over that Infant Baptism question at
night; that his worrying over that doctrine is putting double work on me; but he
looks so much in earnest about the matter that I have not the heart to tell him
that I am doing my work on the farm and his also."
This spirit of protest was only occasional with George. As a rule he felt proud
of Walter, not that he had accomplished anything in life, but was going to do
so. He felt that his brother was marked for a high calling and great destiny;
that while he was a little slow in getting at his work, yet this he was sure was
occasioned by the magnitude of the doctrinal problem and the tremendous nature
of the conclusions that Walter was about to draw from his reflections. So that
the deeper Walter's cogitations were, the more profoundly impressed was George.
One day when Walter Puzzled was thirty years old, still talking about the
life-calling awaiting him, and the work he was yet to do, his father said:
"My son, I believe you think your life-work is going to come up the road to meet
you headed by a brass band."
The son looked so pained at this that the father alluded to the matter no more.
When he was thirty-five years old, with the problem still unsolved, a
blunt-spoken preacher gave him a great shock; by saying:
"And so, Walter, a question of a few spoonfuls of water on a baby's head has
kept you out of the active service of God for fifteen years."
Walter coughed and cleared his throat and said his conscience would not let him
be a Methodist preacher, when he did not believe in Infant Baptism.
"Well, then, be a Baptist preacher," urged his friend.
"I can not," he replied, "because I do not believe in the doctrines of that
church."
"Well, what are you going to do? Will you sit on the fence all the days of your
life, getting ready to make a start, to begin to commence to do something?"
Walter swallowed a big lump in his throat and answered,
"As soon as I settle the Infant Baptism question, I expect to enter the active
work of the ministry.
"The preacher looked at him steadily for a moment and said,
"If the mothers of the land put a gallon of water on their children every day in
the name of decency and cleanliness, I do not think that God will count it a sin
on your part if you pour a cupful on their heads in the name of the Lord, who
made both the water and the child!"
The last time we saw Walter Puzzled he was forty years old, and his hair gray.
He was still on the farm and, so to speak, still on the fence. He still sat on
stumps and logs in deep meditation, and still cogitated in the field, resting on
the beam of his plow, while George, now a married man, would throw up five
furrows to his one. Myriads of sinners had died and gone to hell, whom God had
called him to warn and save, but the question of the application of a cupful of
water to an innocent baby had been such a grave matter to him that he could not
leave it to attend to a life call, and a divine call at that, of everlasting
moment.
All the new preachers who came to the town as pastors would be much taken with
Walter at first. They would have long talks with him, loan him books on baptism,
etc., etc. But after a few months they would begin to wear peculiar smiles when
his name was mentioned, give a dry cough and even laugh aloud.
Five years have passed since we last saw Walter. He is now a white haired man of
forty-five. Recently the writer met a preacher, who had just been sent to the
town near which Brother Puzzled resides. He told us that there was a very
interesting case two miles from town.
We of course begged for information.
He then informed us that there was a deeply spiritual man who came to his
church, and was undoubtedly called of God to preach, and could he be once
convinced, would do great good in the world, but he would not join his church,
or enter the ministry because of a single doctrinal difficulty.
"May I tell you what it is?" we asked.
"Yes, if you can."
"It is the question of Infant Baptism," we replied.
"How did you know that," asked the preacher.
"Because he has been worrying with it a quarter of a century. In 1875 he was
right where you see him today."
The preacher gave a long, low whistle.
If you see him again soon, tell him, please, that you heard a man say that
twenty-five years ago he was the most spiritual and promising every way of a
dozen young Christian men whom he knew in his town; that eleven of these young
men have gone forth under the leadings of Christ and brought thousands of souls
to God, while he, naturally more gifted, and once far ahead of them spiritually,
has lost a lifetime in worrying over a non-essential doctrine.
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CHAPTER 20
THE DISCONTENTED MAN
Some time since while on a southern trip, we encountered a character at the
table of a hotel. He possessed a querulous voice, fault-finding nature, and was
of course a discontented man. He wore the wearied look belonging to such a
spirit. As we studied his case, he seemed to be continually apprehensive that
various and sundry personal rights would be taken from or denied him.
One morning at breakfast he called for "aigs," as he termed them. As the waiter
started to leave, he cried out after him,
"I don't want them aigs hard boiled."
Then followed several minutes of anxious waiting upon his part. He kept turning
his head restlessly toward the door which led to the kitchen. Finally, at the
expiration of four or five minutes, he fairly wailed out to the invisible
servant,
"I just know them aigs is hard boiled."
It would be impossible to transcribe in words the look of trouble on the man's
face, and the accent of sorrow, not to say despair, in his voice, as he
prophesied and grieved about the eggs.
The air, look and voice perfectly agreed in protestation and lamentation. It was
evident to anyone at a glance that at this moment, to this man, the world was a
mockery and life itself a failure, and all because "them aigs were hard boiled."
As we continued to study the bereaved individual before us, we realized again
not only the blessedness, but the philosophy of full salvation; that God had a
work of grace for the soul, which enables one to rejoice, not only when certain
things are not to one's notion, but even in the loss of all things to be
self-contained and happy. The perfectly tranquil life is that, where the man
says Amen at the severing of every cord which binds him to earth and earthly
things. It is these very terrestrial objects which create such disturbance in
the human heart and life, and so that grace of God, which breaks their charm and
sweeps away their power, will of necessity bring a reign of unbroken peace and
holy gladness to the soul.
Some months after this occurrence we were spending a few days in a large
boarding house in a city several hundred miles from the town just mentioned. One
morning, while glancing over a newspaper, in the large reading room allotted to
the guests, there came in through the open window from the gallery outside a
perfect string of vocal jerking sounds like Bah! Pooh! Pshaw! Bosh! Nonsense!
Botheration! These were accompanied by an angry rustling of a newspaper,
scraping of the chair, and now and then the fall of a heavy heel on the floor.
The voice with its nasal, whining intonation was masculine and strangely
familiar. Rising up and going to the window, we saw, tilted back on two legs of
a chair, with his feet high up against a post, our friend who had wailed so over
the "hard boiled aigs."
The lady of the house happened at the time to be passing through the rooms, and
we asked her if she knew anything about the gentleman who was reading the paper
out on the porch.
At once she began smiling, and taking a seat remote from the window she, with
difficulty, straightened her face, and said:
"That's Mr. Spears. Everybody around here knows him. He is a man of some little
property and travels around a good deal. He is too restless to stay anywhere
long. He seems to be soured with the whole world and nothing pleases him."
"Is he a sick man?" we asked.
"No, indeed. There's nothing the matter with him that way, though he insisted
for a long time there was. He went to all the Springs in the country, and every
health resort in the mountains or on the sea shore. He has had every physician
in his town at one time or another, and discharged them all, saying they didn't
have sense enough to know what was the matter with him. He said it was the
doctor's business to find out the trouble and cure a man, and that they could if
they were doctors; but they are all quacks these days, he says."
Very much interested, I kept silent, while the lady went on.
"The last physician discharged Mr. Spears and told him there was nothing in the
world the matter with him, but to follow a pair of plow handles to make his own
bread, instead of having it come in to him without a struggle. He told him that
any man who ate as much as he did ought never to go to the Springs for an
appetite, or say he was sick. Mr. Spears fairly foamed at this speech, but he
had to take it, for the doctor was a big man and fully able to stand by what he
said."
"What is the matter with Mr. Spears this morning?" I inquired. "He seems to be
all out of sorts."
"Oh, he's just reading the newspaper. He allows what he sees there to completely
upset him. He believes all that the reporters and editors and correspondents
say, and is thrown into a regular fever every time he takes up the paper. He is
firmly convinced that everything is going to the dogs; declares there have been
no great men since the days of Daniel Webster and Henry Clay, no president since
Andrew Jackson, and that the nation is on the verge of ruin. He even insists
that the corn does not grow as high as it did when he was a boy, and says the
Mississippi River is filling up and will soon spread out, cover all the
plantations with mud and then dry up."
Our informant had gotten this far when she was interrupted by a loud, petulant
exclamation from Mr. Spears on the gallery, while he dropped both his heels on
the floor with a resounding thwack.
"Just as I expected," he groaned," "What on earth is to become of us?"
"What's the matter now, husband?" said a good humored voice farther down the
gallery.
"Everything's the matter," said the worried looking man, referring again to his
paper. "Here on the first page is an account of how the big trees in California
are being rapidly destroyed, and on the second page an article telling of the
rapid and wholesale disappearance of the pine forests in the South by the
sawmills and turpentine business. Why, wife, there soon won't be a tree left."
"Yes, I read the article before you did," she replied soothingly, "and when you
read farther, you will notice that the writer admits that while what he says is
true, yet so vast are these forests that it will take several centuries to
entirely denude the land, and you know that you and I will not be here then."
"That may be so," replied Mr. Spears, looking a little appeased, "but there is
our posterity; what's to become of them?"
"Oh," said the cheerful wife, "don't you worry about your posterity. They will
take care of themselves."
Here Mr. Spears resumed his paper, indulging now and then, as he read, in sudden
snorts, and loud pooh-poohs, and grumbling comments, that sounded not very much
unlike a dog snarling and worrying over a bone.
Finally the wife said soothingly to him:
"Mr. Spears, lay aside your paper awhile and take a walk down town. It will do
you good."
"I can go," he replied, "but it won't do me any good, for the whole town is
going to the Old Scratch as fast as it can."
And so growling and grumbling about ballot boxes being stuffed, and miners not
getting their rights, and whitecaps not being put down, and the Chinese and
Hawaiians and Filipinos filling the whole country and no room left for a white
man, Mr. Spears got up and stalked down the street, hitting the bricks with his
walking cane as if he wanted to break every one of them.
After he left, we were introduced to Mrs. Spears, a good, comfortable soul of
fifty years or more.
On expressing our regrets that Mr. Spears had found so much to be worried about
in the papers that morning, she laughed a rich, merry laugh, and said:
"It is not just this morning, but every morning with my husband. He has changed
his papers twenty times, but still continues to read them; has joined four
different churches, and belonged to three different parties, Republican,
Democrat and Populist. He is now thinking of going back to the Republican
party."
After a few more words with Mrs. Spears, who had all unconsciously aroused our
profoundest sympathy, we said to her:
"Will you deliver a message to your husband from me?"
"Certainly," she replied.
"Tell him," we continued, "that what he needs is a good case of regeneration,
followed immediately by the blessing of entire sanctification, that if he gets
these, he will ever after feel all right, whether the world is right or not."
Two years from that morning, we met Mr. Spears for the third time. He was at a
Holiness Camp Meeting and was standing on his feet testifying. His face was all
aglow, his voice rang out with holy fervor, and we scarcely could recognize him
as the same man. His wife sat near him as he spoke and she looked to be brimming
over with joy. We heard this much of his testimony. He said:
"I was the most miserable man that walked the earth. I worried about everything,
and found fault with everybody. I marvel how my dear wife here managed to stand
me. I wonder somebody didn't kill me for being so contrary.
"Well, one day my wife told me that a preacher had left a message for me. I
snapped out, 'What is it?' She said he requested me to say to you that you
needed a good case of regeneration, and then a clear experience of entire
sanctification.
"Somehow that message went into my heart like an arrow. I said, if a stranger
sees I need two things, I must be bad off.
"Of course I fussed about it, and called the message a piece of impertinence,
but I could not get rid of the words. They put me in the way of salvation
thinking, and salvation getting. I made some big mistakes at first, and thought
it was water baptism I wanted; but my wife told me I had been sprinkled when I
was a baby, that she heard my mother say so. Well, then, I said I wanted to be
sprinkled as a man; what does a baby know about baptism? So I was re-baptized.
Still I felt no better.
"At last a Baptist preacher met me and told me what I needed was to go UNDER the
water. So down I went and came up in the Baptist Church, but still I had this
gnawing, worried, restless, unsatisfied feeling here. Then somebody told me that
there was a man in Chicago who believed in Triune Immersion, and so I took the
train, made application, and went under the water three times, and came up in
still another church. Wife there, bless her heart, went with me, not only to
Chicago, but under the water, and under three times. I verily believe that woman
would have made a didapper duck of herself, a regular mermaid, to have helped me
to get right."
"Here we looked at Mrs. Spears, who was covered with pleased smiles, as with a
garment, and was beaming on her husband.
"In spite of all this," continued Mr. Spears, "I did not feel satisfied. I began
to remember that the third time I went under the water my right shoulder was not
entirely covered, and was thinking of going up to Chicago and having the whole
thing done over, when I heard there was a big Holiness Camp Meeting to take
place on this ground. This was a year ago. I came because I was miserable and
didn't know what else to do. Then I had some curiosity, from all the reports I
had heard, about the Holiness people.
"Some of you will remember how I came to that altar the very first night for
salvation, and how I got it on the third day. Then, you remember, I commenced
seeking for entire sanctification. The preacher had said I needed two things,
and now I knew it. Thank God, on the last night of the meeting, after six days'
seeking with prayers, tears, groans and faith in Christ, God gloriously
sanctified my soul. You all saw me, and heard me, too, that night.
"The instant I got it, I felt that that was what I had been wanting all my life.
For one year I have lived not only in Canaan, but in Heaven. I feel the glory in
my soul all the time. I can hardly keep from hollering on the street. I went to
a small town the other day on business, where I didn't know a soul, but I met an
old Negro and took him aside and told him I was sanctified. We both shouted
behind a blacksmith shop.
"Ugly as I am, when I look in the glass it seems I am getting good looking. My
wife there looks like she is sixteen years old. The crops look better this year
than I ever saw them in all my life, and the apples taste sweeter. I believe the
world is getting better every day, and I don't see what there is to keep back
the millennium. Glory to God, I am saved, sanctified and satisfied. The blessing
in my soul is getting richer, sweeter and bigger every day. I don' t see how I
can hold any more. Thank God, Jesus lives in my soul all the time, and I am at
last a happy man."
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CHAPTER 21
A SALVATION EPISODE
A few years since the writer was on a train in a southern State going to one of
his appointments. He was passing down the aisle, when a lady stopped him and
said:
"Is not this Dr. C.?"
"Yes, madam."
"I thought so," she continued, "from a picture I have seen of you in one of your
books."
She then told me that she lived in the State of A_____, several hundred miles
away, and was a traveling agent in a money making business; that a few days
before she was out on one of her business trips and heard on the cars that I was
holding a Holiness meeting in Meridian, Mississippi; that she was struck with
the name "Holiness," and as a Christian she felt sufficiently interested to
determine to stop off and hear me.
On going up into town, she discovered that the special services had closed some
days before. She was greatly disappointed, but under the providence of God was
thrown the same day into the company of two ladies, who, hearing her express her
regret that she had arrived too late to attend the meeting and get the
instruction on the subject, informed her to her great joy that they themselves
had obtained the blessing, and if she would go home with them, they would do
what they could to lead her into the blessing.
She spent three days at the home of one of these women of God, and the visit
resulted in her receiving clearly and powerfully the blessing of sanctification
.
Then she continued:
"Hearing that you were about to hold another meeting in this State, I determined
to give up my business trip, lucrative as it is, and go down to Vicksburg and
hear you preach there, and find out all I can about what I have got, and get
established in the doctrine and experience. So I have written to my husband in
A_____ what I have done, that I have given up my trip and gone to hear you for
twelve days or two weeks in Vicksburg.
"In fact," she added, "I am on the way now, as I understand you open up there
tomorrow."
I told the bright, happy-faced woman that I was glad to hear the good news of
herself, and felt assured that the services would prove a great blessing to her.
In parting from her at the depot, she said:
"I know when my husband receives my letter he will think I have lost my mind."
Sure enough he did, and on the next day Mrs. S. met me on the street and showed
me a telegram from her husband, which read:
"Stay in Vicksburg until I arrive."
The woman's face was radiant as she showed me the dispatch, and said:
"This is just what I wanted and was praying for. My husband is an unconverted
man, and I crave to see him saved in your meeting."
On the following day, in the morning service, I saw a gentleman sitting by the
side of my new friend, Mrs. S., and supposed at once and correctly that it was
her husband. After dismissal, she brought him forward and introduced him, when I
said in acknowledgment:
"I am glad to see you, Mr. S., and you must allow me to congratulate you on
having a sanctified wife."
Mr. S.'s face immediately became a study at this remark, but prominent was a
bored, skeptical and disgusted look.
In a couple of days Mr. S., who at first arrival saw that his wife's mind was
all right, got to listening with increasing interest and conviction to the
sermons, and at last came to the altar and was soundly converted to God.
For two or three days it was a pleasure to see his face, all illumined with the
new love and life upon which he had entered. I could but rejoice to see how
things had been so overruled by the providence of God as to hook this distant
soul by the bait of a false alarm and reel him to the shore, and put him on that
ever increasing string of redeemed ones.
But in a little while the deeper Gospel of a pure heart, or holiness, began to
break in and take hold of the man, and one morning we saw his face overspread
with gloom and an expression come up dark and forbidding. As the congregation
was dispersing at the close of the service, Mrs. S. passed me in the aisle and
hurriedly whispered:
"Get hold of God for Mr. S. Something is the matter with him, but he will not
tell me what it is. I am sure that it is something that God wants him to do, and
he is running from it. He says he is going home on the train at midnight. Join
with me in prayer and ask God to keep him from going. It will never do for him
to leave at this time. He must get sanctified now. Everything depends upon it."
The woman's eyes were full of tears as she turned from me and vanished in the
crowd.
Of course I "held on," as the wife had requested, while she, knowing more than I
did about the man and how much was involved in his full salvation, made every
breath a prayer.
To all appearances our prayers were in vain, for at 11 o'clock that night Mr. S.
began to pack his valise, and half an hour later, in spite of the tears and
protests of his wife, he descended the stairs, walked out on the pavement and
soon his departing footsteps died away upon the ear.
But still his wife prayed on, saying,
"Lord, do not let him be able to get aboard the train. Prevent him by your power
some way and bring him back."
At 1 o'clock as she lay wakeful upon the bed, she heard his step coming slowly
and heavily up the stairs, the door open, the valise drop on the floor, and Mr.
S. himself sink down in a chair as if he was made of lead. In a minute he spoke
to the silent but expectant wife.
"I could not get off. Every time I put my foot on the car step, some strange
power seemed to pull it down and draw me back."
The room was dark, and the man's face was scarcely less dark or gloomy, but
there was one bright countenance in that room and one thankful heart that had
already begun to praise God inwardly for answered prayer.
The next day the wife saw that a terrible conflict was going on in her husband's
breast. She felt it best not to question him, and he did not offer to explain,
only dropping the words that he had something to do back in the town where he
lived that would kill him to perform.
She tried to encourage him, but being ignorant of the trouble that oppressed
him, she was at a great disadvantage; besides he was not in a mood to be
encouraged.
Late that afternoon, and before the regular preaching service, we held our usual
prayer meeting in a class-room of the church. About twenty people were present.
Mr. S. was there with his wife. He was kneeling back of the writer and several
feet away. The presence of the Holy Ghost was very graciously and powerfully
felt, and the writer was leading in prayer. He was repeating the words of
Christ, "Father, sanctify them," when a voice cried out in most thrilling
accents,
"I will do it, Lord!" When, crash I we heard a human form fall on the floor.
Glancing around, we saw Mr. S. stretched out full length, and looking upward
with hands clasped and face covered with happy smiles. He had received the
blessing of sanctification in the very moment of crying out, "I will do it,
Lord."
In explanation of it all, it seems that a year or so before a prominent man in
the town where he lived had in some way offended Mr. S., and so one night he
went around to that gentleman's house near the hour of twelve with the full
intention of calling him to the door and shooting him down. By some merciful
providence of God the deed was prevented. Moreover, at our meeting our friend
had repented and obtained forgiveness for the spirit of murder that had been
entertained in his heart. But when he commenced seeking the blessing of
sanctification, the Lord recalled the occurrence to him and said,
"Are you willing to write to this man and tell him how you intended to kill him
at midnight at his own door, and how I have saved you from it all?"
Here then commenced the struggle in the breast of Mr. S., just as it comes to
all who seek holiness, for God puts severe tests of obedience to all who want
the pearl of great price. No man can obtain the grace unless he says yes to
every command of the Lord. Hence the texts alluded to on the line of perfect,
unquestioning obedience. With some, He puts a number of demands. With the person
of whom we are writing, the main and crushing exaction was a written confession
to the man whom he had intended to shoot.
Sometimes people overlook the full divine design in a confession like the one
mentioned above. It works a double purpose. It tests the sincerity and
faithfulness of the seeker after holiness, and it, so to speak, breaks to pieces
the man to whom the admission is made. So the acknowledgment is tremendously
effective at both ends of the line.
Anyhow, it brought about a death struggle with Mr. S. He tried to fight off the
impressions but it would not leave. He then endeavored to argue it away, but it
would not be convinced. He then pleaded with God about it.
"Why, Lord, I will not be able to look the man in the face when I return home."
"Will you do as I bid you?"
"But, Lord, the whole town will look on me as a cut-throat and assassin, and I
will be ruined."
"Will you obey me?"
And so the spiritual battle raged, the Devil tormented, God quietly but steadily
urged perfect obedience, and the face of the unhappy man became dark, stern and
forbidding.
Now then came the determination to imitate Jonah and run from God, and then the
announcement to his wife that he was going to return home that night on the
midnight train.
The reader knows the rest--how two of us got hold of God to keep him from
leaving, how he felt a strange power hindering him from boarding the train, how
he stalked back to his room at one o'clock, came to the afternoon meeting, and
suddenly yielding to God, cried out, "I will do it, Lord!" and as suddenly was
filled with the Holy Ghost and knocked flat on the floor by the power of the
Almighty.
All this happened seven years ago. Now and then we heard in regard to the
brother that he was doing well in the Canaan life. Several years ago we met him
and saw that the report was true. A few days since we received a letter from the
wife, saying:
"Knowing your interest in Mr. S., I write to tell you that he passed away from
earth to heaven this summer. It was a death of peace, triumph and rapture beyond
all words to describe."
In the light of this small portion of the letter we see more than ever that in
the comings and goings of our lives, the meetings here and happenings there, God
comes and with His blessed overruling, directing and shaping power brings out
the most unexpected and yet blessed of results. In the case we have just
considered, a rumor of a revival meeting, and a conversation on the train,
brought regeneration to one soul, sanctification to two, and glorification since
then to the subject of this sketch.
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CHAPTER 22
BITTER PILLS
In the swamp country of the Land of Dixie, a disease is generated among its
sloughs and low grounds called "The Chills." This malady is known to be the
result of malaria taken into the system. One curious feature of the sickness is,
that while one hour the victim feels he is freezing, the next he is burning up.
A second feature is a violent shaking of the body and chattering of the teeth,
both of which are perfectly uncontrollable while the ague is at its height. So
serious are these shakings that it only requires a few returns of the same to
loosen a man's hold on this world and throw him into another. A third remarkable
feature is that the day following the first chill, and generally called "the
second day," seems to be a resting time granted by nature to the sufferer, that
he might have a chance to recuperate and rally his forces before the disease
appears again to give him another push toward the grave. This aforesaid "second
day" is also the medicine or dosing day, for if quinine is not promptly and
sufficiently introduced so as to compel the bacteria to get out of the blood or
loosen their hold on various inner membranes, then there is certain to come on
the third day another victory for the chills, with higher fever, greater
freezings, and all the accompanying chatterings, shiverings and shakings, that
belong to the malady.
In some way, as a lad of fifteen, we had received the malaria, and was brought
down full length and helpless upon the bed. We had frozen, burned up, shook, and
trembled until we were perfectly worn out. We were so tired of the shaking that
we would not have protested a second if some one would have suggested laying a
cotton bale on us instead of a blanket. We had discovered "perpetual motion,"
and perfectly satisfied, not to say sick of the discovery, were ready to part
with the secret for anything or nothing. It was wearing us out, who had found
it, even as it had broken others down who were seeking it. It was too wonderful
for us. We wanted no more of it.
After this came the "second day," in which the physical system rested and
gathered itself for another earthquake to begin on schedule time the next
morning with premonitory gapings, stretchings, sighings and tossings on the bed.
Pale, weak, dispirited, we looked forth on the world from the depths of a pillow
and discovered a form standing by the bedside. We studied the phenomenon
dreamily and observed that the size was medium, color, black, and sex, female.
We also noticed a glass of water to be in one hand and a shallow, red box in the
other, filled with round white things the size of a pea, and standing knee-deep
in a yellowish powder. These spheres were pills, and bitter pills at that. They
were quinine pills.
We shuddered at the sight. Even to this day we have shiverings at the
recollection, and feel a peculiar knot or rising up in the throat, attended with
unmistakable symptoms of nausea.
By and by a voice proceeded from the form:
"Here's yer pills."
I lay and wondered at such a speech. The girl spoke as if I did not know the
pills were there; just as if they had not rolled up like great dark bodies of
the most solid, opaque matter, eclipsing happiness and filling all life with
shadow and misery.
Then, to think of her saying they were "my pills," as though they were my
peculiar property, or I wanted any such possession!
Naturally, therefore, no sign was given from the pillow or bedclothes that any
such absurd speech had been heard. A perfect abstraction was counterfeited.
So the voice sounded again upon the air, solemn and sepulchral as though coming
from the catacombs.
"Is yer gwine ter take dese pills?"
Our abstraction grew deeper. The knot in the throat became larger. Nausea
developed. General wretchedness increased.
Again the voice:
"Is yer gwine ter take dese pills, or mus' I call yer Ma?"
At these words, and especially the last, I arose immediately and sat up in bed.
"Where are the pills?" I asked, as though suddenly interested and conscious for
the first time of their proximity.
"Here dey is," replied the sphinx by my side, thrusting the pills right under my
nose.
"Ugh!" I exclaimed, and shuddering, hid my face, fell back flat on the bed and
begged for just one minute's respite by the clock.
It was granted, and the dark hand was withdrawn.
Then came a musing fit, which lasted five minutes; then a fixed gazing out of
the window, and more deep thought and abstraction.
The hand of the form by the bedside commenced moving towards me again; the voice
began:
"Is yer gwine ter take--"
"Please remove," I interrupted, "the two I am to take from the rest. Don't bring
an army against me, but kill me by platoons." All this in bitter irony.
Thirty seconds were gained by this piece of strategy. But at the end of that
time, there was the black hand and that dreadful voice again, and there was the
glass of water and the pills, which seemed by this time to have the
circumference of cart wheels, while the yellow powder in which they stood,
looking like dust, favored the idea.
And now we became suddenly and greatly interested in other things. What was that
noise outside the window? Who was that talking in the other room? Where was my
hat? Had my brother gone to school? Had my horse, Lightfoot, been fed?
The answers were only too quickly given. There was no one outside the window. It
was my mother in the other room. My brother had gone to school. The horse had
been fed, and would I take the pills or must she call my--
"Where is the water?"
"Here it is."
"Have you got a piece of ham?"
"Yes."
"Got some jelly?"
"Yes."
"Is the foot tub there?"
Yes, everything is there, and all things are ready indeed, except the boy.
Then came a glance at the pills, and then a hurried looking away. They seemed to
be growing larger all the while.
But what need to dwell on the long hour spent in advancing towards and
retreating from those globes of trouble, the arousing and sinking back, the
clenching and the unclenching of the teeth, the taking up one of the pills in
the hand as if weighing it, and then--laying it back in the box, while the body
shuddered and the bowed head shook negatively from side to side as much as to
say, it can not be done!
What need to dwell on the periodic, oracular like utterance by my side from the
black servant.
"Here's yer pills. Is you gwine ter take yer pills?"
How shall I describe the arrangements for battle and the last struggle? The
piece of ham is before me, the spoon of jelly in reach, a lump of sugar and
slice of apple hard by. Beyond, there and the towel and foot tub.
What need to say that the first pill was bitten in two; that another all covered
with jelly came out of the sweet encircling, the preserves going down all right
and the pill remaining in the mouth all wrong.
At last, after being exhorted, entreated, commanded, threatened, I, with one
great gulp, swallowed two. One of the couple remained clinging with its hands to
the side of the throat beyond the reach of the finger. As for the other, its
locality farther down was as well known as any piece of furniture in the room.
Are not all these things written in the chronicles of the family?
Well, the pills, with a dozen others, were swallowed in due time, and their
health-restoring property realized. The bitter became sweet. Sickness gave way
to better conditions, and I arose from the bed, and live today because of the
aforesaid bitter medicine.
Oh the bitter pills of this life! Who has not had to take them? There are
diseases of the soul as well as of the body. There is such a thing as
unhealthfulness of the spirit. The conscience and heart can get wrong. The
character may be hurt.
At such a time, so far as religious usefulness is concerned, the man is
profitless. He becomes one of the many invalids in the church. The sparkle has
gone from the eye, the light from the face and the spring from the step.
Virtually he is in bed; there can be no question about that.
The reader will remember that right then and there certain bitter pills were
offered him. They were just as real and unavoidable as though a dark form stood
by and with relentless hand pressed them to the lips.
Let us look at the box and see the names of these pills, and study the character
of the medicine. Apologies, that a Christian law and spirit demand, should be
made; acts of restitution and reparation for deeds and words that have been
hurtful to others; or it is a private confession of a private wrong; or a public
acknowledgment of an open misdeed; or it is a humiliating position under God's
providence that has to be occupied; or some defect or failure in a life work
which has to be accepted.
The reader knows the pills well. How strange it is that men fail to realize the
benefit of their bitter qualities, upon the pride-engorged and sin-sick heart.
Can the reader ever forget how he coquetted, so to speak, with those pills; how
he looked, and refused to look again; how he hid his face, shuddered, sickened,
and said he could never take them--that it was impossible?"
We get a little closer and talk in the second person, singular number.
Do you remember, my reader, that all this while there seemed to be within you or
near you a dark, sorrowful Presence in whose eyes shone the light of calm
judgment and who kept whispering:
"This is your medicine--will you take it?"
Do you remember how long you refused to hear that voice; how you counterfeited
abstraction with your conscience? How you tried to become absorbed in other
matters, and how you thought and asked, and lived a thousand foolish things? How
you tried to become interested in other and outside affairs, and how you utterly
failed because of that immovable hand which still presented the bitter, nauseous
potion of an unmistakable duty?
You noticed that you got no better. The conviction grew that you had to take the
pills to be well with man and God.
Then came the idea of dividing the pill, then the plan of making it more
palatable by coating it with jelly; or to speak literally, you made efforts to
obtain concession from the other side. Or the jelly happened to be a half
confession, or a misleading confession.
It was all in vain. The hand was never withdrawn. The voice continued to say:
"There are your pills. Will you take them?"
You even insisted after all this that you were not sick, that there was nothing
in the world the matter with you. But the symptoms of disease were
unmistakable--a coated tongue, feeble pulse, weak action of the heart, a
listless, heavy feeling, loss of appetite, shooting pains, nervous fears and
apprehensions by day and bad dreams at night. Yes, there was no doubt about it,
you were sick.
The best and only thing to do is to take the pills. The reader will remember
that he had rebelled against God's will in some circumstance of life, and then
had to bow to and accept the will. Or you had wronged some man or woman in
purse, character or reputation, and you felt impressed to undo the wrong. You
had spoken harshly and untruly of some individual, and it had to be recalled.
You had sinned publicly against Christ and the Church, and there was an open
confession of the wrong to be made. These were some of the pills, and the Word,
Spirit and Providence of God agreed that you had to take them.
You said at the time that it was so hard to do this. But in like manner those
pills were difficult to swallow in the days of my boyhood; but I took them and
got well!
You replied that you had made a number of efforts, but they all ended in
failure; that you opened your lips to make the confession, started to beg
forgiveness, made a movement toward righting some wrong of the past, but broke
down. In a word, you took up the pill, fully intending to swallow it, but it
looked so large, was so dreadfully bitter, that you laid it down again. And so
you remained sick.
But the day came--can you ever forget it--when you made up your mind to do the
just, right, and Christ-like thing. You heard the call of duty and answered,
"Here am I." You took up your cross. You squared life and heart for the peculiar
burden. You accepted your providential situation. You made confession and
reparation. In a word you took the pills.
Now what! Behold an instantaneous, delicious sense of spiritual health rushed
into you. Moral disease fled, and light, strength and gladness entered. Since
then there has been a thrilling experience of a most wholesome soundness. The
medicine was bitter, but the cure under God and through Christ was wonderful.
You are now well, and face, voice, eye and life prove it.
Believe me, my readers, who have not done this, that the thing you need most is
not the sugar plum of a false consolation, but the bitter pills which God has
been presenting you a long time through some dark and sorrowful convictions of
duty. You will never be well until you take them.
You know well what those pills are, and have been knowing for months and years.
I have translated their names from a spiritual Materia Medica. They are long and
hard to pronounce, but by poring over them they can be understood. Here are a
few,
"Pleaseforgivemewife."
"Iwantyoutopardonmehusband."
"Iwastoohastyandseverewithyoumy."
"MybrotherIhavewrongedyouandask."
"Hereisasumofmoneythatbelongsto."
Varied have been the experiences of people with these pills. The soul is
convinced that they should be taken, but who is naturally inclined to do such a
thing?
So men have cut them in two, bitten them in two, or one was chewed instead of
being swallowed. A third slipped out of the jelly coating and caused much
gagging. And still another stuck in the throat.
O the inward and outward protest against these pills; the nausea they create;
the excuses for not being taken they have caused to be invented!
And so the health of the daughter of my people was not recovered.
But at last you took the pills in your hand, put them squarely in your mouth,
threw your head back like a man, fixed your eyes upon the heavens, and taking a
big gulp of the water of life--down they went!
Since then, what? You have been a well man! You took up your bed, so to speak,
and walked!
Light is in your eyes, health in your soul, and strength in your life, You have
left the hospital and resumed business at the old stand. But it looks somehow
like a new stand; the sign seems to have been repainted and the owner appears to
be rejuvenated, if not recreated. And besides all this, there seems to be a
greater rush of Christian business there than was ever known before.
Anyhow, the sick man is well.
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CHAPTER 23
A TRYING EXPERIENCE
Three youths were in attendance upon a Southern college. They belonged to one of
the Secret Societies that usually are found among the young men of these places
of education. The fraternity of which they were members was the most mysterious
of all the other secret clubs, and fairly luxuriated in their reputation of
nerve-trying initiations, remote and spectral meetings in the woods, in the
burning of different colored lights during their sessions, and strange, weird
calls to one another, that were only understood by themselves.
It became necessary for this Secret Society to obtain possession of a human
skull, and information reaching them in a private way that a lonely, neglected
and almost forgotten graveyard was in the woods a mile southwest of the college,
the Grand Mogul of this mysterious fraternity appointed three of its members to
go forth after 12 o'clock on the first moonless night and secure a skull from
one of the graves.
The youths thus selected for the trying work we will call A_____, C_____ and
H_____, their ages being eighteen, nineteen and twenty-two. H_____ was the
oldest.
According to agreement they crept quietly out of their respective dormitories
while the large college clock in the belfry of the main building was tolling out
the solemn notes of twelve. Like three shadows they flitted beneath the great
trees of the campus, and met at the stile on the south side of the grounds. They
spoke in whispers, and glancing back, observed that every light was extinguished
in the college buildings. Even M_____, the hardest student among the five
hundred, had gone to bed.
On taking a silent inventory, A_____ had a spade, C_____ had secured a dark
lantern, and H_____, who wore a light overcoat and had a small bundle under it,
said it was a towel and soap to wash at the branch after the exhumation, and
that he also carried under his arm, wrapped up, a pistol.
C_____ asked him what good it would do to shoot at ghosts.
H_____ snickered and said, noise laid spirits if it did nothing more; that
anyhow he felt safer with the firearms.
After these short whisperings the three boys slipped over the stile, gained the
high road, and after a walk of three quarters of a mile through a field and then
some shadowy woods, crossed a dark branch at the foot of a hill, where they were
to wash their hands from the defilements of the grave. It was a gloomy ravine
and the low, gurgling sound of the water coming out of and disappearing in the
darkness was anything but reassuring. It had a strangling sound, and the boys
wiped their faces and felt a most decided and rapid increase of the action of
their hearts.
Ascending the hill beyond, they came to its forest covered brow, and after a few
yards saw in the dim starlight the left hand fork, which, much fainter than the
main road, led away to the graveyard they were seeking. The woods here became at
once much thicker and wilder, as they left the highway, and they were compelled
to light the dark lantern.
H_____ was left at the junction of the two roads to watch and give any needed
alarm. This was his own suggestion, and A_____ and C_____ opposed it and
insisted that he should watch at the edge of the graveyard. But H_____ said it
was barely a furlong distant and this was the strategic point to guard and
protect them, either by firing the pistol to give them warning of interruption,
or by stepping down the road quickly to where they were digging and give the
alarm.
A_____ and C_____ were both now inwardly convinced that H_____ had weakened and
was a coward. So they left him with mixed feelings, and, turning their lantern
light up, pushed carefully along the dark road, which was made all the darker by
the small glimmering lamp, as it actually intensified the shadows, and caused
the great tree trunks to appear more spectral and solemn than they did in the
starlight.
They could hear the dripping of the dew as it fell from the leaves to the turf
below. Then the woods would heave a sigh as if in unrest and sorrow about
something. Once a great night bird almost swept their faces with his broad wings
as he beat his startled way swiftly from them and vanished with a rustling sound
in the tree tops. A screech owl with its sudden, startling cry made their hearts
leap into their throats for a moment, and some kind of small animal of the
forest gave them another shock as it rushed away through the underbrush at the
sound of their steps.
Several times they thought they heard footsteps following them, but remembering
that H_____ was standing guard at the head of the road, and also failing to see
anyone or anything on stopping and turning their light backward, they felt
reassured and pushed on.
At last, after traversing a distance of fully three hundred yards from the main
public road, they found themselves stumbling over headboards and into sunken
graves, and knew they had reached the place they sought.
There was considerable uncertainty about this graveyard, both at college and in
town. Some said a battle had been fought there during the Civil War, and a
number of soldiers had been buried in the woods by the side of this faint
country road. Others said that the bodies of citizens, as well as soldiers, who
had died in a large hospital up town, were interred here. There was still
another report, but the facts were that here in the woods by the side of a faint
trail or path, and several hundred yards from the highway, was a hundred graves
all overshadowed with the great trees of a forest and almost hidden by a smaller
growth springing up around and upon them.
A_____ and C_____ selected a grave near the road, mainly, we suppose, with a
view to keep their communications open toward civilization. A small opening in
the trees allowed a little starlight to fall upon the head board and upper
portion of the mound, but the lower part was in dense shadow from an unusually
large and thick tree that flung its boughs over it.
The lads lost no time in getting to work, and while one held the lantern, the
other wielded the spade, and began to cast out the earth. They alternated with
the work, and in one of their short resting spells they heard the college clock
toll the hour of one. It sounded so faint, far away and solemn that they wished
they had not heard it. After this nothing broke the awful stillness but the hoot
of a distant owl and the melancholy cry of a whippoorwill.
They both worked when handling the spade with all their strength, for they were
anxious to get through and be gone. Then the night wind gave an occasional sigh
as if sorry at what they were doing, and the dropping of the dew from the
branches sounded like the drip of blood.
They had reached a depth of three feet, and C_____ was in the grave, when in the
act of pressing his foot on the spade, the whole thing under him caved in and he
sank almost out of sight from A_____ , who sat squatted with the lamp in his
hand on the ground above. The shock to C_____ was terrific, though he went down
only three feet, yet to him it felt and seemed a thousand. To add to the horror,
he landed on the head of the dead man, or more truly speaking, the skull of the
skeleton.
C_____ clambered out up to A_____ with a celerity that was remarkable, bathed in
a cold sweat and exceedingly agitated. The lads discussed the happening in
whispers, and saw that the man had not been buried in a coffin, but in a large
box fully three feet deep; that the lid or top had not sunken in during the past
years, for there was no pressure upon it until C_____'s full weight, with the
entering spade had broken through the decayed plank and let him down suddenly
into the bottom of the grave and in the midst of the bones.
After a while C_____ crept back into the grave, and feeling around in the dark,
found the skull, caught it in his left hand and standing erect, started to climb
out. Just then A_____ gave an exclamation of horror, and in a low, startled
voice said to C_____ ,
"Just look yonder!"
C_____ quickly turned and there, near the foot of the grave, stood a white form.
In another second the figure stretched out an arm and said in a low,
blood-curdling tone,
"Let my bones alone!"
How C_____ got out of the grave he never knew, only that in a moments time he
was out dashing for the road, but still holding to the skull.
A_____ had flung his lamp away in his terror, and was now speeding with all his
might for the main road and college. C_____, in endeavoring to follow him,
tripped over a small tree lying in his path and tumbled over and over on the
ground in one direction, while the skull, struck from his hand by the violence
of the fall, rolled in another.
It would have been impossible to have found it in the dark, and C_____, knowing
that it would be unkind as well as disregardful of the rights of the true owner
of the skull to try to obtain it again, and feeling that it was his duty to
assist A_____ in getting at once out of the woods, and not allow him to have
that long, lonely run to the college entirely without companionship, and
recognizing a great increasing, inward craving for the sight of human
habitations and the presence of living beings who wore their own skulls,
gathered himself together and struck out after A_____ with the greatest
singleness of mind and doubleness of strength.
As they came panting to the junction of the two roads, H_____ was not to be
seen. They were convinced, as they had suspected before, that he was a coward
and had slunk back to college, and left them with the whole job, and now the
whole terror on their hands.
Under healthy and proper conditions neither A_____ nor C_____ believed in ghosts
or supernatural appearances. But nearly a mile from college, in the woods, with
the ghastly happening in the graveyard still blistering the memory, they were
not in the mental frame to speak coolly and deliberately upon the subject. They
felt more like running than anything else, and so with an intense desire to be
close to actual living folks again, they swept into the public road, flew down
the slope of the hill, leaped the little branch that was still strangling and
choking in the darkness, and pantingly sped up the ascent on the other side,
A_____ still leading and C_____ closely following.
The boys reached the College at last, and as they pulled themselves over the
stile felt, from the nervous shock and the run of a mile without stopping, that
they were more dead than alive.
Creeping to one of the pumps, they quietly washed their hands and bathed their
crimson faces, drank copious draughts of the pure, cool fluid, and then stole
away to their rooms.
On meeting H_____ next day, A_____ and C_____ were at first very cool and
dignified, which he returned with interest. They, then, taking him aside,
demanded to know why he forsook his post and left them in the lurch.
To their surprise he warmly and firmly denied having left them, but said a man
had gone by his post where he was concealed, and he had walked forty or fifty
yards up the public road to see if he had gone on, and was returning to his
position by the forks of the road when he saw A_____ and C_____ coming out of
the woods and flying down the highway like the Devil was after them; that he
supposed it was a trick to leave him alone in the woods, and that he had
followed them back to College slowly and feeling justly offended.
A_____ and C_____ had before promised each other to say nothing of the startling
apparition at the grave, feeling that no one would believe them, that every boy
would laugh at them, and H_____ would tease them continually and unmercifully.
So they replied that they did not intend to leave him in the forest alone, but
they fancied they were discovered at the grave by some midnight prowler and had
fled, and that not finding H_____ at the forks of the road, they naturally
supposed he had forsaken them and gone back to the college.
H_____ seemed somewhat pacified at this, but tried to get A_____ and C_____ to
describe more explicitly their interruption. Was it a young or old man? Was he
small or large? Did he say anything or not?
To these questions the two friends answered that they did not stop to examine
the intruder, they only knew that they were discovered by somebody who came upon
them in the midst of their work, and that knowing if they were found out they
would be punished, both by the College Faculty and town officials, they had
simply ske-daddled.
To the repeated question, Did he say anything to you, their reply was, "only
enough for us to know he knew what we were doing."
H_____ had to be satisfied with this, for he could get nothing more out of the
two boys.
A week later the local paper contained an item, which created a buzz for some
days, both in the town and college. It read as follows:
"While Mr. Montague, our County Surveyor, was running a line near the old
graveyard a mile south of the College, he discovered that one of the graves had
been recently opened. He found a spade in the grave, a dark lantern a few feet
distant, a small piece of white cloth hanging on a thorn bush, and thirty or
forty feet away a human skull. He with his two men replaced the skull in the
grave, threw the dirt back and replanted the head board. But to him as well as
to us the affair is shrouded in mystery. Why should the grave be opened? Why
should the lantern and spade be left? And if these disturbers of the dead wanted
the skull, why should they go to all the pains to get it out, and then cast it
away? It is to be hoped that these transgressors will be brought to light and
properly punished."
A_____, C_____ and H_____ together could have answered most of these questions,
but it was to their interest not to do so, and so the talk died away and the
circumstance ceased to be thought of by the public.
It was a long time, however, before A_____ and C_____ slept soundly through a
whole night. Both had distressing dreams, and had only to close their eyes,
after their room lamps were extinguished at night, to see a white figure and
hear a low, grating voice saying, "Let my bones alone."
The three boys of this sketch left college the same year. A_____ was a brilliant
fellow and would have distinguished himself in the profession he chose, but he
died just one year after leaving the university. C____, after a few years,
entered the ministry and was sent to a distant great city. H_____ became a
prominent lawyer and was made a judge.
Something like ten or fifteen years after they left college, one day C_____
received a letter from H_____. It was quite short, but it had a tremendous
effect on the reader. It ran thus:
Dear C_____,
"Let my bones alone."
H_____.
It was a perfect study to watch the countenance of C_____. No pen description
could do justice to the varying expressions that rapidly followed each other
over his face. Astonishment and wonder of mind, twitching of mouth, pulling at
moustache, biting of lips, a curious sparkle in the eye, with a part dazed, part
ashamed, part vexed and part amused look, all striving together in a most
wonderful manner on the same countenance. In fact, for a while it was difficult
to say what would be the final outcome and lasting expression. Of course there
would be a survival of the fittest, but which was the fittest?
The next mail carried C_____'s reply:
Dear H_____,
You old rascal you! I wish I was in arm's length of your body, and verily you
should have better cause than once before to say, "Let my bones alone!" This
time you would have positive need to say it, for on this occasion I would not
let your bones alone. You surely belong to the Bonaparte family. Anyhow you were
in the past a supernatural fraud, and I gravely fear you are still a humbug.
Nevertheless, as I ran off with your skull, of course you can not help being
such things, and so I freely forgive you.
Your old college friend,
C_____.
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CHAPTER 24
A STRANGE VISITOR
Let not the reader suppose from the caption of this chapter that strange visits
and visitors are a rare occurrence to the writer. Some have been remarkable
above all description, and many most unusual. But numbers were paid in strictest
confidence, and in numerous cases what was said and confided was with the
understanding that all was in the light and protection of a sacred confessional,
and so the history of those hours will never be written by the author, and will
go with him, unknown by the world, to the Judgment Day.
But the case represented in this chapter had no embargo of promised secrecy upon
it, and is used, in its simple description of a morning call, as a window
through which the reader can look upon a peculiar phase of that always
interesting thing, a human life.
I was busily writing at my desk one afternoon, in a hotel in a certain town,
when there came a tap at the door. Burdened with the thought of several chapters
to write to complete an unfinished book, an article to pen for one of the
religious papers, and a great pile of unanswered letters before me, I glanced up
from my work with a sigh, and said:
"Come in."
The door opened and a plain looking man of about forty, having the appearance of
a farmer, entered. Closing the door behind him, he drew near several paces and
made a peculiar bow, with one hand resting upon his knee and bending side-ways.
With an earnest face and grave voice he said:
"I hope you will excuse me, sir, but I want to see you, for I am in trouble."
The word "trouble" was sufficient to banish my last regret at being disturbed in
my work, and I said kindly to him:
"Take a seat, sir, and tell me what I can do for you."
He placed his hat on the floor between his feet, and looking fixedly at me with
a pair of melancholy black eyes, said:
"I hate to interrupt you, sir, for I know you must be a busy man, but I felt
drawn to come. I want you to dissolve a great mystery for me. Will you answer me
some questions?"
"I do not know that I can, but I will try," was my reply.
"Well, I am a man who sees sights. They come to me. Now what I want to know is,
is it the sympathy of the flesh, or the substance of the spirit?"
"I don't think I understand your last remark," I said.
The man repeated the words exactly, rubbing his chin reflectively with his hand,
while inclining his body toward me and fixing on me a most anxious look.
"Who is it you see?" I inquired.
"My wife. She is dead and in her grave, but appears to me every twenty-four
hours." And the man's eyes filled with tears.
"My dear sir," I replied, "I do not believe such appearances are actual or real,
but arise from one's own mental condition. They spring from your own fancy."
"Fancy!" exclaimed the man scornfully. "Why, sir, I hold her in my arms."
"Still, I can not but think," said I, "that your constant thought of your wife
creates the impression or vision which you regard as a reality." It is a
reality," replied the man warmly, "and I came here hoping you would dissolve the
mystery. I am an ignorant man, never had any schooling, and hoped you could help
me."
"I don't see," I answered, "what I can do for you; for granting that it is a
real manifestation or spiritual appearance, the Bible forbids any effort on our
part to hold communion with the spirit world, or the dead."
"But they come to me," cried the man, getting up out of his chair. "But I won't
disturb you any more," and he started for the door.
A feeling of profound pity for the bereaved man swept over my heart and caused
me to say gently and kindly to him.
"How long has your wife been dead?"
"Just forty-three days. And oh how I loved her! You never saw such a woman,
straight as an arrow and fine-looking, and everybody said she had the finest
figure they ever saw."
"And you say she comes back to you?"
"Yes sir. The night after the funeral she woke me up calling me, and as I opened
my eyes, I saw her standing by the bed. 'What's the matter, dear,' I said. And
she said, 'I am cold,' and crept into bed with me, and I took the cover and
wrapped it round her and drew her to my heart. Oh, how I love her!"
There was a minute's silence, in which the man seemed to labor for breath and
looked as if his heart would break. Then he resumed,
"She kept coming to me night after night, till I felt something must be wrong,
and one night she told me something about her body. So the next day I hired a
man to go to the graveyard with me, and we dug her up."
"How did she look?"
"Oh her face was peaceful, but what she had told me about her body was just as
she said," and the man related things that we do not repeat.
"What did you do then?"
"I put all the flowers back in the coffin with her, and reburied her."
"And does she still return?"
"Yes, every twenty-four hours," and the man's face was a study with its
expression of mingled suffering and joy. "Sometimes when I see her she is in one
place, and next time in another. Not long ago I saw her one night and she seemed
to be in a foreign country, and appeared to be another man's wife; but I went
right up and took hold of her. O how I love her!"
At this the man buried his face in his hands, and I could see the tears
trickling through the closed fingers. After a pause of fully a couple of
minutes, in which not a word was spoken on either side, and I heard a church
bell ringing in the distance, he lifted his face and said,
"I saw her again last night, and she was leading a child by the hand. Her head
was drooped so that I could not see her face, but I knew it was her. Oh, I
always know her! And I went straight up to her and put my arms around her."
There was no questioning the man's genuineness. The honest face, clear truthful
eyes, dripping tears, and unmistakable sorrow forbade any idea of trickery or
deception of any kind.
"Sometimes," he continued, "I wonder why I was ever born, I have been through so
much trouble. When I was a child, my mother was drowned in a freshet. I was a
baby and was washed from the house down the stream a hundred yards, and the wind
filled my little night dress and I was blown, they say, on some driftwood, where
they found me. Why did God let me live to see such sorrow as has come to me
since that time?"
The man's sighs and sobs were pitiful to hear.
"Then," he continued, when I was a boy, I was raised by people who nearly beat
me to death. I reckon they would have killed me, but my father stole me away
from them. Even then I used to have the strangest visions. One year they were
awful, but after that they became beautiful and rested me like."
"Do you only see your wife?" I interrupted.
"No. Twice I have seen Christ, and I knew it was Him."
"Are you a Christian?"
"Yes, God knows I am. And yet I wonder why He let me live to see so much
trouble."
"Suppose we kneel down together," I said, "and let us talk to God about it all."
So we got down on our knees side by side, and with one hand upon the shoulder of
the man who wept convulsively, I commended the broken heart by me, with all its
past and present burdens, to Jesus. I begged the Saviour to let Him feel that
all was well with his wife, that as she had died in the faith, that her soul was
with God in heaven, and her body would sleep quietly and be raised on the
morning of the Resurrection. I besought the Lord to give him strength to bear up
in his lonely life, and be a true, faithful Christian in his sorrow as he had
been in brighter, happier days; that he might remember he owed certain duties to
his children, and that he would be kind, strong and cheerful for their sakes and
raise them so as to meet their mother in heaven; that He himself should be kept
true through everything, until after a faithful, useful Christian life, he would
rejoin his wife in the skies, and the broken ties of earth be reunited forever.
As we arose, the man had ceased his distressing sobs, and with a pathetically
faint smile on his face, he grasped my hand and said,
"You are a noble man. I thank you for that prayer. It has done me so much good.
My heart here don't ache so much."
"I am certainly very glad," I cordially replied, "that I have been able to help
you."
"Well, indeed you have. And now, sir, good-bye. I must get back home to the
children. I live four miles from town, and when I'm gone long the children miss
me. They've got nobody but me now to take care of them. You ought to see them
run to meet me when I come in the big gate. I take one on each shoulder and the
other one rides on my back." Here he fell into a musing fit for a moment with a
pleasant smile as if he was back home with his children, and then resumed:
"People round the neighborhood say I am crazy because I said I see my wife.
Crazy, I say! Can a crazy man raise first-class crops, like I do?" I make money
every year. Do crazy people make money? There isn't a merchant in this town but
would give me credit, and honor my orders for goods and groceries. Would they do
that to crazy folks? I pay all my debts promptly. Do crazy people pay their
debts? No, sir, I'm not crazy, or a fool either. But I do see those things.
Good-bye, sir, I must go. The children are waiting now for me at home."
The door closed, the footsteps died away in the hall, and my strange visitor was
gone as suddenly as he had come.
I resumed my seat at my writing table, and cheek on hand, sat listening to the
faint, far-off sound of the church bell that was ringing again. But it was a
long time before I could call in my pensive, wandering thoughts and resume the
interrupted work of my pen.
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CHAPTER 25
HIGH FLOWN AFRICAN SPEECH
The Negro, whether educated, half taught, or ignorant, is an interesting
character. When by the work of schools and universities, however, he approaches
the Caucasian in intelligence, culture, polish and general habits of life, the
peculiar charm wielded by the untutored African personality of course
disappears.
That charm, existing as it does in dialect, pronunciation, accent, mannerisms,
native drollery and wit, is naturally changed, if not destroyed by the
approximation of the one race to the other. So in the city Negro of today,
coming out of free school, high school and college, the peculiarities fail to
appear which so impressed the observer of a preceding generation. Hence many
thus confronted, will marvel over past descriptions and fail to see the place
for tears and smiles once so freely accorded. For just as the Indian is
disappearing under the western horizon, so the old-time Negro character is
vanishing through the portals of the schools.
In rural districts, however, and in certain lowly suburbs of towns and cities in
the South, the "darky" can still be seen. Enough scraps and bits of cloth are
left to give a very fair idea of the kind of goods that once filled the store.
Of course the country Negro is nearer the straight goods, and hence the most
interesting, but the class of colored people that stand midway between the
educated town brother, and the uneducated tiller of the soil, constitutes a
study in itself and is brimful of interest.
The semi or partially educated Negro, occupying mainly a kind of middle ground,
but making in speech and life sudden inroads and excursions, first into one
realm and then into the other, keeps the mind in a state of perpetual
astonishment, while the general conglomeration at times of all the parts in a
single individual before us, makes something so rich and unique that the mind
thrills at the possession of what is both social phenomena and psychological
treasure.
One feature of the character now alluded to, is a mania for big words. Sometimes
the proper one would be aimed at, but through ignorance of the dictionary on the
one hand, and a certain readiness of mental furnishing to remedy the defect on
the other, that word would come forth from the lips of the speaker so strangely
beheaded and re-headed, so betailed and curtailed, that it would have required
the gravity of an Anchorite and the face of Sphinx to have preserved an unmoved
or unsmiling front.
A few weeks spent in the "Big House," as the family mansion was called, or a few
months in school, were amply sufficient to produce the willingness, if not the
ability, to mouth large words and attempt various elegancies of speech. The
English language was truly a vast and billowy expanse, but the class we speak of
never hesitated to fling themselves upon the waves, and, of course, would
invariably sink. They, however, got used to drowning. To change the figure, the
night was dark and the country before them broad, uncertain and unknown, but
this did not in the least deter them, but verbally packing up and folding their
arms as an Arab did his tent, they went forth, and like one of old, knew not
whither they went.
One of this class, of the female variety, returned to her humble cabin one night
quite affected and inflated with the atmosphere of the palace-like home where
she had been at work. The elegant demeanor, stately manners and dignified way of
giving orders and directions about the house had profoundly impressed her. She
had drunk in the spirit of the mansion, and carried away its lordly airs and
doings as one would wear a garment. The robe had not dropped from her even after
she entered her own little hovel and was surrounded by her noisy brats who were
scampering around on the floor. A majestic wave of the hand which she had
brought with her, and a deep-toned command to make less noise had been all
unheeded. Whereupon, with elevated chin and appropriate pose of body, she thus
delivered herself:
"I'll let yer know when I say thus and forth, hit's got to be did! Do yer hyer
me?"
They heard her this time, and were brought into immediate silence, whether by
the woman's manner or the remarkable expression, "thus and forth," we do not
know; only they were subdued.
Another one of this class, while making a fire in the bedroom of his employer
early one morning, was expatiating upon a robbery in the neighborhood the night
before. While narrating the occurrence, he would alternately stoop to blow the
embers into a flame, and then rise to a kneeling position upon the hearth to
hear and answer questions about the absorbing incident from his employer who had
not yet arisen.
"Who do they think broke into the house, Sandy?"
"Dey say, Mars John, hit was midnight magruders."
There was a suspicious snort from the bed, and then a choking kind of utterance,
"You mean midnight marauders, Sandy."
"Yes, sah, dat's it, midnight magruders," and Sandy stooped down to blow the
fire, unmindful of the shaking bed, and inwardly delighted over the possession
of a new and imposing colloquial term.
A third individual in this class had been to town with the market wagon. On his
return, his mistress questioned him as to whether he had seen a certain lady
friend of hers, a Mrs. Judge Somebody.
"Oh yessum, I seed de Judge's wife herse'f. En I tole her dat you was er wishin'
ter see her, en she eggserved dat she would like ter see you."
The quivering eyelids, rolling head, unctuous voice and evident pride with which
the sable speaker delivered himself of the word "eggserved," made a picture too
exquisitely rich and refreshing for anyone to properly describe by pen, pencil
or brush. The word, "eggserved," however, was promptly captured, framed and hung
up in the family gallery, so to speak. Often it was taken down and used in
certain domestic junctures and happenings, and always with powerful effect.
Still a fourth instance comes to the mind of the writer.
A lady cousin of the author was expressing to her dining-room servant her sorrow
at the tidings of the death of the girl's father. She added:
"I had not heard, Nancy, that he was so ill."
"Yessum, Miss Ma'y, his health was decaving some time."
From the expression of the young colored woman's face it was evident that the
word, "decaving," had brought her sweet and decided comfort in the midst of her
bereavement,
But our cousin continued,
"What did you say was the matter with your father?"
"De doctor say, Ma'am, dat he had de Locomotive Axlegrease."
"The what, Nancy!" gasped our cousin.
"De Locomotive Axlegrease, Ma'am. Yessum, dats what de doctor say."
A gentleman was present in the room at the time, but from the apoplectic
appearance of his face it seemed as if he would not be present anywhere on earth
very long. Laboring for self control, he turned to the girl and spoke, while his
voice shook as if he had a swamp ague.
"Nancy, you mean Locomotor Ataxia."
"Yes, sah, dats what I mean, Locomotive Axle grease."
The climax, however, is reached in a fifth case, where one colored brother had
been made to feel perfectly outraged by the persistent misbehavior and
wrongdoings of another. Full of righteous indignation, he rolled out the
following remarkable sentence:
"No, sah; he would neither be provised nor condesuaded, but was always
intermined to act recording to his own destruction."
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CHAPTER 26
D. D.
"Come hither, my son, and while we rest under this pine, which seems to be
whispering the secrets of the forest behind us to the murmuring, inquiring ocean
yonder, that leans far over the strand to hear, then retires as if meditating
upon what it has heard, then rushes forward again with another moan-like
question; and while the eye takes in the gleaming white lighthouse far up the
coast, and yonder distant, motionless sail, and the smoke trail of the passing
steamer still farther away towards the horizon, let me ruminate aloud to thee.
"This is the month of June. The season of college commencements is over. Essays,
able and scholarly, and bound with pink and blue ribbon, have been read by
sapient youths and able girls of sixteen. Questions, problems and mysteries of
all kinds in the realms of art and science, poetry and philosophy, morals and
religion, have been met, mentally grappled with, solved, cleared up and made
generally luminous in the aforesaid essays. The thing is settled now for the
world, and for that matter, so is the essay. It may be found after this present
month, well settled in the bottom of an old trunk, in some far-away country
home, without hope of resurrection.
"Commencement, my son, is over. The speaker invited from a distance has returned
to the bosom of his admiring family, who have already read, in the telegraphic
column of the newspaper which he forwarded, that his sermon, or address, was
able, erudite, polished and eloquent. (The man sending the report or dispatch
not having heard it.) And now the returned speaker bears about with him for
several days a look of chastened triumph; but after that period, and after two
or three dozen adroit allusions to the marked attention of his audience, the
sudden burst of applause, etc., etc., the said speaker quietly subsides into the
jog trot experience and ordinary appearance of a commonplace, everyday life that
is unrelieved by platform introductions, hand-clappings, assumed mannerisms,
studied deportment, dignified bearing, public honors, elaborate dinings, and a
general kind of happification.
"Yes, commencement is over! The red hot college brand, D. D., has been
flourished, applied vigorously, and the smell of scorched ministerial flesh is
in the air."
"Father, what is D. D.?"
"What is D. D.? I came near saying it was not much; but on reflection I would
say it amounts to nothing. Still to speak more intelligibly, it does not stand
for 'Doubly Dead,' as some rashly suppose, or 'Dry as Dust,' as others have
maliciously suggested. It is one of the many remarkable combinations of the
alphabet whereby some individuals are made glad, others sad, still others mad,
while a chartered institution of education is relieved of a heavy burden."
"I hardly understand you, father."
"It is not difficult to comprehend, my son. At one time it was thought that the
great and only function of the alphabet was its service as a medium of
communication between man and his fellow. This was a very hasty and incorrect
conclusion. As men have grown wiser, discoveries have increased and inventions
of all kinds blessed the earth. Among them, and prominent at that, is the
sublime art of using the alphabet, and especially parts of the alphabet, not to
spell, but to throw a spell; not to reveal, but to hide a meaning; not to add to
mental burdens, but to deliver from burdens. For instance, a body of gentlemen,
representing a certain educational institution that is weak in its knees from a
number of causes, can by a wise use of one or more letters of the alphabet not
only help a friend, make a friend, and advertise a business, but can also pay a
debt, all to the comfort and relief of the institution itself.''
"But how, father?"
"The whole thing is done by taking two or three letters, arranging them in a
certain form, and applying them to the name, and you might say, to the person of
some individual, who thereafter becomes the lifelong friend, defender and
advertiser of the aforesaid. institution. This curious disposal of letters and
their application constitutes a college brand.
"The only arrangement difficult for most of these colleges to make is the
following, L. S. D., which is supposed to stand for pounds, shillings and pence,
or their equivalents. Failing at this point, they make up for it with other
combinations. But even here it requires much skill and a nice judgment. It would
never do to trust to a chance disposal of letters, for some exceedingly painful
pictures and images could be mentally produced by two or three letters
infelicitously connected.
"We do not dwell here, but pass on with the statement that in a certain
University in England it had been the custom to require an essay from each
minister who was to be honored with the title of D. D. But another law was
passed by the faculty, demanding two essays, whereupon the college poet and wit
became inspired and gave forth the following affecting lines to the town paper,
which as promptly published them:
"The title D. D.
'Tis proposed to convey,
To an A double S
For a double S A."
"Chance arrangements of letters as suggested above would never do. No matter how
the public might believe that the preacher had earned and deserved the title,
yet the feelings of the man himself should be considered.
"Suppose that a college in a fit of absence of mind should settle on the letters
D. H., as we once saw a hotel clerk do, attaching these very two characters to
the name of a preacher who had departed without paying his bill. What, then?
"We felt that day, as we saw that peculiar suffix garnishing the clerical name,
like saying to the clerk and owner:
"Sirs, you do this gentleman great wrong; you have mistaken a letter. He is not
a D.H., but a D.D.
"But no, it seemed that they knew him better than I did, and that hotels had
titles, degrees and brands as well as colleges, and they reserved the right to
apply certain letters to names as do certain universities. Theirs were P'd and
D. H. But all this is a digression.
"The colleges do not stop with one brand, they have many. They possess, we may
say, a number of kaleidoscopic combinations, which never fail to please.
"It is true that some of their arrangements possess a double meaning or
significance, according to the faith or unbelief of the public. For instance, M.
D. stands for Doctor of Medicine, but some insist it is the old word,"Murder,"
with the four smallest letters left out. B. A. is regarded by college circles to
mean Bachelor of Arts, and by many of the outside world as representing great
knowledge and acquirements, but others gravely affirm that it is a part of the
exclamation BAH!, the last letter having been purposely left out.
"So thoughtful, observant men asseverate that S. T. D., stands for 'Stalled!'
and Ph. D., is an agreeable, but cunning way of altering the word 'Phooled!'
"The degree LL. D. was originally L. S. D., (pounds, shillings and pence), but
the middle letter was changed from S. to L. to prevent any reflection upon the
profession.
"Nor is this all, my son. As men become great, or college debts and obligations
greater, it does not matter which, these and still other titles will be added in
such number that it will become a question as to what part of the alphabet will
be left to us common mortals; and further still, what visiting card or envelope
will ever be able to contain, in a sense, the individual's greatness.
"For instance, several years ago I received a letter from a preacher, and in it
was one of his cards. I repeat it just as it was written, or rather printed,
only changing the real name to the fictitious one of Brown, the changed name, by
the way, possessing the exact number of letters that were in the real one. Here
it is:
"W. Brown, M. D., D. D., LL. D.
"At a glance the eye takes in the fact that the added letters outnumber the
original name by one already, and still the man was alive and increasing in
fame.
"The same year we had another visiting card sent us by a ministerial friend,
which bore the following legend, the family name only changed, though having the
same number of letters. The rest is exactly copied from the card:
"W. H. Long, A. B., M. A., Ph. D., D. C. L., LL. D.
"Now, it is impossible to contemplate these two addresses without being
peculiarly affected. One emotion excited is that of sympathy and pity for a man
who has to sign such a longitudinal name. Second, a sensation of alarm is
aroused as we are made plainly to see that with these increasing signs of
greatness no man can hold his patronymic very long on his visiting cards. Just a
glance at the addresses of Brown and Long will reveal the approaching peril.
Already close to the left-hand border, it is evident that with two or three more
degrees the family name, already retiring in the background, will finally be
pushed entirely off the envelope or enameled pasteboard, and nothing be left but
a riotous, triumphant portion of the alphabet, spelling nothing, and for that
matter, meaning nothing.
"A third feature about the matter which awakens thought and concern in the
observant mind is the obvious injustice done the family name by this
preponderance of letters on one side of the patronymic, while the other is
severely neglected, as for instance in one of the addresses already given:
"W. H. Long, A. B., M. A., Ph. D., D. C. L., LL. D.
"Evidently Mr. Long is flying with one wing and should have another. There
should be symmetry in names and visiting cards, as well as in the shape of birds
and form of houses. A building with a wing attachment on one side must have
another to correspond on the opposite quarter, or the eye, taste and judgment of
observers will be offended.
"Realizing this, men have gone to work on the left-hand side of the name and
added various kinds of balance weights. Not allowed to use letters alone,
colleges having a monopoly upon them, they took whole words, as for instance,
His Majesty, His Gracious Majesty, His Highness, His Royal Highness, His
Excellency, the Honorable, etc., etc., etc.
"The church, not to be outdone, rushes into this struggle to redeem and save the
family name, or more truly to prize or lift up the neglected or sinking end of
it to a proper level with the right-hand attachments, and so we have the titles
Reverend, Right Reverend, Most Reverend, His Grace, His Holiness, etc. etc. Then
comes a long array of Bishops, Elders, Deacons, Arch Bishops, Arch Deacons,
Rectors, Curates, Canons, Vicars, Deans, and others too numerous to mention.
"The result is that at last the prefixes are equal in number to the suffices,
and the family name of Brown, Long and others can be not only redeemed, but
placed in right relation to all the various borders of card or envelopes by
being sandwiched between letters on one side and words on the other. To
illustrate, a certain address I once saw, read as follows:
"The Right Reverend Thomas Green, D. D., Ph. D., LL. D.
"Here we see the good old name of Green is properly balanced. If anything, the
prefixes, or left-handers, have the advantage over the suffixes, or
right-handers, when it comes to an actual enumeration of letters.
"The introduction of such a favored gentleman in a large dining-room, or at a
public reception, would be high sounding, euphonious and ornate to the highest
degree,--' Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to present to you, His Grace, the
Right Reverend Thomas Green, Bishop of So and so, A. M., D. D., Ph. D. and LL.
D.'
"Sometimes I have thought, as I have seen the colleges capturing the alphabet by
sections, that it would be a good plan for the people to rise en masse and throw
the tea overboard, so to speak, or to pass a Declaration of Independence and
every man wear the whole alphabet like a kind of necklace about his name as
follows:
"a b c d e f g h i j k l m John Smith n o p q r s t u v w x y z.
"Perhaps in this way, by standing up for our rights, we might stop in a measure
this robbery and ignoring of our claims upon the alphabet, which belongs to us
all."
"But, father, what has all this to do with D. D.?"
"Everything, my son. D. D. is one of the favorite college brands, and very
freely and liberally it is applied. Sometimes it is given medicinally, for it
has been known to build up a depleted ministerial system. Cartright, the pioneer
preacher, however, rejected it on that ground, saying that he thanked God his
divinity did not need doctoring.
"Sometimes it is given gratefully, in recognition of past favors or anticipation
of some benefit to be received from the branded."
"Why, father, you surprise me. I thought a person who received this degree had
to possess great attainments in theology, with knowledge in science and general
literature, that he had to understand Greek and Hebrew, to be a mighty expounder
of God's Word, and a man indeed great in head, heart, deed and life?"
"Well, that might have been the case, once, but times have changed, my son, and
the world is getting a new theology, or truer still, trying to get along without
any at all. And then the preachers are numerous, and some are ambitious, and
some clamorous, and above all, colleges are plentiful, especially small
colleges, and this latter class has no idea of possessing prerogatives and not
exercising them, of owning a brand and not using it."
"Do all the colleges bestow these titles with equal freeness?"
"Oh no, The small surpass the great in this regard. In England the title D. D.
is rarely given, and means considerable. In this country our great universities
bestow it more frequently than is done across the ocean, but still with some
caution. It is the small college which wearies not in this work and that seems
possessed with the idea that this is its mission and purpose, to make D. D's."
"I should think that preachers would prefer the title from a large and old
institute of learning."
"They do, and so many of them are kept in terror, dodging the honors of one of
these smaller places. But it is of no avail. The small college watches the
papers and pulpits, and as soon as a man emerges above the line of mediocrity,
one of these college Boards, with their President at the head, rush forth upon
the rising individual with the college brand all red hot with resolutions, and
applying it to him vigorously, mark him forever as their own."
"I judge, father, that some thus served feel annoyed."
"Annoyed! That is not the word. Some fairly sicken, and others inwardly rage in
their mortification. I was told of a certain individual, that he had lived and
striven for a great university marking title, and felt the day was drawing near
for that consummation, as his articles and discourses began to attract public
attention. But one summer, having delivered an able address at the Commencement
of a small country college, the Board instantly called a meeting, and with great
enthusiasm passed a vote, heated the irons, and rushed with one accord upon the
man and branded him with their brand. He gave a great public outcry! It was so
unexpected. So painful! Some report that in his acknowledgment of the
Lilliputian honor he said, 'he would rather have received this title from the
hands of Pine Brush College, founded here in Black Jack Neighborhood, than to
have had it come from the largest and oldest University in the world,' etc.,
etc.
"My informant also told me that as the branded man talked on, he actually foamed
at the mouth.
"But the little colleges do not stop to consider the pain they inflict. They
feel it is their mission and privilege, and so in the month of June, the
branding season, they dash into the thickest of the fight, and soon the dull
thud of the brand is heard, the scream of the victim arises, the acknowledgments
flow like blood or ascend like wails, according to the fancy of the looker on.
The battle cry is, brand somebody if you can, but before you brand nobody, be
sure to brand anybody."
"But at this rate, father, there will soon be no preachers left without the
title."
"Yes, that is true. We are rapidly approaching that period when all will have
it."
"Well, if that be so, what will the colleges do in their distribution of these
prizes, or I should more respectfully say honors?"
"They can give other titles like Ph. D. and S. T. D., and after that invent new
ones."
"But, then, father, there must even be an end of this. And what is more the very
commonness and abundance of these degrees will cause their depreciation, and
utter inability to impress the public mind."
"Exactly so, my son. And doubtless you think by this turn of the question, this
presentation of the inevitable, that you have placed the colleges and myself in
a quandary. Not at all. With prophetic gaze I see the deliverance, the way of
escape from this great difficulty. For would it not be a difficulty and trouble
indeed for a college to lose its branding irons? A college unable to confer
degrees or titles would be like a physician unable to get hold of physic or a
man powerless to reach his purse. Indeed, more, Othello's occupation would be
gone.
"But mark you, this is the way of escape and deliverance. When all that are
preachers are D. D.'s; when prominent personages are loaded with titles, as the
hull of a vessel is covered with barnacles, then the College Brand will be given
up for a different looking instrument altogether, --something not of a stamping,
but extracting power, not a Brand, but a huge pair of Forceps.
"So it shall be that when this or that minister comes up to a College
Commencement with the ache and throbbing pain of a D. D. upon him, and suffering
from the decayed honor of other titles, and he shall by sermon or address, or by
scholarly attainment or noble performance cover himself with glory, the faculty
and trustees shall consider his case, diagnose his moral worth and intellectual
excellence, and if pleased, shall then and there solemnly bring out the Forceps
of the College and with a tremendous jerk forever pull out the dead and hollow
D. D. from his name. After that, if he is a man of real merit, and they would do
him even greater honor, they will proceed to extract the decayed Ph. D and S. T.
D. with their twisted roots, until finally the table is fairly covered with
ecclesiastical teeth.
"Oh the relief to the sufferer! With groanings these grinders and incisors were
drawn out, for they had gone deep into the ministerial nature and curved around
the hidden man, but they were removed at last, and now with tears of joy the
relieved man thanks the Board of Professors for their able extraction of roots,
and gladly pays any charge the Faculty and Trustees may be pleased to make.
"Verily it shall come to pass in those days, and they are nigh at hand, when it
will be to a man's honor that he is without a title, and has no plume-like, or
tail-like appendage to his name."
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CHAPTER 27
A PICTURE GALLERY
Let artists and travelers boast as they will about Halls of modern Art and
Galleries of ancient paintings, of the Old School and the New School, of the
Vandykes and the Rembrants, of the collections of London, Paris, Rome and
Florence, yet it remains a fact that living men and women hold us with a
stronger spell and a more lasting power than the creations of brush, canvas and
colors can possibly exercise.
It is a rare thing for a person to visit a work of art many days and pore over
it for hours at each visit. The rule is that one look is sufficient for the
greater number of paintings, the study of one hour exhausts others, and few can
stand repeated visits. Whatever may be the depth of the finest subject on
canvas, yet this fact remains that in itself, it is motionless and doomed to
changelessness. It is what the artist made and left. The fancy may invest it
with hidden charms, and yet there are the same colors, the old, fixed stare and
the unaltering attitude.
Besides all this, some of us are unable to visit these Museums and Halls of Art,
and few are able to return after a first visit.
It is fortunate for us that we have the Life Gallery all around us. On the cars,
on the street, at home, in our constant contact with people in the paths of
business and pleasure, we see full-length, life-size portraits that surpass in
their effect, in many respects, the pictures of the Louvre and the Vatican. Our
paintings have stepped down and out of all kinds of frames and settings. No
canvas or cloth of any character can hold them. They furnish their own color and
groupings. We do not have to walk down an endless aisle to see them, but they
stream in a procession by us. They have motion. They have a delightful
changeability that the ordinary portrait fails to possess.
So we repeat, fond as we are of works of Art, we prefer Nature. We would rather
look upon the Gallery of Life, if choice had to be made, than to be confined to
the Hall, which is only filled after all with imitations and representations of
life.
Many of the individuals we have met in the past, and many of the life scenes
beheld, have become themselves paintings, and hung up in the halls of memory,
make a wonderful Picture Gallery. Some of us feel very rich in these
possessions, and there are days when we lock ourselves in these Halls of the
Mind and walk silently up and down the aisles of Recollection and gaze upon
these personages and happenings of the Past. Sometimes the children or our
friends catch us smiling or sighing as we stand meditatively with hands folded
behind us, looking at one of these old time portraits. They ask us why we
laughed, or why the tears fell upon the cheek, and we hastily brush away the
drops and say, "Oh, it was nothing."
On certain days when the little ones beg us, or our friends have ingratiated
themselves to an unusual degree, we take the key and show them some of these
mental treasures. Some we do not care to let any one look at, such are their
preciousness and sacredness. When we have attempted to go down this private
aisle, people have wondered why the eyes have overflowed when standing before
and talking about one of these life pictures. But we tell them that the dust we
brushed off the frame and canvas got into our eyes and some into the throat,
producing a choking sound which made our auditors look very hard at us. But it
was simply the dust.
These things have made us avoid taking visitors down what we call the Hidden
Gallery, but there are other halls and corridors that are well supplied, and
some days we allow the public to come in and take a stroll.
We have opened the door this morning to exhibit a few pictures in one of the
outer galleries. Here is one that I call,
"SORROW AND POVERTY."
It was drawn, or rather beheld, at a little railroad station in Kentucky. A
plain-looking woman got off the train and was met by a plain-looking man. They
were both evidently in middle life and in humble circumstances. They appeared to
have had a hard time in this world. But the thing that touched me most was their
possession of some unknown, common sorrow; for immediately after meeting they
walked off side by side with the tears rolling down their faces. The man with a
coarse bandanna handkerchief kept wiping his eyes, while the woman's hand was
busy in a like employment. What was it? Perhaps she had come from the deathbed
of a loved one dear to both. Perhaps she had been summoned to a sick bed here,
and had arrived too late, and had been so informed.
We can not tell. But as they walked off, unnoticed by the crowd, two plain,
simple people plunged in a common grief, the scene appealed most powerfully to
the heart. The unstudied grief, the poverty of the couple, their isolation from
everybody, their silent turning away into an empty-looking world with their
burden, made the living picture all the more heart moving. They knew it not, but
tender sympathy and prayer went up in their behalf from at least one heart that
morning on the train.
The next picture I have named,
"A CHILD'S SORROW."
At a small station in Texas I heard two children crying bitterly outside. One
especially was loudly lamenting and saying something I could not understand.
Looking out of the window, I saw a girl of twelve wrapping her arms around
another girl of ten and trying to pull her from the grasp of a man who was
drawing her toward the train. Then came the thrilling, pleading, eye-filling
words:
"O don't take my sister. O my little sister, I can't let you go. O please don't
take her. Don't take my little sister."
Such was the strength that the agony, even frenzy, of the girl gave her, that
the man found himself unable to separate them, while the conductor had already
cried out, "All aboard."
Here a second man sprang forward and both managed to separate the two weeping
girls, and thrust the younger up the steps into the car. No one who witnessed
the scene will ever forget the wail of grief and gesture of despair of the older
child when she realized her helplessness and saw her sister borne away. I heard
her cry, "O my God--my poor little sister!"--and the roll of the train drowned
the rest.
As I gathered the history afterwards, it was a parting compelled by poverty. A
poor woman with five or six little girls found herself unable to take care of
them all, and one of the youngest was given to a gentleman in Alabama to adopt,
and he had thus taken her away.
The third I call,
"THE PINEY WOODS."
The scene is that of a great shadowy forest made up entirely of those
lofty-plumed, sad-voiced trees, belonging to the family of palms and called the
pines. The great trunks shoot up like pillars to hold a ceiling or canopy of
interlocked boughs, so thick as to fill the woods even at midday with solemn
shadows. Long aisles carpeted thickly with yellow needles, and sprinkled with
burrs, open in every direction and tempt the musing wanderer to lengthy rambles.
But the ceiling overhead is also a marvelous musical instrument. It is Nature's
greatest aeolian harp. The sharp, green needles furnish all the notes needed,
even to the deepest minor chords. Gradually a zephyr comes out of the South, and
a far away, weird sound is heard, full of melody, like spirit voices high up in
the air. You glance upward and see the plumed heads gently stirring and bending,
while shaking down this unwritten music upon your soul. It dies away. And then
suddenly it rises again with a profounder sigh, a more sorrowful wail, under the
spell of which memories are aroused, long vanished forms and faces return, and
an unutterable yearning for something and somebody takes possession of the
spirit, so that the eyes fill and overflow, and the heart feels as if it would
certainly break.
Beautiful, melancholy grove of the South! Many a time in early life have we
strolled, book or gun in hand, through its shadowy aisles, drinking in its
sweet, resinous breath, or stretched on its clean, brown sward, listened to the
plaintive music in the tree tops. Often at the hour of sunset or twilight we
have heard from afar the lonely call of the whippoorwill in its fragrant depths,
and later still from the gallery or bedroom window saw the moon rise over the
dark hills and crown the majestic looking woods with a coronet of liquid silver.
The sight of the heather of Scotland always deeply affected Walter Scott. So the
writer can never see, smell or hear the pines without the eyes becoming misty
and the heart getting homesick for the Southland.
The fourth picture we glance at I call,
"THE ORGAN GRINDER."
There is no other city just like New Orleans, and because of this uniqueness
comes its great charm. The narrow streets, old French and Spanish houses,
beautiful gardens, tropical-looking flowers, delightful gulf breezes, and the
majestic river flowing by its crescent-shaped side, are some of the features of
the place that make it to be enduringly remembered.
One of the peculiar features of New Orleans is the ubiquitous presence of the
organ grinder. He visits, of course, the noisy business thoroughfares, but
abounds most in the residence portion of the city. Yonder you see him in the dim
perspective of the street with revolving arm, while a few children and a servant
maid constitute his audience. Here you behold him again, bent almost double
under his heavy musical load, approaching the corner where as he plays he can
watch four avenues for beckoning hands. Again we are admonished of his presence
as we hear the strains of the organ wafted over the shrubbery and tree tops from
a neighboring street. It is an afternoon hour; the gentlemen are down town; the
ladies with book or light serving sit in hall or swing in hammock; the soft sea
breeze is just felt through the latticed gallery; the faint distant whir of the
street car barely penetrates the quiet side streets, lined with typical Southern
homes, when suddenly through the sunny, slumberous air the strains of a distant
organ are heard. It may be a classic or the slapdash melody of the day--it may
be Annie Laurie, or the more modern Annie Rooney; or it is Marguerite, or Il
Trovatore, and the strains of "Ah, I Have Sighed to Rest Me" are borne faintly
and sweetly to the listening ear. Whatever it is, somehow we listen;
sensibilities are stirred, memories revived, and we feel sorry when the piece is
over and the organ grinder gone. A few minutes afterward we hear him again a
block further off; a little later the sound is still more faintly heard two
blocks distant, and so the melody, like blessings of life, finally dies away
altogether. The fifth is,
"A RIVER SCENE."
When I was a boy I stood one afternoon on the bank of the Alabama River and
looked at a steamer going down the stream toward the city of Mobile. The
calliope on the upper deck was playing Lorena. As the strains of that pathetic
song of the war died, or we might say, faded away in the distance, together with
the lessening form of the steamer, I was left spellbound upon the bank. The very
ripples of the river seemed as they broke upon the shore at my feet to bring
with them fragments of the touching melody that had just ceased reverberating,
and out of the distance seemed to come the words of the song:
"A hundred months 'twas flowery May,
When up the hilly slope we'd climb,
To watch the dying of the day
And hear the distant church bells chime."
We remember at the time, that the Confederacy was going to pieces, Federal
forces were raiding the land, and a melancholy not only brooded upon the people,
but seemed to fill the very atmosphere. Nevertheless there was something in the
scene in itself that left a lifelong impression upon the writer. It has been a
long time since that afternoon, but the swelling of the heart, the indefinable
longings produced by the scene and hour have never been forgotten.
Some would say, what is there in that simple circumstance to make a lasting
picture; a distant bend in the river, a vanishing steamer, the strains of a love
song dying away in faint and still fainter echoes along the shore, and the river
breaking in a mournful, lapping sound at the feet of a boy?
We reply: some things may never be explained or described--they can only be
felt.
The sixth and last is,
"A CAMP GROUND NIGHT SCENE."
It was a summer night at the Sea Shore Camp Ground near Biloxi in the
"Seventies." From the tabernacle could be seen the Gulf of Mexico, or more
correctly speaking, the Mississippi Sound, lying in outspread beauty before the
eye and heaving in gentle billows under the misty light of myriads of solemn
stars. The distant wash of the waves could just be heard as they rolled in upon
the beach. A soft, gentle wind came out from the sea and fanned the cheeks of a
thousand people who were sitting in the tabernacle. The sermon had just been
concluded, and the altar was well filled with penitents, and hundreds of voices
were singing in delightful harmony the touching gospel hymn:
"I need Thee, oh I need Thee,
Every hour I need Thee,
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee."
Dr. Walker had preached. Dr. Linus Parker, then editor, had briefly exhorted,
and now stood in the altar with his eyes fixed on the audience. Bishop Keener,
grave and noble of face, sat in the pulpit with that thoughtful, far-away look
for which he is distinguished. Preachers by the score were scattered about here
and there, singly or in groups, and a solemn spirit or atmosphere rested upon
all and over all.
It has been over twenty years since memory took the picture described above, but
it is as fresh today as then. There was that about the scene and the hour that
will not let the colors fade, or the figures pass away.
Many of the people gathered there on that occasion have gone above the stars
that shone upon them, and now look face to face upon Him of whom they sang at
that service with loving, adoring and wishful hearts. Great also have been the
changes among those who still remain of that Audience. But the writer never
hears the hymn, "I need Thee every hour," but in a moment, the hour, place and
people are all back again. Once more the campfires are seen twinkling through
the trees, he hears the solemn wash of the waves on the strand, he sees the
star-lighted sea, the great thoughtful audience, the faces of the preachers, the
forms bowed at the altar, while the melody of the hymn surges up again as fresh
and tenderly beautiful as when it rolled in harmony over the Camp Ground, and
then died away in the shadowy depths of the neighboring forest, on that
beautiful summer night in the long ago.
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CHAPTER 28
A ROW OF PORTRAITS
The Picture Gallery being decidedly dusty, and thereby affecting the eyes
somewhat, as well as the feelings, we take the reader into a side room and show
him a few portraits of certain individuals known by the writer in other years.
The five we select out of many are now no longer on earth, but something they
possessed remains, and so with loving and faithful hand we have made the pen to
act as a kind of pencil or brush and have striven to put on paper as upon the
canvas an outline anyhow of men who have variously impressed the writer, and
whose lives should not be forgotten.
We commence with Brother N_____. He was an itinerant Methodist preacher of fifty
years or thereabouts, with iron gray hair, thin, beardless face, a very
grave-looking countenance that rarely smiled, but surmounted by a pair of sharp,
gray eyes placed close together and which at times fairly sparkled with mirth.
He had such a dry way of saying witty and cutting things that one would have to
look quickly from the quiet-looking face to the twinkling eyes to catch his
meaning.
With all this, he was one of the most powerful men in prayer, especially in
altar work, that we ever heard. He had a way of reaching climaxes in his public
supplications, and as he would make his point, he would bring his hands together
with a resounding slap that seemed to drive the nail home and brad it on the
other side.
His great ambition was to possess a buggy, that he might travel his circuit with
ease and comfort. So after much economizing here and there, he invested.
When the shining, polished vehicle was brought home, he felt at once a burning
desire to pay a number of pastoral calls some distance in the country.
The very first night he stopped at a farmer's, where the stable was small, and
sheds were none, so that the buggy with its handsome, shining leather trimmings
had to be left out in the lane, where at least fifty or sixty cattle were
gathered. Brother N_____ did not fancy this separation from what was evidently
his pride and joy; and that night he dreamed several times that his buggy was
stolen.
Next morning he walked out of the house, through the big gate into the lane, and
lo! and behold! the cattle and goats together had eaten up every particle of the
leather of his buggy, trimmings, flaps, cushion and all, and not a thing was
left but the wood and iron, and even some of the woodwork was gone. The
spectacle was decidedly spidery to look at, not to say skeleton or ghost-like.
We have heard Bro. N_____ describe the occurrence years afterward. Raising his
finger and looking around at his breathless auditors, he gravely said.
"Right then and there, brethren,--I fell from grace!"
Blessed man! If he did fall out of grace at that time, he certainly fell in
again.
Today he is slumbering in a country church-yard under southern pines that heard
his marvelous prayers and burning exhortations in days gone by, and that now
sigh and sing in their weird voices about his sleeping head and scatter upon his
lowly mound their yellow needles and brown cones as a kind of tribute from
nature in recognition of his worth.
The second portrait is that of Brother D_____, a good, simple-minded, old
gentleman of sixty-five or seventy years, when he was left a widower.
It was supposed by all up to that time that the Septuagenarian's consuming
thought and main preparation in life was for heaven. But after a few weeks it
became manifest that Bro. D_____ believed the Scripture to the effect that it
was not good for man to dwell alone, and that he felt he had a duty to
discharge, and that duty was matrimony.
If he had even then chosen a woman in the fifties or even forties, not much
would have been said about his second marriage, but he sought for his bride
among the youngest of his female acquaintances. It was truly wonderful how he
brushed up, pulled a small wisp of gray hair over the big bald spot which
covered three-fourths of his head, and tried to look young and spry.
There were many who remembered his unctuous prayers and earnest sermons of other
days, and sighed over this transformation which was making the man ridiculous in
his old age. But none of these things moved Bro. D_____. It is questionable
whether he noticed the pity he excited, his infatuation was so great.
At last when he obtained the consent of a young woman to go through life with
him, or rather to see him end his, and the happy patriarch had ridden into the
county seat for his license, he by the strangest mistake gave to the clerk the
name of his son instead of his own.
The blunder was not discovered until next day, when the couple were about to
stand up for the celebration of the ceremony. At this juncture it was noticed by
the preacher that the certificate had the wrong initials and that Bro. D_____'s
son and not himself had been duly authorized by the great commonwealth of
Mississippi to marry the young woman then on the floor.
Of course this was not to be thought of for a moment, and so all proceedings had
to stop until Brother D_____ could gallop back to town, fifteen miles away, and
rectify the error. As the day was warm, and the whole distance to be traveled
thirty miles, and the road was rough, and the rider had been born in the
beginning of the century, the task was no little one. And yet it was amusing to
see Brother D_____'s eager departure, his flapping arms and floating gray hair
as he scurried down the road, and pitiful to behold his limp and exhausted
appearance when he returned late in the day with his license all right this
time, but looking himself as if he was better fit for the hospital than for a
marriage feast and ceremony. Poor old fellow! He only lived a couple of years
after his marriage, and was far from happy in those twenty-four months. Somehow
the people have forgotten and forgiven that weakness of his old age, and prefer
to speak of the really excellent life he lived before the act of folly of his
last years. He is without doubt in heaven, where the Great King thoroughly
understands how a blundering head can cap and cover a truly good heart.
The third portrait over there is that of Brother F_____, one of those young
preachers who imagine they are called to the ministry, when everybody else seems
to be profoundly impressed that there is a mistake somewhere and that the
brother has answered somebody else's call.
The young man we speak of had a frail body, a pallid face, faded blue eyes,
sandy hair, and a slow, weak, drawling way of talking. He seemed to lack
backbone and that stuff out of which real men are made. He appeared to belong
more to the opposite sex than to his own.
He was duly sent to a circuit, but made a complete failure in every respect. His
case was taken under consideration and it was decided best for him to go to
college a year or so. This he did, and returning to the conference, tried an
appointment the second time, when lo! another failure.
His friends then concluded he needed a course at a theological school and he
departed again and spent two years. Once more he returned to the conference to
receive a charge for the third time.
A week beforehand he was heard to preach a sermon in which all that the auditor
and reporter could remember was that the speaker made a twirling movement of his
forefinger in the air and said in his little, thin, die-away voice that "the
binary system seems to prevail in the astronomical heavens; all the stars nearly
are double." This was evidently the condensed result of his arduous college
labors.
Two weeks later he received with the rest of the preachers his appointment.
There was a prompt, expeditious scattering of the brethren, on horseback, in
buggy and on railroad train to their charges, whether new or old, near or
remote.
A snow storm had come up suddenly the day before, and this was followed by "a
freeze." The writer was on his horse galloping down the white and frozen street
to reach his first appointment, ten miles away in the country, when he passed on
the corner Mrs. F_____, the mother of Brother F_____. The writer stopped a
moment to salute her, and asked if her son had gone to his work. Her reply, in a
drawling, whining, die-away voice like her son's, was:
"No, Lucien slipped on the frozen snow, and sat down so hard that it has jarred
him quite badly, so he went to bed. "
"Did he get up this morning?" we soothingly inquired.
"No indeed, he is still in bed. It does hurt Lucien so bad, you know, to sit
down sudden on anything that is hard."
"Poor fellow," we said, while our ribs fairly ached with the effort to keep a
set of mutinous laughs imprisoned. Tears, however filled our eyes, and the voice
choked up so that we very much fear that Mrs. F_____ thought she had deeply
moved us by her relation of her son's indisposition. And so she had, but not in
the way she imagined.
This, we think, ended Brother F_____'s call to and work in the ministry. That
last jar jolted the idea clear out of his blessed little head that he could
"endure hardness" as a good soldier of Christ. Our impression is that he died
five years after this from a case of measles that he ought to have had when he
was a child.
We are sure that he went to heaven. He did not have energy and force enough to
be outbreakingly bad, even if he had preferred to enter upon such a career, The
Atonement is so arranged as to provide for the salvation of all the children,
and several other classes besides, that we have not time to mention, so we feel
certain that he was saved.
We approach the fourth portrait.
Brother M_____ was one of the most dignified men we ever met in the ministry. It
is true that he did not possess gifts, nor had he performed achievements to give
him the right to assume such an impressive and majestic air, but the demeanor
was not taken up by reason of these things, but because it was partly natural
and mainly preferred. Some men sought knowledge, others cultivated various
gifts, but Bro. M_____ developed dignity.
If he had been an undertaker, he would have made his fortune. If he had lived in
Oriental countries, he would have been a model for the Sphinx, and made Job's
friends feel small indeed in being able to keep silent and look solemn for only
a few days. Bro. M_____ said nothing and looked dignified all the time! It
almost made one tired for him. The ordinary individual could not but feel that
it was bound to be exhausting to keep the body unbent, and the facial muscles in
such straight lines all the time.
The children stood in awe of him, and young people thought he looked so grave
and solemn because he knew so much. One, from his appearance, would have
supposed that when he was not thinking of the Bible, he was brooding on Fox's
Book of Martyrs, Hervey's Meditation Among the Tombs, while his lightest
thoughts, if allowed to run at all in secular channels, would be Plutarch's
Lives and Rollins' Ancient History.
This, we say, was his appearance. The reality was that Bro. M_____ had never
read any of these uninspired volumes, and often when apparently absorbed in
thought, was really thinking about nothing in particular. He had learned what
seemed to be the real lesson of life to him,--how to look dignified, and now
there was little else to do except to keep dignified and let Time roll on and
the Judgment Day come.
One day he was in a country church sitting on a bench that was pinned by large
wooden pegs to the wall in the back of the pulpit. Bro. S_____, a fiery,
demonstrative character, was preaching. Bro. M_____ did not preach often, and
then mainly delivered what are called, "Funeral Sermons." He was sent for, far
and wide to preach such discourses over deceased grown people and children, and
who had been dead from one week up to twenty years.
On this occasion Bro. M_____ was not preaching, but listening to Bro. S_____,
the fervent-shouting, hand-clapping and stormy preacher of the community.
Suddenly, as Bro. S_____ gave a spring in the air and came down again with a
great jar on the floor, not only the pulpit, but the whole floor of the log
meeting house came down with a crash and fell with the entire congregation six
or seven feet. Bro. M_____ was sitting on the bench pinned to the wall, and that
being the only seat which fell not, our grave and solemn-faced brother was left
nine or ten feet up in midair with his back to the wall and his feet in space.
It was a distance too great for him to leap, and beside, he was too dignified to
even think of such a thing, much less do it.
Not a soul had been hurt by the accident. And now as the congregation, glad over
its own escape, looked up and saw Bro. M_____ sitting, so to speak, in midair
like a judge, and appearing more dignified than ever, there was a perfect roar
of laughter.
The bench was narrow and the situation was quite unenviable. The brother refused
to cast himself down from the pinnacle, and the hands of the brethren were not
sufficiently near his body for him to risk himself and trust to their obtaining
a secure hold upon him as he would slip off his perch. Moreover, he did not care
to descend that way.
At last some one brought in a plank twelve inches wide and fifteen feet long.
The upper end was placed on the bench where the exiled brother was living, and
the lower end set against the timbers beneath. Bro. M_____ was then advised to
slide down, which he proceeded to do with unabated solemnity of manner. As he
came slipping rapidly down, the ungracefulness of the body, coupled with the
attempted dignity of the face and demeanor, made such a remarkable contrast,
that a number of men had to retire and roll on the grass outside with
irrepressible mirth, and some in the building buried their faces in their
handkerchiefs, appearing to be pictures of grief externally, but it was not the
sound of weeping that was heard.
And yet Bro. M_____ was a good man and was beloved by many. He died years
afterward at peace with God, and in charity with men. He was buried by a
Fraternity, with a brass band ahead of the hearse playing a solemn dead march.
The measured, melancholy stroke of the town clock can just be heard in the
distance by one standing by the tomb of the departed one in the old village
graveyard. We cannot but think that this is just as he would have had it, if he
had stated his wishes before death. Peace to his ashes.
We stand now in front of the fifth portrait.
Bro. H_____ was a simple, backwoods exhorter or local preacher. He was tall,
gaunt, beardless, with peaked nose and chin, and with thin, gray hair, having a
tendency to curl under at the ends. He was illiterate, had never been to school,
and could not speak two sentences in succession correctly, but he was filled
with the Holy Ghost. He had a most child-like face, and it was so sunny and
smiling and spiritual that one forgot the homely countenance in the beautiful
light that shone upon it, and cared not to criticize the ungrammatical speech
because of the lovely, holy spirit of the man himself.
Bro. H_____ loved a camp meeting above all things, and fairly doted on
preaching. It mattered little to him who preached, so Christ was talked about
and held up, and it was simply delightful to the observer to notice how the man
enjoyed the sermon from start to finish. He kept up a low chuckle of enjoyment,
with occasional "bless Gods!" and "glory to Gods," and now and then the old red
silk handkerchief would be raised to wipe away the tears that had fallen upon
his wrinkled cheeks in response to some peculiarly pathetic presentation of the
Cross.
Next to the sermon he valued the Experience or Testimony meeting. The writer
well remembers the way he described his conversion. He spoke of his sinful life,
of living without God and without hope, and how one day while in his little
cornfield the limb of a tree fell upon him.
"It killed me dead," he said in all earnestness and honesty. Whether he failed
to distinguish between unconsciousness and death itself, or whether he
attributed his recovery to the power of God and his life as a second gift to
him, we never asked. But we remember that he said,
"As the folks was packin' me to the house, I hyer'd the bars drap."
He insisted that God had to knock conviction and sense into him with the limb of
that tree. His salvation came to him almost simultaneously with his recovery
from unconsciousness.
In one of the morning Testimony meetings at which Bro. H_____ was present and
drawing his usual enjoyment from all the songs and speeches, a pastor of one of
our large city churches stood up to give his experience. He said that he had
been a great sinner in his day, but God had mercy on him and converted him.
"Bless God!" said Bro. H_____ from his seat.
"But after this, I regret to say," continued the preacher, "I backslided."
Bro. H_____ sighed audibly and shook his head in a most sorrowful manner from
side to side.
"But," resumed the city pastor, "I was graciously reclaimed several years after
in a protracted meeting."
"Amen--Thank God!" cried out Bro. H_____ who was bending forward in breathless
interest.
"It is mortifying" said the preacher, "to have to confess that I backslided
again after this."
Bro. H_____ here groaned deeply.
"But I thank God," went on the brother from the city," that I got back again."
"Well," cried out Bro. H_____ with his face lifted up full of deep concern, "I
hope you stuck that time."
The burst of laughter that followed this sally is one of the unfading memories
of that camp ground. Bro. H_____ through poverty, could not always command the
money to pay his railroad fare to this annual meeting, and so one year a
minister carried him in his buggy a couple of hundred miles through southern
Mississippi to the place. He said afterwards a more devout man he never was
thrown with in his life; that he was as unaffected as a child, and his spiritual
life was as fresh and fragrant as the beautiful pine forests through which they
drove to reach the sea shore.
Every half hour or so this simple-minded lover of the Lord would say,
"Brother L_____, please sir, lemme outen the buggy a minute to have er little
secret pra'r with the Lord."
Bro. L_____ in response would turn the wheel of the vehicle, and Bro. H_____
would dive into a thicket, or get behind some great pine trees twenty yards or
more away, and then religious services would open. Bro. H_____'s "secret pra'r"
could be heard several hundred yards away.
In a few minutes this love-sick servant of God would come tramping back through
the underbrush with his face all aglow and looking marvelously refreshed. This
was kept up during the entire trip of five days.
Moreover, if Bro. H_____ stopped at a farm house to ask for a drink of water,
after giving the gourd or dipper back to the person who had handed him the
drink, he would say to the individual, whether man or woman, and always so
humbly and lovingly that they were never offended,
"And now, brother (or sister), let us kneel down and have a little pra'r with
the Lord." And down they would all go together on their knees on the gallery.
Just after one of those regular and frequent requests of Bro. H_____ to have a
little secret prayer in the woods, and had returned chuckling with joy and his
face beaming, Bro. L_____ turned to him and said,
"Bro. H_____, if God was not the most long-suffering being in the universe, you
would run Him distracted, for you are always after Him."
In due time, allowing for all Bro. H_____'s stops on the way, the two preachers
reached the Camp Ground. Services had been going on two days already, but Bro.
L_____ announced in the Testimony meeting that he had not lost anything, but was
really ahead of the crowd before him, for he had been in a camp meeting for five
days, held in a buggy, and led by Bro. H_____.
The saintly man has been asleep in the piney woods of Mississippi for a quarter
of a century. It is very sweet to think that he who sought so diligently to get
near and still nearer to the Crucified has been all these years basking and
rejoicing in the actual presence of the Redeemer whom he loved so well.
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CHAPTER 29
OLD JACK
There are many ways of making a living in this world, and it is fortunate,
doubtless, that it is so. We have been made to wonder many times as we stumbled
upon methods and plans of keeping soul and body together, and that had been
dignified by the name of business. Time would fail to enumerate the small
callings and employments that flourish on street corners, back alleys, remote
rooms, damp cellars and lofty garrets.
Among the perambulating professions and trades of the street is that of the Dog
Catcher. The business of this interesting individual in a large city is to
capture during certain seasons of the year all stray dogs that are collarless
and unlicensed. The arrest is effected by a piece of wire with a running noose
flung skillfully over the head of the unfortunate animal, and then the
struggling, yelping, howling victim is first choked into silence and then flung
through a kind of a trap door into a cage fastened to the body of a light
wheeled wagon. The captors then spring upon the driver's box, crack their whip
and drive rapidly away down the street, pursued by yells, cries, groans and
sometimes oaths of grown people, and almost invariably by the screams, wails and
lamentations of children to whom the dog belonged or was well and favorably
known.
The Dog Pound is generally several miles away on the edge of the city. Here the
captive is kept three days, awaiting the redemption of his owner. During these
three days, just as men condemned to death are fed bountifully before execution,
so these confined animals have a like kindness extended to them. On the third
day, however, if no one appears to claim and pay the fine and license, the
doomed creature is put to death.
It is a notable sight to see the collection of good and bad looking dogs
gathered in this place. Every breed is represented in these rooms of
confinement; curs, spaniels, setters, terriers, with now and then a mastiff or a
noble looking Newfoundland. Some of them are evidently pets and highly cared
for, but others have a neglected, woe-begone appearance and bear the marks and
looks of dogs who pick up a scant living in back alleys and spend their lives in
avoiding flying brickbats and scalding water.
While a bounty, so to speak, is on the heads of all canines in the summer
months, yet the Dog Catcher prefers the capture of the yard and household pets
for reasons too apparent to mention. Not allowed by law to invade the premises
for his prey, he is permitted on the other hand to swoop down upon and fling
into his wagon cage any dog he finds on the street without a collar, no matter
how handsome, dignified and valuable such an animal may be.
Hence to carry on his business successfully, the Dog Catcher does not herald his
approach with clarion notes like the "Charcoal Man," or with the ringing bell of
the "Scissors Grinder," but driving up rapidly to a corner, his two assistants
leap from the wagon, and in a single minute's time the meditative cur in the
middle of the street, and the gazing house dog just outside the protecting yard
gate on the pavement find themselves suddenly lassoed, and in far less time than
it takes to tell it, their terrified howls are throttled, and choking and
struggling in stalwart hands they are lifted from their feet and flung into the
cage. In another instant the lassoers leap upon the wagon, the driver gives the
fleet horse a sharp blow, and away they disappear down the street in a cloud of
dust amid the shrieks and cries of children, loud disapproving tones of men, and
vociferous explanations of the suddenly assembled street crowd to questions put
from opening doors and windows and passing pedestrians. A few minutes more and
the groups scatter, men pursue their way, and all that is left of the excitement
are conversations held in neighboring houses about it, and the bitter weeping of
children whose Rover or Fido has been taken away from them, sometimes for a day,
and oftentimes forever.
Thus it is evident to the reader that of all callings there are few more
detested and condemned than that of the Dog Catcher. The children regard him as
their born enemy, and even many grown folks cannot bear him. So when in some
early morning hour a sudden yelping and howling on the street is quickly
followed by a choking, strangling cry, like an electric flash the whole thing is
understood by the neighborhood, and the cry "Dog Catcher!" arises from every lip
and is heard in every tone of pain and disgust. Then follows an uproar on the
street, loud cries of protest, some brutal laughs, wails and weeping, a rattle
of retiring wheels, and then all is over. Repeatedly we have seen our breakfast
table circle of eight completely disappear from the dining room by that single
thrilling cry on the street, "Dog Catcher!"
Somebody, we suppose, must be Dog Catchers, as there must also be a hangman, but
he who has witnessed a single scene of this kind, caught a glimpse of the
choking dogs, heard the sobbing and shrieking children, beheld the troubled
faces of women at the windows, and angry looking countenances of men on the
pavement, would certainly never turn to such an occupation from its popularity
or any delight that could be in such a mode of making a living.
Hence it is that a mishap or misfortune of any kind to a Dog Catcher is always
received with hearty laughs, and cordial smiles of approval by many. Even more,
there have been cases where men would not willingly consent to the departure of
the old household friend, and so fisticuffs would follow, of so fervent and
forcible a nature that the Dog Catcher and his helpers would be glad to beat a
retreat.
Only a few blocks from our home, a couple of indignant citizens had pitched into
the two lassoers of their dogs in so hearty a fashion that the driver had to
come to their assistance. Meantime, while they were all engaged in a
face-mauling and nose-swelling struggle, another citizen slipped up to the
wagon, opened the cage door, and such another scampering out and scattering away
of animals was never seen before since the Ark landed on Mt. Ararat. The dogs
came out so rapidly that it actually looked like one long dog of thirty or forty
feet in length. This moving line instantly broke up, however, into living
sections of individual curs, spaniels, setters and terriers, all heading in
different directions. The Dog Catchers promptly left their human antagonists to
take after the dogs, but the earth seemed in a friendly and mysterious way to
open up for the flying animals, while equally sympathetic store doors did the
same, and the whole street was in a broad grin as well as a hilarious guffaw
over the discomfiture of the canine captors.
The first time I ever heard the cry and uproar on the street declaring what was
happening, I had just time to catch through the window a vanishing glimpse of
the flying wagon with three men on the seat applying the lash to the horse,
while a group of people, some red-faced and excited, were shaking their heads
and talking in loud tones about the occurrence.
Another morning I was more expeditious on hearing the yelp, howl, curse, and
cry, "Dog Catcher!" mingled with screams of children on the street. I sprang to
the window and saw two men with the wire lassoes drawing two struggling dogs
into a standing position, before lifting and hurling them into the wagon. One
was a snow white setter and the other a beautiful black spaniel, the last being
the property of the family next door, and one whose faithfulness as a watch dog
I had observed. In a moment's time the wire loop was loosened, and the white
setter was lifted up and disappeared like a flash through the trap door. In
another instant the spaniel with a pitiful cry also vanished in the cage. In a
third second the three men were on the seat applying the whip to the horse, and
in a trice the wagon swept out of sight around a distant corner.
It would be hard to describe the sensations of mind and heart just after one of
these scenes. The helplessness of the animal, its friendlessness, the refusal or
neglect in the vast majority of instances on the part of families to redeem the
captured dogs, the vision of the animals' coming death on the third day, all
this, with the appearance of anxious, troubled faces on the street and crying
children in the yard, necessarily makes a deep impression.
On the morning just referred to we sent over promptly to the neighbor and
informed her of the fate of her spaniel, and received the sickening reply that
she knew it and did not care, that she was tired of the dog.
We recalled that a number of times we had seen the family go out to parks in the
day and amusement halls at night, and leave the dog on guard. And faithfully he
discharged his duty. For hours at a time we had seen him refuse to stir from his
post of watchful defense, no matter what was transpiring on the street. And when
the family returned he always seemed so glad. And yet they said they were tired
of him, and so signed the sentence of his death.
Meanwhile we did a little ciphering on a strange kind of problem, in which we
added some valuable figures to brute life, and subtracted others from certain
persons we knew, called human beings; and so as the calculation proceeded, the
dog seemed to get the advantage.
All this talk about the Dog Catcher is preparatory to the following occurrence.
Old Jack, a large and dignified looking dog, with a white body and several large
brown spots, made his first appearance in our yard very much as if he had
dropped from the clouds. He was not seen to enter the front or back gate, but
was first noticed standing amid the playing children, regarding their frolics
with a kind and patronizing air.
The little ones were only too delighted to receive him as a kind of heavenly
gift, and so in a few days a very great attachment sprang up between the younger
members of the family and the grave looking canine.
He was soon found to be a thoroughly trained dog, though evidently now in a
superannuated condition. His obedience was perfect, and his fondness of and
gentleness to the children unchangeable. How they rolled and tumbled over him,
while our little boy occasionally bestrode the broad, strong back of the big
fellow, who walked off with him without the least inconvenience.
To the great grief of the little ones, one morning two boys put in an appearance
and filed an energetic property claim upon "Old Jack," as he was now called.
Their sorrow as the dog was being led away brought out a gentleman of the
household, who found out in a few moments' conversation with the lads that they
were perfectly willing to part with Jack for a moneyed consideration. They were
begged to state the amount at which they held him, and for which they would
dispose of him, and the figure was so small that the writer has no idea of
mentioning it here lest it seem to reflect upon the worth and attainments of
Jack. The price was paid down to them in the presence of witnesses, and the two
young merchants gave a verbal quitclaim to Jack, his person, accomplishments,
increasing years, approaching decrepitude and all, forever.
After this Jack became quite a privileged character, coming in and out as he
pleased, and preferring always to be admitted at the front door. We are quite
sure that he enjoyed the door being opened to him by a servant, as if he was on
the best social and visiting plane with the family. He became quite an ornament
to the house as he stretched his great white and brown body on the marble steps
at the front door, and there slumbered for hours in the sunshine.
One of his recreations was to leave the house a half hour before breakfast,
proceed down Washington Avenue for a block, turn up toward Lucas Avenue, and be
gone just about thirty minutes, returning promptly in time for the morning meal.
This regular visit inspired considerable curiosity in our minds, but we had such
confidence in Jack's character and habits that we never insulted him by putting
a detective watch on him. We rather suspected, however, that he had an
acquaintance in the neighborhood, a purely Platonic affection, however, for the
dog's honest look on his return showed that wherever he had been, he had
conducted himself like a gentleman.
Another occupation of Jack was to watch the children play in the grassy side
yard, or walk sedately, but observantly up and down the pavement in front of the
house, as they flashed past him with merry shouts on bicycles, velocipedes and
wagons, finally concluding the evening sports with a game of "I Spy" while the
electric lights flickered upon them through the rustling leaves of the shade
trees that lined both sides of the street of our block.
Old Jack wonderfully enjoyed it all, and gave the whole laughing, romping scene
his unqualified approval, though always in a dignified and superior way.
Sometimes he would become so interested that he would stand up and gaze after
them. Numbers of times he would run with them, but usually he would lie on the
broad step of the front door, with his head resting on his fore paws, while his
eyes rested watchfully and unweariedly upon the children. Several times I am
sure that I caught him smiling. But I may be mistaken here, for Jack was a very
grave dog.
Strange to say, with all this family attachment to the gentle and faithful
animal, his license had never been attended to and the consequent dog collar
attached.
One morning while the family were rising from bed and preparing their toilets
for breakfast, a great commotion was heard in the street, the howls, yelps, and
choking of dogs, the confused murmur of voices, and the old cry:
"Dog Catcher!"
Instantly some one of the household ran to the window in time to see a beautiful
spaniel hurled into the iron cage. Then suddenly remembering Jack and his habit
of taking that early morning stroll, she flew to another window to behold
faithful Old Jack in the clutches of one of the Dog Catchers, who was dragging
him with difficulty to the wagon, on account of the great size of the dog. He
had been captured just outside the gate.
The children, now attracted to the window, at the sight of this harrowing
spectacle set up cries, shrieks and lamentations most pitiful to hear. A member
of the family ran down to the side yard gate to head off the Dog Catcher and pay
the fine, on the spot, and so redeem Jack, but the gate was padlocked and she
could not make herself heard or seen on account of the high plank fence.
Hastening to the front gate, she reached it just in time to see poor Old Jack
flung by two powerful men into the cage, hear the door slam, and behold the
wagon drive off with a rush and whir.
There was little breakfast eaten that morning by the home circle, while sorrow,
indignation, tears, excited remarks and solemn invocations upon the heads of all
Dog Catchers abounded.
We never knew how many friends Jack had in the neighborhood until the news of
his capture was flashed by servant and children telegraph lines into the various
homes round about. Messages and offers of assistance soon arrived, the door bell
was rung repeatedly, and a number of callers dropped in to ask about the matter.
Of course the family lost no time in recovering Jack. A gentleman friend offered
his buggy, and person as well, and late in the afternoon dashed out several
miles to the Dog Pound.
He found Jack walking around sedately among his doomed and less fortunate
companions, as though no disrespect had ever been shown him, and death was not
only a few hours off if he was not claimed and redeemed. He had seen our friend
before, and appeared to recognize him instantly, with a look which seemed to
say, "I thought you would come for me."
At the gentleman's invitation Jack clambered in his grave way into the buggy,
and as there was no room in front, took his position on one of the two seats of
the vehicle. Being a well-trained dog, he did this easily and naturally, but
sitting erect as he did, his great size brought his head fully a foot higher
than that of the gentleman who drove the buggy at his side.
It made such a social equality spectacle, and Old Jack looked so dignified
through it all, that as they sped along, down through streets, avenues and
boulevards, there was a ripple of smiles and waves of laughter on either side
that made one think of the wake that follows a passing vessel.
And so this was the way they drove through the city to the anxious, expectant
household. The gentleman had a kind, but somewhat embarrassed facial expression,
while Jack adhered to his usual grave appearance, with a slightly confused look
hard to describe, but which, mindful of his past record, his weight of years,
and his elevated position in the buggy, he kept well under.
What a welcome he received when the buggy was first sighted up the street and
swept with a clatter up to the door. It was an ovation! The children had been
watching for him from the gate and upper windows for two hours. So with the cry,
"Yonder he comes!" the whole house most directly concerned and other houses
nearby were emptied on the street. Everybody wanted to help Jack out. The grown
people all patted him, while the children hugged him and called him by every pet
name in the calendar of love.
While the hour was late and the electric lights had been tessellating the street
and pavement with flickering shadows for an hour, yet the children were granted
permission to take a few runs with Jack up and down the pavement, and their
merry cries and Jack's occasional deep bark of satisfaction put a warm, tender
feeling in the hearts of all the grown folks, who were standing on the steps or
leaning against the gate, and beholding with smiling faces and yet moistened
eyes the happy scene.
It was well for the Dog Catcher that he was not there. Not that anyone would
have offered him personal violence, but he could not have survived the sight of
the happiness of that hour. Then the popularity of Jack, the rising stock of the
dog, and the constantly sinking value of his own employment in the estimation of
everybody around, would have been more than he could have endured.
As for the family, which had passed through such a history that day, they lost
no time in securing a license at once and the attendant collar for Jack's neck.
As for Jack, good, faithful old fellow, general inspector, patronizer and sharer
of the children's sports, he seemed pleased with his throat ornament and walked
the pavements, crossed the streets and paid his morning calls around the corner
seemingly without a thrill of fear. The collar stood for a license, and the
license represented the protection of a great government. So that all the armies
and navies of the United States were really back of Jack as he walked around,
and all were pledged to shield his person, and guard his life, so long as like
other American citizens he behaved himself. Thus escorted, so to speak, and thus
wonderfully defended, Jack was free to go down the evening slope of life in full
pursuit of knowledge, pleasure and happiness, his bed and board costing him
nothing at our house.
I do not know that Jack knew of this license, but the family did, and it made us
in a measure sublimely indifferent to the presence and even being of a Dog
Catcher. Sometimes we had impressions that Jack had an inkling of what had taken
place for his security, for he certainly looked bolder and paid no attention
whatever to suspicious looking wagons rattling noisily by. We must confess,
however, that if he did know these things he never said anything about the
matter. Still it is to be remembered that dogs know a great deal more than they
tell to people.
As for the Dog Catcher, canine destroyer, household pet stealer, and children
heart breaker, what shall we say, but that all the little ones we have talked to
on the subject believe there is no hope for his salvation so long as he holds to
such an occupation. Quite a number are convinced that already he is beyond the
pale of mercy, and no matter whether he stops or continues his business, he can
never be saved. Concerning these moral, psychological and eschatological
features of the case we can not speak at this time. Perhaps it is well for the
Dog Catcher that I should not do so at this very moment, for I have just
returned from the window, where I beheld our little ones and Jack rolling on the
grass together, engaged in one of their fascinating romps, with happy laughs and
good natured barks indescribably intermingled, and not a solitary care resting
upon a single heart of the deeply absorbed group.
* * *
Three years have passed since we penned the lines above. Faithful, dignified old
Jack, after increasing feebleness, fell asleep one night in the cellar to awake
no more. He went down to his grave full of years and honor, regretted by a large
number of acquaintances and friends and deeply lamented by the family circle of
which he had come to regard himself as a member.
We doubt not that certain members of that family most heartily wish that
Wesley's idea of the Resurrection of animals may be true, and we know there are
one or two of that household that no matter what may be the beauty and
attraction of the New Jerusalem, would love to take the children, and
accompanied by Jack, have a long, sweet stroll over the green fields of Eden
together.
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CHAPTER 30
POOR LITTLE TOBY
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Transcriber Note
The copy of PEN PICTURES, Second Edition, from which the text of this book was
taken did not contain the 30th chapter, and, in spite of all effort put forth
heretofore to obtain a copy of this chapter, we have not located or received a
copy of this missing text.
However, in the process of this search, we discovered that there were chapter
revisions made between the Second and Third Edition of the book. Some material
that was in the 30-chapter, Second Edition of PEN PICTURES did not appear in the
22-chapter, Third Edition, and the shorter, Third Edition contained some new
material not contained in the Second Edition.
As far as we can determine at this point, Chapter 2 of the Third Edition
entitled "A Cabin Waif" may be, in substance, the same subject matter presented
in the Second Edition under the title "Poor Little Toby". Therefore, in lieu of
the missing chapter 30 of this book, I have inserted below the text of "A Cabin
Waif".
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A CABIN WAIF
The study of character is one of the most fascinating of occupations. Human life
in every social and moral plane is full of interest. In a sense, people are
text-books, and some of them hold us to the living page with the charm and
interest of a novel. Such people are types. They have a strongly marked
individuality, the possession of gifts and attributes, styles of speech and
mannerisms, which differentiate them from all others.
These interesting, living subjects are found not simply in high, but in low
places. They are met with on the throne and in the stable; in rural regions and
on crowded city thoroughfares; on dusty highways under the light of the stars,
and walking on velvet and Brussels carpets with the soft luster of costly
chandeliers falling upon them. Whenever and wherever found, they are types. They
are refreshingly distinct and different from other people, talk and act in a
manner peculiarly their own, and hold you with the charm of freshness, novelty,
or originality. They may be more or less richly endowed mentally, but the
peculiar power of uniqueness is there.
Dickens found many of his creations on the streets of London, while Craddock
obtained hers in the mountains of Tennessee. They are to be met everywhere, and
are certain to be recognized by the thoughtfully observant.
The old-time Southern plantations were far more prolific in the production of
interesting personages and striking characters than many people would imagine.
Two of these claim the reader's attention in this sketch: a mother and her son.
Matilda, or Tildy, as the Negroes called her, was a raw-boned woman of forty.
She had a face as black as the ace of spades, and possessed a temper that at
times was several shades blacker. She had been married, an in the few years of
wedded life had led her husband a perfect dance, until one day he contracted
some swamp chills, which shook him out of his body and far away from the
shakings that Matilda used to give him. He left her two girls, a boy named Toby,
and some old rags in the shape of his worn-out clothing. The sable-colored widow
philosophically took the better portion of the garments and transferred them
into her quilts, while one or two pairs of trousers descended to Toby, for that
matter descended far below him, for he was only three feet high, while his
father was, or had been, a six-footer.
After the husband died, Matilda worked off her spasms of fury upon her children.
She had a way of paying her respects to them with broomsticks, hoe-handles and
brickbats. Being a woman of ungovernable temper, when she started to punish
them, she would use the first thing available as an instrument of correction. A
wooden handspike, a pair of tongs, or an iron poker were eminently satisfactory
to her when she was on the warpath.
In the course of time the girls were placed elsewhere in some kind of farm or
housework, and Toby was left to receive the undivided attentions of his mother
in the way just mentioned.
The child was eight years old when the mother was brought from the quarters and
installed as one of the house servants. From that time our attention was
attracted to the peculiar way the mother had of bringing the boy up, or rather,
of knocking him down.
He was a black-faced, kinky-headed child, with a curious look, compounded of
suspicion, fear, and pleading. If he ever possessed a hat, we never knew it; he
went bare-headed as well as bare-footed for four years of his life, to our
certain knowledge. He was arrayed some days in a coarse Lowells shirt which
descended midway between his thighs and knees, and on other days, in a pair of
trousers which had belonged to his father. Matilda cut off about twelve inches
from the legs, and gathered in the garment at the waist, with a great
rudder-like bulge behind; but still they were entirely too large. She rolled
them up at the bottom in liberal folds, while the waistband was so loose that
Toby had to hold the garment up with his left hand when standing or walking, to
keep it from leaving him altogether. When sitting or lying down, he had some
relief from his task of pantaloon support, but the instant he rose to a
perpendicular position, the danger of being suddenly denuded stared him in the
face, and he immediately resumed the hand-hitch on the waistband.
He never appeared wearing both of these garments, the shirt and pantaloons, at
the same time. This would have been rolling in luxury, indeed! The shirt days
were the happier, if the boy could be said to have had any happiness at all. On
these occasions he had nothing to hold up with his hands, or to cumber him in
one of precipitate flights from his mother. The shirt was not only more
agreeable to Toby in a general way, but in the sudden maternal sallies, it
proved to be a special blessing in giving greater freedom to the little black
legs in the way of escape. At such times, the end of the garment stood out on a
line with the horizon, and no drum-sticks ever came down with greater rapidity
than did his feet strike the surface of the earth. But the day he wore the
trousers was not only one of physical discomfort, but positive terror to him,
for all retreats were executed with fears of tripping, and falling into the
hands of his pursuer.
Sitting in the house one day we heard something strike the side of the building
with a resounding bang. Going quickly to the door, we had a glimpse of Toby
vanishing at full speed in the distance, with the angry mother at his heels. The
battle that morning had opened with a brick thrown at the boy, but which
fortunately missed him and hit the house. If it had struck him, there would have
been and immediate end of the lad.
Often, after this, we have heard a commotion in the yard and, on hastily going
out, would see one of those suddenly instituted pursuits. The child, nimble of
foot, and expert at dodging from long practice, could be seen fairly flying,
keeping out of the way of rocks, chunks of wood and flat irons, and finally,
through the intricacies of the back yard and out-houses, disappearing in the
remoter depths of the garden or orchard.
If someone should ask why such a conduct was tolerated by a humane and
well-regulated Southern home, the answer is that Matilda was not only a
first-class washer and ironer, but quick to do anything in the shape of work.
She was as smart as she was high-tempered. In addition, she had a most indulgent
mistress, who did not like to worry herself about anything. When one of these
sudden bangs against wall or fence resounded through the house, followed by the
sudden uproar of voices and laughter which always accompanied this outbreak of
war, with flight and pursuit, Mrs. Carleton would ask one of her servants:
"What on earth is the matter out of doors?" and the servant, with shining rows
of teeth, would answer;
"Tain' nuffin' 'tall, Miss Ma'y, 'cep'n Tildy arter Toby," and so the matter
would drop.
Two surprising things were connected with these storms. One was, that the
offence of the child was often of the most trifling nature, the dropping of a
tin cup, or the failure to hear his mother speak, etc.. Then the chase began,
with interested observers popping their heads out of kitchen windows and cabin
doors, broad grins steadily enlarging on black and yellow faces, while the crash
of a rock against the fence, narrowly missing the fugitive, would bring forth
stentorian guffaws from the men and shrill laughter from the women.
The dress of Negro children is generally arranged with a view to ventilation,
and Toby was specially favored in this regard, so the sight of the bare-legged,
bare-footed racer with his slim, black limbs twinkling over the ground, and his
old shirt standing on end as he fled, was a never failing source of amusement to
the colored observer, though it was anything but amusing to Toby. He was always
terribly in earnest. He had to be, as he ducked and dodged from missiles ranging
from one to five pounds in weight, any one of which could easily have killed
him.
Matilda's language to Toby was pretty much after the same pattern as her bodily
treatment of the child, the tongue being as severe as the hand. It was;
"Come hyer to me, you triflin' whelp!" or
"I'll break ev'y bone in yoh body wid dis flat i'on, you black monkey, you," or
"I'll bust yoh haid wide open wid dis stick," etc., etc.
There were other expressions with which Toby was often favored when the maternal
thermometer ran high, that we do not care to repeat.
To pass in front of the lowly cabin in which the family lived, was to notice
that a kind of rattling musketry fire of scolding was the general order of
things, varied now and then with a forty-four pounder explosion. It only
required a few minutes pause outside the door for the ear to note the orbit
daily described by the woman's tongue. First there was a muttering, a kind of
low, fussing tone, then a sharp cry to one of the children:
"Git out dar!"
"What you don' thar?"
"Come hyer to me! Ill kill you ef I ken git at you. I will mun."
So Toby was reared in the midst of expletives and rocks. In these experiences he
was far ahead of David, who had Shimei to curse and throw stones at him on a
single afternoon, while Toby had this kind of treatment every day. The boy may
be said to have moved planet-like through a never-ending meteoric zone or belt,
his own course being a most remarkable and erratic one, as he spent his life
avoiding all bodies larger and heavier than himself.
In these flights there was one line of Hamlet's soliloquy which could, very
properly, have be quoted by the lad. He could truthfully have said:
"Toby or not Toby, that is the question."
He fully realized that if one of the missiles flung at him should strike him,
there would be no more Toby!
As for the "slings and arrows," Hamlet spoke about, he knew them not; but the
rocks and brickbats were just as deadly. In the matter of "outrageous fortune,"
he was once more in port, but adrift again in regard to "taking up arms against
a sea of troubles." He preferred, in face of the peculiar difficulties of his
life, to trust to his legs, leaving arms of all kings out of the question.
Another surprising thing connected with these backyard eruptions was the
speediness with which the whole affair was forgotten by the chief actor.
Perhaps, a half hour after, Matilda would be seen with the head of the offending
child on her lap, while she, with motherly pride, combed out his kinks with a
pair of cotton cards, tying up his air with gay-looking strings, or engaged in
an exploration of the bushy cranium before her, the nature of which
investigation we beg to be excused from mentioning.
There was still another feature of these affairs which was the natural outcome
of this treatment of the boy. He came to wear a wary, anxious look when
approaching his mother, as if expecting breakers ahead. Not knowing what he was
to receive, whether bread or a stone, when she cried, "Come hyer to me!" he
naturally drew near with great misgivings and visible signs of trepidation. It
was noteworthy that Matilda spoke just as sharply when she had food for him, as
when she had a cudgel hidden behind her with which to dress him down. There were
no visible signs by which he could guess whether there was war or peace in the
air, but a most uncomfortable uncertainty hung over all. The boy had been
deceived many times in both ways; sometimes looking for a beating, he received a
piece of bread; and at other times, going for one of the slim meals with which
his body and soul were kept together, suddenly, without any warning, the stick
appeared, the rock was hurled, and Toby ran for his life. Then would follow an
excitement and commotion in the backyard, which if projected on a commensurate
scale among the nations, would be called a great war and require volumes to
describe.
So Toby, not having a regular course of conduct on the part of his mother to
guide him, had to live moment by moment by faith, and sometimes with no faith at
all, at least in the maternal head of the family. He had neither chart nor
compass, and drifted never knowing where he was, nor when a rock would strike
him and he be effectually scuttled as any ship that ever sank. He trusted, in
common parlance, to luck, or more truly speaking, to his eyes and heels; the one
to discover the first signs of coming danger, the other to bear him away to
safety at race-horse speed.
To this day, we recall the cowed look of the boy, the anxious, distrusting
glance which he repeatedly cast at his mother from under his brows, while upon
his lips was the poorest attempt at a smile that we ever beheld. It was intended
by him to be conciliatory and ingratiating, but often seemed to infuriate the
strange, unnatural mother; and if she did happen to overflow in a Vesuvian way,
it was simply amazing to watch the instantaneous disappearance of the smile, the
equally quick gathering of a look of fear in his eyes, while, with the absorbing
purpose of immediate escape in his mind, suddenly a pair of black soles were
turned mother-ward, and a pair of black legs moved over the ground toward a
place of safety with a rapidity that would have make a castanet player turn
green with envy.
More than once we have seen him summoned sharply by his mother to come before a
group of ladies and gentlemen standing on the verandah of the "Big House." He
would approach with his half-imbecile manner, the watchful look in his eye and
the painful attempt at a smile on his mouth. Once we saw him, while waiting to
be addressed, slowly raise one foot from the ground and scratch a mosquito from
the calf of his left leg with the toe of the uplifted member without losing his
balance. Suddenly, Matilda turned like a cyclone upon him, and said:
"Whar's yer perliteness? Why doan you show yer mannus to de white folks?"
Down at once dropped Toby's foot from the mosquito hunt, the toes spoon-like
scooped up and threw backward some grave, while his hand pulled a lock of hair
in front. All this was intended for a bow, and was "showin' his mannus." It was
painful to see the anxious, troubled look cast out of the corner of his eye upon
his mother, to see of his "mannus" had been acceptable.
Several times we heard Mrs. Carleton say to Matilda:
"Why don't you put better clothes on you child?"
"...Miss," replied the mother, with a loud laugh, "dat boy won't keep nuffin'
on, no matter whut I puts on him. Ef I dress him in silk and satin, he won't
have nuffin' 'tall to show fur it by night."
The idea of Toby being attired in silk and stain was decidedly mirth-provoking,
but Mrs. Carleton did not smile. Saying nothing more she went back into the
house, though evidently not satisfied, while the boy under discussion was left
to alternate between the trousers and shirt.
Sometimes we have heard an angry summons ring out on the air to him, and the
order literally hurled from the mouth:
"Go dis minute, you black imp you, an' rock yer Aunt Nancy's baby whut's
squallin' hitself to death!"
Off went Toby like a shot, knowing well what the least delay would bring upon
him and in a few moments a peculiar hammering sound on the cabin floor gave
evidence that one of his daily duties had been entered upon. The knocking was
made by the alternate rise and fall of a box without rockers and which had the
compliment conferred upon it of being called a cradle. In this box was the
yelling young African he was commanded to quiet. For some minutes it seemed
doubtful which would win in the competition of sound, the cradle or the baby;
but Toby went at it systematically and doggedly; he was used to noise,
especially this one, and so grasping the side of the box in his hands, he met
the duty of the hour, which was to make the baby hush, and this he did,
accomplishing the task in periods ranging from five to twenty minutes. Little by
little, the child from being jerked about in the cradle, became dizzy, then less
vociferous, and finally was literally banged and jarred into unconsciousness,
and the well-meaning nurse was free again.
Toby spent, as we have said, most of his life in dodging rocks and brickbats. He
had enough thrown at him to have erected a monument of large proportions.
The boy's life, was, in a sense, a military one, full of sudden advances by the
foe and rapid retirings on his part. It was in the line of falling back that he
attained such marvelous proficiency. From much experience, he became a perfect
expert in bringing his own forces off the field, well-blown and exhausted, it is
true, but always alive. Few military leaders have been as successful in flight
as Toby proved himself for a number of years.
We can not but think that if he had been placed at West Point he would have
developed into a master of strategy and swift retreat. Gen. Joseph E. Johnston,
and Fabius, the famous Roman retirer, might well have sat at his feet had they
only been his contemporaries. For all we know a great military genius, a
retreater, if not an advancer, passed away when Toby vanished from public view.
Several rumors of this Negro family reached us after their emancipation and
departure from the plantation. One was to the effect that Matilda had sickened
and died. Here was another confirmation and proof of the wisdom of being able to
conduct retreats. Just as Fabius, by his systematic and persistent fallings
back, wore out opposing armies, so Toby, by skillful flights and rapid dodges
and disappearances, kept himself alive, while his mother exhausted herself by
her frequent and protracted verbal and stone attacks and sank prematurely into
the grave. She went down to the tomb loaded with victories over her fugitive
son, but they had been her own undoing. The inscription upon her sepulchre could
very properly have been:
"WORN OUT IN RAISING TOBY."
In other words, the human volcano reached the hour when it could do no more
damage, in its history ending with a little puff of breath from the open mouth,
and lo! the explosions and stone throwing of Matilda were over forever.
Poor little Toby! After the flight of busy years has crowded out many and
important events, yet we recall him as vividly as though it were but yesterday.
Once more we see the woolly head, black face and half-clad form of the boy. We
remember the anxious look, the apprehensive, apologetic smile, the suspicious
attitude, then the outbreak of hostilities and the sudden dash for life and
liberty. We see the shirt streaming in a straight line, or the flapping,
ill-fitting trousers held up with one hand, while the other digs into and saws
the air most diligently. We can hear the feet pattering on the hard ground, the
breath coming in gasps through set teeth; and in another moment the flying
vision rounds the corner of the smokehouse, and has disappeared in the garden
amid a shower of stones.
What became of Toby after the Emancipation, is a mystery. There were two
reports. One was to the effect that after his mother died, Toby fairly
languished. In spite of all her roughness, he seemed to miss her. He moped
around in back alleys and empty lots of the town, idly and disconsolately. He
lacked the inspiration of sudden movement, as of yore. There was no reason for
instantaneous and violent exertion. Othello's occupation was gone, and time hung
heavy on the hands of the lad.
For a while he consorted with a crippled, one-eared cur dog, which seemed as
friendless, hopeless and cast-off as himself. They were often seen together in
lanes, back alleys and deserted out-houses, as if both avoided recognition, and
expected nothing and wanted nothing save to be let alone. One day the wheel of a
great truck ran over the dog, and put an end to his hot water baths and hunger
pangs forever. After that, Toby was again alone, now being seen, and now missed,
until one afternoon he was found dead in a stable loft.
Another report was that he lived to be fourteen or fifteen years of age, but
always manifested the greatest nervousness when he saw any missile flying
through the air. He was often observed to give a brickbat lying in his path a
wide berth in passing. Several times he was seen looking at one, with an
appearance of profound meditation. Doubtless, to his half-addled intellect, it
was a thing of like, possessed inherent energy, and might at any moment take
wings and fly. As nearly all he had beheld prior to his mother's death were in
the air, and moving in lines toward him, he might have been pardoned for his
conception of that piece of matter, and his conclusion that none were to be
trusted.
An ebony damsel of his age, taking a liking for the friendless boy, invited him
to spend the evening at her father's house on the edge of town. Near the place
was a brick-yard. It was not long before the watchful eye of Toby beheld the
lofty stacks of red brick finished and ready for use, piles of broken ones in
the corner, and a great kiln in full blast in the manufacture of thousands more.
In less time than it takes to tell it Toby had vanished. The yard, which would
have been an ammunition depot for Matilda, and so a heaven to her was anything
but a paradise to Toby. Association was doubtless strong within him, and though
the brick-thrower was in her grave, yet here were the bricks! And Fear cried
out, "Let us be going! Why tarry we here any longer?"
After that, he was passing by a livery stable, when a horse gave a kick on the
partition-wall close to him. It sounded like a brick striking a fence.
Instantly, the old nature was in arms, or rather in feet, and the half-witted
boy ran like the wind for several blocks before he stopped to look back. The
mother was dead, but her handiwork was still evident in the nervous system of
the son. Her terror was still upon him and that from a far distant world.
The second report went on to say, that one day, in running from some real or
imaginary pursuer, Toby slipped on the ice-covered pavement as he turned a
corner, and fell, striking his head against a large curbstone. He was picked up
unconscious and laid on some straw in the harness-room of a livery stable. He
aroused to a confused kind of consciousness in an hour or so, but looked
terrified as he heard the knocking and tramping of the horses in their stalls,
and tried to get up for the old-time run; but he was too weak and sank back with
an expression on his face of utter despair.
The owner of the stable, a white man, bent over him and told him, in a kindly
voice, that nothing should hurt him. Whereupon, that curiously blended look of
anxiety, hope and dread stole into the lad's face, and attempting to reach his
front lock of hair with his right hand, to "show his mannus," his eyes suddenly
glazed in death, and the tired, friendless soul left the half-starved emaciated
body forever.
It was a deeply pathetic sight, the ragged figure on the straw pallet, the hand
frozen in death in the act of salutation, and the lines of a pitiful, pleading
expression still visible in the sorrow and pain-marked countenance.
The stable man, with his white and black hostlers around him, looked silently at
the dead form of the boy, and all walked out softly, with that awe and
melancholy upon the soul which is always felt at the sight of an ended life, no
matter how young or how humble that life may have been.
Poor little Toby! May he rest in peace! This world had for him a hard and bitter
lot. He had but little pleasure in his brightest days, if any could have been
called bright at all. Cuffs, kicks, upbraidings, chunks of wood, and stones,
were the things which abounded in his life; and the aim and object of the boy
was to miss a many of them as he could. His joy, if joy he had, was over such
escapes.
We think of the One who said that not a sparrow falls to the ground without
heavenly notice, and who spoke of a world where all tears are wiped away
forever, and from off all faces.
We can not but connect that Good Country with this hunted child, who never knew
what a real home and true mother was, and the greater part of whose life was
spent in running from flying missiles, amid heartless bursts of laughter from
his own people. Stunted in growth and half-witted from cruel treatment, he died
early. We love to think of him as in "The Home-land," where the angels will be
far kinder to him than were his own kindred and race, and where we doubt not, he
will be better off in every conceivable way, forever.
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CHAPTER 31
A MODERN DOUBLE
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Transcriber Note
We copied PEN PICTURES from the Second Edition. Later we discovered that Chapter
17 of the Third Edition did not appear in the Second Edition. This chapter,
entitled "A Modern Double," is presented below as Chapter 31.
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On being sent to a certain church when the writer was in the itinerant
connection, one of the first persons to greet and fairly bubble over upon him
was the subject of this sketch. In spite of the fervent welcome, however, the
impression made upon the preacher was not of the most desirable character. There
was a strange inward shrinking from the bland and verbose personage before him.
The first thing that struck the pastor in the new acquaintance, was that he was
over-anxious to please. Of course we owe to one another kind and courteous
treatment in this world, and the gentleness, considerateness and politeness are
mighty instruments for doing good, and even in spreading the Gospel among the
nations. But this man was too bland and kind, and too smiley and gushey for his
own good, and for the securing of the best regard in the minds and hearts of his
fellow creatures. He was so over-assiduous to please that he failed to please
and aroused suspicions instead in regard to his motives and character, like some
preachers all have known who have forgotten the exalted character of their
calling, ceased to bear themselves as ambassadors from the Court of Heaven, and
degenerated into the spirit, practice, wiles, tricks, stereotyped smirk and
perpetual handshake of the politician.
A handshake can be made a means of grace; but we have seen it drift with some
men entirely into the mechanical realm, and the flying arms of a pastor had no
more love, grace and unction in their manipulation, than exists in the
canvas-covered limbs of a whirling windmill. Kindness and love are all right:
but evident over-anxiousness to please defeats the very object that the mind has
in view.
Bro. Sandford was too bubbly. He ran after his game too fast and hard. He tried
to appear fond, when he really fawned. He overdid the thing, and became too
sweet. He was sickening sweet.
A second fact that impressed itself on the writer about Bro. Sandford was, that
whenever he spoke to him he would place his hand by the side of his mouth so as
to fence off his breath from the minister.
At first it was regarded as a mere habit. Later the charitable supposition was
that the brother might have been breakfasting or dining on onions, and did not
desire his preacher to be regaled with the strong odor of that Egyptian
vegetable. But one day Bro. Sandford forgot to study which way the wind was
blowing, at the same time in the eagerness of his conversation neglected to
raise his breath shield, in the shape of his hand, and the consequence was that
the pastor received into his astonished and shocked face an overpowering puff of
whisky-laden atmosphere!
A third occurrence in this strange life about this time was the blowing down of
one of Bro. Sandford's chimneys by a high wind one night. The reader well knows
the peculiar shape of a side chimney in many houses. It would be hard to find
anything in brick architecture that looks more like a large whisky bottle. As
the chimney in question had stood for years protecting a certain amount of the
dwelling from the effect of the sun, wind and weather, of course when it fell
with a crash in the yard, it left its own shape and image as if painted in the
most unmistakable way against the end of the building. It was plainly visible to
all who looked, and everybody seemed to behold it, and everybody was smiling, or
laughing outright, about this wind cartoon, this ironical conduct of the storm.
One man said as he looked at the large sign of the bottle against the house, "Be
sure you sin will find you out."
A fourth fact in the life of Bro. Sandford was his devotion to a certain
temporal and physical side of the church, known as out-door celebrations,
amusements and frolics.
It is true that he always sat in the Amen Corner on the Sabbath, and was the
picture of religious respectability and moral solidity there with his
clean-shaved face and Sunday suit. But he never prayed in public, and never
spoke in class. He was a kind of motionless pillar, not to say, sleeper of the
church. But in the ecclesiastical recreation business, whether of the church or
Sunday-school, he loomed up over the horizon and shone as a star of the first
magnitude.
A Sunday-school picnic, church outing or some kind of railroad or steamboat
excursion was the means of fairly glorifying Bro. Sandford. His face became a
factory of smiles, and he actually looked ten years younger. He it was who
superintended the hanging of the swings, and he it was who gave the word "Go" to
the children in their races. Moreover he was the main man when it came to the
dinner hour on the grounds, and did more than any three women in emptying the
baskets and placing the piles of delightfully cooked food on the sweet smelling
cypress planks.
He also always insisted on doing most of the carving of the chickens and turkeys
at one end of the table, and seemed to forget to eat, so absorbed was he in the
work of cutting up the broiled and roasted fowls and distributing, with most
generous air, the same round about.
It was while thus engaged that his face fairly beamed, and the sunlight flitting
through the leafy treetops on his partially bald head, made an aureole of glory
over his benevolent features.
At the close of dinner Bro. Sandford taking his carefully covered wicker work
basket, and retiring to the shade of a distant tree, would then light his pipe,
and smoke, meditate and view the scene before him with the blandest of smiles,
and most fatherly of expressions.
But one day some young men not caring for the picnic banquet, had stretched
themselves on the grass some little distance away, and lay idly smoking their
cigars and watching the busy scene. Suddenly one gave a wondering exclamation,
called another to his side, and with outstretched finger pointed to the end of
the table where Bro. Sandford was officiating. In another moment all their heads
were together, eyes bent in the same direction, and in five minutes they had
ocular proof of the secret of that gentleman's insistence upon filling the
position of Chief Carver of Fowls. To their amazement they beheld the smiling
wielder of the knife, while seemingly absorbed in the Christin, self-denying
labor of helping others, yet with a quick, stealthy movement of hand, pitching
into his own basket under the table, quarters and halves of almost every fowl
that came under his touch. People all around were so busy eating, laughing and
waiting on one another that the cunning theft practiced right before their eyes
was not observed. But from the neighboring grassy mound where the young men were
watching, the thief, the theft, the basket under the edge of the table, and the
disappearing chickens were all plain to the view. Fully twenty people were
quietly called to witness the sleight-of-hand performance.
They also beheld the final scene of the closing act, when the covered basket was
carried to a private place, and there, lying down on the grass in the shade,
Bro. Sandford lighted his pipe and surveyed the scene of chatting groups and
romping children with the look of philanthropist, and the unmistakable air of a
man who, by labor and sacrifice, deserved well of his country and country-men
A fifth fact concerning the individual of this sketch was that he lived nearly
twenty years after the occurrence just related. He was in the seventies when he
gathered up his feet, turned his face to the wall, and with no expression of
belief or unbelief, ended his earthly career.
Sixth, the writer saw the widow of the deceased some months after the death of
the husband. Dressed in deep black and face marked with deepest woe, we scarcely
ever met a sadder woman. She spoke continually of her consort's life, death and
perfections. She said with a gush of tears, "I miss Mr. Sanford more and more
every day that goes by." She also added, " If ever there was a pure Christian
and good man on earth, Mr. Sandford was that man.
Seventh the deceased left a son who for morality, integrity and beautiful
Christian character stood first among the young men of his community. At last
accounts he still enjoyed the favor of God and the esteem of men.
The granite facts of this actual life history are seemingly so contradictory and
antagonistic; so upsetting to the claims of heredity; so opposed to the judgment
pronounced on deceitful men of not living out half their days, that one is
fairly bewildered. At the same time just as clearly appear these well-known
facts of the blindness of love, and the ghastly, dreadful verities of
self-delusion, or darker still the deliberate practice of an unblushing
hypocrisy.
Much of the biography of the individual was personally known to the writer. The
life volume is closed, gone into eternity, and will be opened at the Final Day.
It will constitute one of the many surprises of that wonderful, revealing,
consummating Hour.
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THE END